Harry looked at the ceiling. "Er-," he started, unsure how to go about things, "can we have couches or comfy chairs that can seat 8 people, some nice decorations representing each Hogwart's house," he didn't want to insult Luna, Ma-Draco, and Meghan after all, "some snacks and something to drink, please?" he finished tentatively.
To his surprise, everything he requested appeared. All eight children gazed around in awe.
Ron practically tackled the food. He then leaned back into a couch next to Hermione, sighing happily.
Draco immediately claimed the green chair. "I want a blanket." Nothing happened. He growled as the others tried to stifle their laughter.
Hermione was the only one in control enough to speak to him, "I think you need to be polite and say please."
Draco glared at her. "Blanket, please?" The blanket appeared and covered all of him. No one could see him in the tangled blanket.
This time, no one could stop laughing. He fought the blanket off.
"Why don't we just get this over with?" he growled.
Harry sat down next to Ginny on the other couch as she shrugged and picked up the book. "Living with Danger," she began.
Hermione frowned as a thought occurred to her. "It can't be..." she muttered to herself.
No one noticed as the red head continued, "March 15, 1982, Surrey."
Ron stared at her. "That's right after You-know-who disappeared!" he exclaimed. Harry blinked and wondered why the story began there. Wouldn't the story start when he arrived at Hogwarts?
Happy damn birthday to me.
23 years old and nothing left to live for.
"Ouch," Ron inserted.
Harry shrugged. "It felt like that every birthday until Hogwarts." Draco gaped at him, surprised.
A passerby dropped a coin at his feet, apparently mistaking him for a homeless person. He was about to call after her, but thought better of it.
What the hell. 50p is 50p.
He picked up the coin and pocketed it.
"Ha. At least I have money," Draco boasted, "Unlike other people." He sent a self-satisfied smirk to the Weasleys.
Ron clenched his fists, but didn't attack him. That was only because Hermione had a hand on his arm.
This time last year, I had friends. I had what amounted to a family. I had work – it was dangerous, sure, but what isn't? I had a purpose in life.
"I want to hug this poor person now!" Meghan sighed, "I want to help him! …or her," she added after a moment of thought.
And then, in the space of two days – gone. All of it. Three people I loved dead. Another one a traitor and locked up forever. And the last one hidden away where no one will find him.
Hermione's eyes widened as she realized who it had to be. Her eyes flickered over to Harry.
No one including me.
He stared up through the leafless branches of the tree at the overcast sky.
Why am I even bothering anymore?
Tomorrow, I'll call the local authorities just before sunset and report a rabid animal on my property. Then I'll leave the door open.
End of problem.
End of everything.
Ginny paused, having read ahead. Harry poked her. "Continue, this guy seriously needs help!"
Meghan had her hands pressed to her mouth. "He wants to commit suicide?" she whimpered. Neville reached out and patted her shoulder comfortingly. He didn't know what else to do.
This was definitely not one of Remus Lupin's better days.
"WHAT?" everyone in the room exclaimed. Ginny covered her mouth to hide her amusement at the identical reactions.
But fate, as it so often does, was about to play a trick on him...
"Thank Merlin," Harry breathed.
Having made a decision, he felt a little better. He sat up and looked around. Two tiny children in hooded coats chased one another around the nearby swing set, giggling. A young woman sat on a bench nearby, reading.
"Aw... Sounds cute," Hermione cooed.
They're so little. They can't be more than two. Probably not even that.
Harry's age.
Draco rolled his eyes. "It's always about you, Potter, of course."
Harry grumbled under his breath. "I don't WANT it to be," he informed Draco.
The pale boy gaped. "What?"
His heart clenched painfully. No one would tell him where the boy was. The official story was that it would be better for everyone if Harry grew up fostered by Muggles,
Harry snorted. "Anything would be better than that."
without contact with the wizarding world, without knowing that he was a celebrity and a hero. But Remus knew better.
They're afraid of me. They're afraid I might try to take him, and then lose control one night and bite him or even kill him. And the worst of it is, they're right on both counts. I'd take him in a heartbeat. And there's no guarantee he'd be safe with me.
Harry grinned sadly. "After I found out that he knew my father, I always wondered why he never tried to find me..."
He sighed as the shrieking from the playground rose in volume. No, I'd better just leave well enough alone. I'm sure he's happy where he is.
Harry shook his head again. "I wasn't, Remus."
Draco was staring at Harry as if he had ten heads.
Wherever that may be.
"Neenie, no!"
Hermione groaned at her old nickname. Draco noticed and was confused.
shouted the young woman at one of the children. There was no telling which, since both their faces were hidden by their hoods. "No pushing! Play nice with Harry!"
Hermione couldn't help it, she stifled a giggle.
Remus sat up straight, every nerve alert. Oh my God.
Then he forced himself to calm down. No. It can't be. It has to be a coincidence. It's not that uncommon a name...
"And yet, you're famous," Ron laughed.
But it had got him thinking, and he couldn't seem to stop.
"Sounds like Hermione," Ron teased her.
Lily had a sister, a Muggle sister. Petunia, I think. It's just possible he's with her. Lily's sacrifice would have left blood magic traces. If anyone could bring them to full strength, it would be Dumbledore. Which would make his aunt's home the safest place for him.
Harry scowled in remembrance of his years with the Dursleys.
Possibly. I just wish I felt better about Lily's sister. If I remember correctly, she didn't think much of magic. Or of Lily.
But she wouldn't harm a child because of that. Would she?
"I wouldn't put it past her..." the boy-who-lived muttered.
I have to find out where she lives. If she doesn't have Harry, maybe she knows where he is... I think she might even live somewhere in Surrey, that's a start at least...
Harry hissed through his teeth. "Yessssss, find me!"
One of the children pushed the other one down. The fallen one started to cry.
"Oh, it's ok, sweetheart," cooed the young woman, hurrying to the child's side. "Don't cry, Greeneyes, it's just a little bump, right?"
Luna smiled in her way. "It must be Harry, only he would be called Greeneyes like that."
Green eyes? Oh God...
Remus was on his feet without knowing it as the young woman gently pulled down the child's hood, exposing black, tousled hair and bright green eyes in a tear-streaked face.
James' face. And Lily's eyes.
"Everyone tells me that," Harry complained.
He was running toward the child, unable to stop himself, knowing he must look completely mad, and not caring at all...
"Aw..." Meghan cooed.
Ginny smirked at Harry before she continued. "I just might have to call you Greeneyes now."
Harry groaned.
"Mooey!" the little boy squealed. His face lit up, and he lifted his arms in a "pick-me-up" gesture. Remus snatched him up and held him close, reveling in the feel of trusting arms around his neck, in the scent of the boy's hair and skin, in having the last person in the world he cared for close to his heart once more.
Meghan grinned. "Aw... That's so cute."
And I'll never let him go again...
"That would lead to some complications," Ron laughed.
He suddenly realized that the young woman was staring at him. Of course she's staring, she's probably Harry's foster mother or his aunt or something and she wants to know who you are and what the hell you think you're doing!
"Probably 'bout right, but that's definitely not my aunt," Harry answered the book absentmindedly. He was too busy being happy that he might know Remus before Hogwarts.
"I'm so sorry," he began, turning to her with Harry squirming happily in his arms. "I was a friend of Harry's father in school, I haven't seen him in a while..."
"I married you last night," she whispered.
Hermione wished she could hide. Only her sister would have enough tact to say that.
"What?"
Her eyes went very round. "Oh my Lord. Oh my Lord, I did not just say that out loud. I did not. I did not. I did, didn't I."
Harry laughed. "I think I like her."
Ron snickered. "That was very tactful of her, too."
"Yes, you did."
"Oh my Lord. I'm so sorry. What a way to start a conversation. Please, can we start over?"
Draco stared at the book oddly. "How do you start a conversation over? You can't take back what you said unless you use a memory spell."
Ron laughed. "It's just an expression thing. It means she wants to forget what she had said earlier."
Both boys froze when they realized that they just exchanged dialogue without insults. Everyone else tried not to laugh at their expressions.
"I'd love to," Remus said, looking more closely at her. She had quite a lot of curly brown hair, as did the little girl holding onto her pant leg and regarding him solemnly, though the effect was a little spoiled by the thumb in her mouth. The girl was adorable, he decided, and the woman rather lovely, in a bookish sort of way...
Draco frowned. "Sounds like Hermione."
"I had a dream about you last night," the woman said, getting herself under control. "Even though, as far as I know, we have never met in the flesh. Am I right?"
"I think I would remember it if I had met you before, Miss..."
"Oh, I'm so sorry. Please, call me Danger. It's my nickname, I answer to it faster than anything else."
Meghan stared at the book in shock, remembering stories her mom had told her about a friend named Danger.
"Well, if we're on nicknames, please, call me Moony." He transferred Harry to his left arm and shook hands.
"Is that what Harry said, then? I was wondering." Danger gave a lopsided smile and bent down to the little girl. "Neenie, this is Mr. Moony." She straightened up. "My sister, Neenie."
"Hello, Neenie," Remus said, smiling at her. Neenie gave a tiny wave with the hand that wasn't partially in her mouth. "Your sister?"
Hermione couldn't help but smile at how cute she was, but no one seemed to realize that it was her. She let out a slow breath. And hopefully for her, it would stay that way. After all, how long could her sister stay in the story?
"I know, it's a big age difference, everyone thinks she's mine, but no, definitely my sister."
"So how do you know Harry?" Remus asked, sitting down with the child in question snuggling down on his lap.
"He lives up the street from us a little ways with his aunt and uncle. You said you were a friend of his father's?"
"Yes."
"May I ask, then?"
"Ask what happened to his parents?"
"Yes."
Remus took a deep breath, feeling the weight of Harry against his ribs. All the nightmarish images of the last six months flooded through his head, starting with the moment he had heard the news, and not from anyone he knew, anyone in the Order, no, just some random witch on the street, who had shouted it out to him when she saw him coming...
"They were murdered," he said. "Betrayed by a friend and killed by a lunatic."
"A lunatic?" Draco asked incredulously.
"And his mother threw herself in front of him, to save him," Danger murmured as if to herself. "A flash of green light and a rushing sound like death on invisible wings..."
Hermione stifled a squeal. Her sister was magic too! That was the only explanation. But then... She groaned silently as she remembered past fun she had.
Luna looked at her from her chair very near Draco's. "Do not be ashamed of who you are," she murmured to Hermione.
Remus stared at her. "How do you know that?" he demanded.
She met his eyes openly, and Remus saw something he'd never seen before – pain, grief, loss, all there, and all equal to his own.
"Wow..." Neville breathed.
"I dreamed it," she said softly. "I dreamed it all. You, and him, and this. Please, tell me something, and tell me the truth."
"If I can, I will."
"Is magic real? Because I dreamed of magic when I dreamed of you, and you're real, and here in front of me. So please tell me."
"Yep, magic is real, Danger," Hermione beamed.
Harry squirmed. "Down, Mooey," he requested. Remus let him slide to the ground, still looking at Danger. Should I tell her? It's against the law, but she seems to know already...
"Yes," he said finally. She deserves the truth, if only for the pain in her face.
Ron winced. "It must be horrible..."
"Thank God," Danger breathed. "There was no other explanation."
"For what?"
Her eyes closed for a moment. "I was at school. I went to get Neenie from day care, then I went home. And there were my parents, lying in the living room, dead. They had these expressions on their faces..." She broke off. "I can't describe it."
Hermione covered her face to hide her tears. In this universe... her parents... dead...
"Pain," Remus said, thinking of the Longbottoms. "As if they died in pain."
Neville paled at the thought of his parents.
"Yes." Danger's voice choked. "They never did anything wrong. Why them? Why?"
Hermione hid her tears, rather glad that she wasn't reading this particular chapter.
"The Dark Ones lost their leader just half a year ago," Remus said quietly. "You saw it in your dreams. They're trying frantically to stay out of prison, but some of them can't control themselves. Please believe me when I say that I wish I could have stopped them."
"I believe you," Danger said with her face in her hands. "And thank you." She squared her shoulders, took a deep breath, and went on. "So, after that, I got custody of Neenie, and I got a job, and life went on. My parents were both professionals, they were fairly well off, so we have a little saved up to help eke out my salary. But then I started dreaming. Pictures, words, and finally, last night, a story."
"Yes, you said a wedding?"
Draco snickered. "She said way more than that, Moony." Harry raised an eyebrow at the use of the nickname.
Danger smiled wanly. "Said more than that, didn't I? Yes, it was a wedding. I was the bride, and I realized I had no idea who any of the people were. Except my maid of honor, that was Aletha, my best friend when I was little. I haven't seen her in years, I wonder how she's doing... anyway, I got to the altar, I looked at the groom – and it was you. And please don't take this wrong, but if you kiss in real life like you did in the dream... damn."
"Thank you," Remus said. "I'm flattered. I think."
"Oh, it's a compliment, trust me," Danger said. "And I was so happy to see you that I forgot I didn't know anything about you – and suddenly I did know all about you. Everything."
"Everything?" As in, everything?
"Uh-oh..." Harry muttered.
"Yes. Everything. Like how you have a hard time getting a job, because you have to be, shall we say, 'away' for a couple days every month, and everyone in the magical world would know why and be afraid, and no one in the rest of the world will put up with it, even if they don't know why."
"Werewolf," Draco snickered, only to be met with 7 pillows.
Remus shook his head slowly, bemused. "You know what I am, and all about me, and you're still sitting here beside me?"
"That's what I would ask," Hermione agreed.
"Not everyone's a bigot," said Danger. "And besides, Harry likes you. I trust that kid's judgment."
"He liked Sirius, too," Remus said quietly. "It was Peter he wouldn't go near. He may not be the best judge of character."
Harry smirked. "I guess I was a good judge of character then."
Neville frowned, a bit confused at this point.
"I'm sorry?"
"A couple of men I knew."
"Friends of yours?"
"At one time." Remus hoped she would be able to tell from his tone that he really didn't want to talk about this.
Danger was silent for a moment. "Do you believe me?" she finally asked. "About the dreams?"
"I don't know. You could have found out what you know somewhere else, I guess. Though it seems unlikely. Let's say I remain unconvinced at the moment."
"I think I can convince you."
"How?"
"Ask me something. Something you think no one would know."
"Something I think no one would know." Remus thought for a moment. All right, classic identification question. "What's my middle name?"
"John," Danger said quickly. "Remus John Lupin."
Remus stared at her for a moment. And I never told her any of that... just my nickname, that's all...
"Mine's Gertrude," Danger said quietly. "Gertrude Kelly Granger. Convinced now?"
"Granger..." Draco said slowly, looking at Hermione. "Is she related?"
Hermione gave a small grin. "My sister."
Ron choked. "You're Neenie?"
She rolled her eyes as she nodded.
"Wait... where's your sister now?" Ginny asked curiously.
Hermione shrugged. "Right after I got my Hogwarts letter she decided she wanted to study in America. I'm not quite sure exactly where she is now. And she's still muggle," she added.
"Yes," Remus said slowly. "Yes, I think I am."
"Would you like to come over for some tea, then?"
"Come over?"
"To my house. It's not far. And there are a few things I want to tell you. About the dreams. Things I think you need to know."
"If you're not busy..."
"I have the day off at work, so my only job is watching Harry until his aunt and uncle get back. And he's a great kid, so no, I'm not busy. It's just a few streets this way..."
The little house looked even more inviting when the skies opened as they had been threatening to do all day, and Remus was obliged to stay "at least until it stops raining." Danger – Remus found himself unable to think of her as Gertrude – changed Harry's nappy, then turned on the TV for the children, and put the kettle on to boil.
"The dreams are always similar, if not exactly the same," she said without preamble, sitting down at the kitchen table. "Cacophony, madness. Blurs of color and sound. But I can get bits and pieces here and there. Lots of orange, but always associated with the word red. That confuses me a lot. When is orange red?"
"When is orange red?" Ron frowned.
"When yellow is blond, of course," Draco joked. Ginny's eyebrow's shot up.
Remus was taking notes on a pad he'd noticed on her desk. When is orange red?
"Along with the orange, or the red, or whatever, flashes of black and flashes of brown. And then it's as if someone shouts a couplet in my ear.
"Black to red and red to brown
"Shall truly bring the darkness down.
"I wonder what that means... and I hope its true," Harry murmured to himself.
"But I don't know what it means," she finished in frustration, lightly pounding the table. "Then I start getting actual pictures. Four boys. One of them is you. Then two with dark hair – one of those looks like Harry – and one kind of mousy-looking one."
"My best friends at school," Remus said. "We called ourselves the Marauders. The boy who looks like Harry is his father, James, the other dark one is Sirius Black, and the mousy boy is Peter Pettigrew."
The 'trio' tensed at the mention of the traitor.
"Thank you," Danger said in relief. "Having names makes everything easier. I see James, then, with a red-haired girl, flashes of dates, a wedding, a baby – Harry – and you and Black and Pettigrew around them, doing the things friends do. And then it all goes awful." She shuddered. "One of you goes over to the Dark. To some horrid scary guy who looks like a snake gone wrong."
Everyone howled with laughter. "It suits him!" Neville laughed, falling off of his chair. Draco nodded as he covered his mouth in order to gain a bit of control.
"Sirius," Remus said bitterly.
"No. Pettigrew."
Meghan squeaked in surprise.
Neville's eyebrow's shot up as he realized what that would mean.
"What?" Remus jerked his head up from his notes to stare at her.
"That's what I see," Danger said. "It's definitely Pettigrew talking with the nasty one. Pettigrew telling him where to find them. Pettigrew turning into a rat. Can he do that?"
He almost didn't want to believe her, but her last comment clinched it. No one besides the Marauders had known about that.
And I'm the last Marauder.
About that, at least, she had to be telling the truth.
And if she's telling the truth about that, what about the rest?
"Yes. He can."
"He did it the day everyone thinks he died," Danger said, her eyes almost closed. "I always see it in slow motion. He shouts something at Black, he pulls out this little stick behind his back," she shuddered, "cuts off his own finger with it – I don't know how, or why – "
"A finger was the most they ever found of him," Remus said in a deadly quiet voice. Too much was making sense all of a sudden.
"Obviously," Meghan said dryly.
"And then the street behind him just explodes, and he shrinks down to rat size and shape and runs away while the smoke is clearing. And Black looks at the place where he was, and he starts laughing. And then I drift into a kind of foggy place, and I hear a poem, repeated over and over again until I wake up with it drumming in my head."
Hermione winced. "Ouch."
She clutched her hair melodramatically, then smiled apologetically. "I always thought that was just an expression, until I started dreaming like this. I finally wrote it down, and then it left me alone. I think you should see it."
"I think I should too," Remus said grimly. Several loose parts of his world were starting to fall into place. Specifically, the "Sirius would never betray Lily and James" part, and the "Peter doesn't strike me as the martyr type" part.
"Here it is," Danger said, handing him a sheet of paper, half-covered with lines of neat handwriting. "I did a clean copy once I was sure I had it right."
Black to red and red to brown
Shall truly bring the darkness down.
"There's that couplet again!" Draco exclaimed, forgetting completely he was supposed to hate the others in the room. The book was just too engaging, even though it was the first chapter. Not to mention, he found out things that he didn't even know! He frowned, thinking for a moment. Maybe... it wouldn't so bad to be friends with Gryffindors, after all.
Find the red and find the rat
Whose cunning plot did catch no cat.
"Find the red... and find the rat..." Hermione muttered.
Ginny grinned. "Red means red hair!" she almost shouted.
Ron hit his head. "Of course, we had Pettigrew the whole time!"
Trust thy heart and try the grim,
"Trust your feelings, Luke," Hermione quoted.
Harry grinned, pleased to figure out a part. "Grim is a dog. And Sirius turns into a huge black dog."
And truth shall bring new life to him.
Meghan covered her mouth as she squeaked. Neville looked over at her in concern. "My mama's name means 'truth,'" she told him.
The wolf that runs in brightest dark
"Full moon, of course," Ginny inserted.
Of fear in danger strikes no spark,
"Why wouldn't he scare Danger?" Ron wondered.
For she is maid of warrior soul,
"Gertrude means warrior maid," Hermione informed everyone.
And by her touch his mind is whole.
"That's impossible!" Neville exclaimed before looking embarrassed that he said something.
When they who saved the savior twine
At this, Ron and Hermione shouted, "YES!" at the same time.
Harry looked at them bemusedly.
"You're the savior, duh, they're going to save you!" Ron told him excitedly.
A slow grin spread itself across Harry's face.
The freshest blood with founders' line,
"Wait... what?" Harry scratched his head. "I can't be a descendent of a Founder, can I?"
Then has the age of hope begun,
And peace comes to the man who won.
Ginny smiled, "I think I like that better than the Boy-Who-Lived."
Harry groaned. "Not another nickname..."
"That couplet from before, that's repeated in here," Remus said as he scanned the lines.
Danger nodded. "I know. It must be important somehow."
Draco frowned and gazed at Ginny, Harry, Ron, and Hermione on two couches near each other. He started laughing and refused to tell anyone why.
"But we don't understand it at the moment, so let's look at the first quatrain, after the couplet."
"Sounds good."
The somewhat unlikely pair bent over their work.
Ginny grinned. "Well, that was very interesting. I think I'll like this universe better than ours."
"Neenie?" Ron asked tentatively.
Hermione sighed, "Yes, Ronald?"
"Can I call you that? It's easier," he added at her glare.
"Fine, all of you can call me that, but not in front of anyone else!" Neenie glared at Draco in particular.
