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The next morning when I woke up something felt different, I spent some minutes wondering what it was, and then I got it. I didn't wake up from a nightmare. I remembered that I had dreamed something, but it was a happy dream, Prim and I had been at the meadow, we had been laughing and joking and having a really good time. I felt it as a sign from the Prim-angel that she wanted me to be happy, it maybe was stupid but I knew she did wanted me to be happy. I yawned and then I heard Peetas voice:

"Katniss, are you awake?"

"I guess so!" I said and smiled, I heard that he laughed a little. I was happy right now, I hadn't had a nightmare and I just felt good. I knew that the nightmares would probably be back already tonight, but I would enjoy this now when I can. I turned around to look at Peeta, he looked happy when he saw me smiling.

"You didn't have a nightmare tonight?" he asked me, he hadn't been woken up by me screaming tonight, so maybe even he had slept a little better.

"No, I had a happy dream, but no nightmare…" I said and smiled at him. He smiled back at me, and then he leaned forward to kiss me.

"What was your happy dream about?" he asked after a few seconds.

"It was about me and Prim, being at the meadow, laughing and having fun. I think it was Prim-angel who send me that dream." I heard myself, and how stupid that sounded, but Peeta just smiled, I think he understood.

"Thank you Prim!" he said out loud." For letting Katniss be happy." Then he kissed me again, I went closer to him and felt his hand travel down my back. I leaned out of the kiss.

"If Prim really is watching us, she must be disgusted!" I joked.

"Sorry Prim." He said, "I just love your sister so much." He smiled at me, and I smiled back at him. This must have been the first time in five years I was talking about Prim and feeling truly happy. I did love her, right at that moment! She would always be with me even though I wouldn't be able to see her. The little Prim-angel would live on with me.

"I love you Prim." I said, "And I love you Peeta!" I said and looked at him. He kissed me gently and then we went up from the bed.

"I'm going down making breakfast."

"Okay, I'll take a shower, be right back." I said and made my way to the bathroom.

When I came out of the shower I towel dried my hair and then I made the braid, the way I always had it. I felt like a new person today. Like I would have been holding my breath for five years and now be able to breathe again. I took my clothes on and then I watched myself in the mirror. I had a lot of scars and marks from the war and from the hunger games, but that was me. And I should be proud of myself, I wasn't completely happy with myself yet, I still had killed a lot of people, and I had hurt a lot of people, but now it at least felt a little better.

I went down to the kitchen and sat down on my chair, Peeta put down a plate with eggs and bacon to me, then he sat down next to me. We ate and chatted a little about random stuff.

"What are gonna do today?" he asked me, "Because I don't think you'll join me in the bakery two days in a row?"

"No, I was thinking about going out hunting today, it's been almost a week since the last time we got some fresh meat, and after that I was thinking, that I maybe would hang out with Delly." I said, he smiled at me like I had done something good.

"Delly would love to hang out with you, she really likes you, and she always talks about that she would want to do something with you." I smiled a little, that was so Delly, she was always happy and nice, and I remember in 13 when she told me that everyone had admired me, I couldn't believe her, but I didn't thought she would lie eighter

"Good, then it won't be hard to get some company today." I said, and he shook his head smiling.

About an hour and a half later I was walking through the forest, I had shot one bird but nothing else, right now I was just walking, and not really thinking where I was headed. Suddenly I was standing on mine and Gale's rock. I had a lot of memories from here. Like the day before my first reaping. We had been joking and talking, but everything has changed now. I sat down and watched out over the forest. It was really beautiful. I missed Gale right now, I wanted him to be here, to joke and to laugh with, but he was in district 2. I hadn't met him for five years, and I wanted to meet him, but it was impossible as long as I associated him with Prims death. I maybe would talk to him, but not yet, maybe some time, but not now.
I went up and started walking towards the town, I shot a squirrel and one more bird, I could give them to Delly. When I came to town I went to see Peeta at the bakery. But when I came in there I stopped, because there Julie stood, with her hand, on his arm. She touched him, with her hand! I honestly got disgusted. No one could touch him, the only other girl that could touch him at all was Delly - she often hugged him - because I trusted her. But now Julie was dead. They were talking and she smiled towards him, then they heard the sound from the door, Julie frowned and Peeta looked really happy.

"Hi Katniss!" he said and looked at me, first then Julie took her hand of him.

"Hi Peeta, and hi Julie" I said with a really sugar sweet, innocent voice.

"Hi…" she said back. "So that cake, will you make it, for me?" She said and looked at Peeta, I was disgusted, hope she gets hit by a train or something.

"Of course, it's my job…" he answered, I would just love to kill her, I really trust Peeta, but she is quite disturbing...

"Yes, of course, I have to go now, Goodbye, see you Peeta." She said before she left; hope she doesn't see him, ever again. When she walked by me she threw me that look, 'if looks could kill' I just smiled back, when she was out of the door, I went to Peeta and hugged him really hard, he hugged me back and whispered in my ear:

"You're cute when you're jealous." I stepped back and looked at him.

"I'm not jealous!" I said a little hard.

"If you say that so… You just looked like you would kill her at any moment" he said with a little laugh. I just looked away. I didn't like to admit that I was jealous, if he still already knew it. He pulled me back into one more hug. "It's okay; I love you, and only you. No one else, ever." I step back a little "Do you understand that?" he says softly and looks deep into my eyes, his eyes are such a beautiful colour, I nod and then he kisses me gently.

"Now I have to go back to work, but Delly was here earlier and she became very happy when I said that you wanted to hang out with her." I smiled.

"Okay. See you later." I said and pecked him before I left.

I walked all the way to Delly, it took about 15 minutes and when I came there I knocked on the door, she opened it and hugged me, when she stepped back she smiled.

"Oh Katniss, I got so happy when Peeta told me you wanted to hang out with me!"

"Yeah, it gets quite boring just sitting at home staring into a wall when Peeta is at the bakery…"

"You can always come to visit me, we can have some girl time and talk and have a lot of fun. But come in." she said and stepped aside, I went in to her house, I had been there a few times with Peeta, they hang out quite much if I was out hunting, but sometimes I came here with him. Delly's house is really cute, it's not so big, but it's really cozy. I went to the living room and sat down in the sofa, she sat down next to me.

"Do you want some Coffee?" she asked and stepped up again and went to the kitchen.

"Yes please, by the way, I shot a squirrel and two birds when I was out hunting, would you want them?" I asked, she came back to the living room.

"Would you give them to me?" she asked, almost chocked.

"Of course, if you want them."

"Yes, thank you" she smiled at me, and I smiled back at her.

We chatted and laughed for hours. She is quite a girly girl, so of course she wanted to talk boys and so on, but it was fun, she talked about a lot of boys who she thought were cute... I mostly just sat there nodding and smiling.

"Julian Meyer, he's quite cute, do you remember him, he was in our class in school."

"I think I remember him, he had light brown hair right?" I answered.

"Yes, but he isn't really as cute anymore as he was back then…" And so she kept on talking. I couldn't really think about any boys like cute or hot except for Peeta.

About half an hour later I had lost myself in thoughts, Delly looked at me and smiled.

"Earth is calling for Ms. Everdeen… what happened, did you get lost?" she asked and laughed a little.

"Yeah, I guess…" I said and laughed a little myself.

"Okay, let's talk about something else, what have you done today?" she asked.

"Not so much, I woke up, ate breakfast, then I went out hunting for a while, after that I went to the bakery to see Peeta, and then I came here… You?"

"Almost nothing went to the bakery to buy some bread and after that I went home and waited for you. In the bakery Peeta told me that you wanted company, I got really happy, I hang out with him, but it would be funnier if you could be with us sometimes."

"I'll try to come with him more often."

"Hey, you know what? Today when I was in the bakery, that girl from town came there, Julie, she started talking to me and Peeta, and when I said to Peeta that I had to go home to wait for you, she asked me like;' why is she coming to you?' and I was like: 'she's my friend' why did she wanted to know that? She's a little weird…"

"Yeah, and when I came to the bakery, she stood there, with her hand, on Peetas arm, laughing and talking to him, but she frown when I came there." Delly's eyes where big like plates, she stared on me with chock, even though it was a quite small thing.

"Did she touch him?" she looked disgusted. "I just thought that she was a little weird, but she really must hate you, I mean, she must be really jealous, not because she's the only one, I mean, Peeta is really nice and good looking, there must be a lot of girls who likes him."

"Hm… but they won't get near him. Eh… will you come with me to town someday, because if I see her I don't know if I can stop myself from killing her." I said and laughed, she laughed with me.

It was quite nice talking to a girl sometimes; we decided that we would meet again the next day. Delly is really nice and I understand why Peeta like her. She probably was one of my best friends, even though I didn't know her very well, yet.

When I came home I just threw myself down at the sofa and did nothing, after a while I fell asleep, but about an hour later Peeta came home, I got up and went to meet him in the kitchen, he smiled against me so I kissed him on his mouth.

"How was your day with Delly?" he asked.

"Really good actually, we decided that we would meet again tomorrow."

"Good, but can I come with you tomorrow, it's Saturday, so I don't work." He said and smiled.

"Of course, and I don't think Delly would mind, eighter."

That evening we did nothing, and when I went to sleep I said thank you to the Prim-angel for this good day.

Hope you liked it, I know it doesen't really happeneds anything, but it will, soon... :)

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