Title: Swear Not By The Moon
Author: FireDemon
Email: Ken_Dai_Love@hotmail.com
Rating: PG13
Warnings: Shounen-ai, Angst, Rambling thoughts.
Category: Romance, Angst.
Summary: This was supposed to be a one-shot, but I realised it needed some form of resolution, especially after I found my own, so here's part 2. **Kensuke**
Disclaimer: At no point in my life have I ever owned anything that even resembles a television show, so, no, Digimon isn't mine. I do own a broken Gatomon key chain that my best guy friend, (Ken-chan ^_^) got for me when he visited his grandparents in Japan. and you can't have it!
Maths class.
A class of boredom.
A class where I am pestered by Miyako to admit my undying love for Ken.
And a class where I don't do maths work.
Well. it sounded like a good place to begin to me.
It started with a letter. A letter I was NOT intending to give to Ken.
It was a very nice letter, filled with some very flattering things about Ken, and how much I liked him.
I was planning to tear it up. Or keep it in my underwear drawer until I turned 50. Pick whichever one you like best.
Miyako decided I had to give it to him, so I agreed, secretly deciding I would tear it up before I ever did so.
Miyako is very stubborn.
I couldn't give it to him myself. Have you ever tried to confess your feelings to the person that you love? Even in a letter?
I know a lot of people won't believe this but I'm actually very shy.
'Daisuke Motomiya? Shy?' It's true. I'm really good at pretending not to be, but when it comes down to it I'm petrified.
I gave her the letter in a moment of weakness.
I asked for it back a second after I'd let it go.
She refused to give it back. I sprained my ankle chasing after her.
After she gave Ken the letter I tried to run away.
I'm serious, I was petrified.
I slugged Miyako in the arm and ran away to hide.
I know. 'Aren't you supposed to be the Digidestined of Courage?'
Key words, 'supposed to be'. When it comes to relationships I have about the same amount of courage as a stick. Possibly less.
Miyako found me, and dragged me back to Ken.
He said yes.
3 days ago, the, well perhaps love of my life is a little to strong, but the boy who I like, said yes.
Have I kissed him yet? Were there fireworks?
Leave me be, I'm getting there.
I've never been out with anyone before. And just because I like him doesn't mean I'm going to drag him into a bush and make out with him.
Not that I don't want to mind you.
I'm waiting for the right moment.
I want our first kiss to mean something.
I want to make Ken happy, I don't know whether I love him or not, but I do know I like him a hell of a lot.
He still barely talks to me, although he does talk to me more then the others.
Our relationship means a lot to me.
I've made enough mistakes in my life. This is the one thing I don't want to be a mistake.
I can't pretend. It has to be real.
I'm not used to real.
I don't know whether asking Ken out was the right thing to do.
My parents would disown me if they ever found out.
His parents are worse.
I don't know whether we're soulmates, destined to be together for all eternity.
I don't want a bond that's make believe.
But for the moment, for as long as it lasts,
I'm in love with the most gorgeous boy in existence.
And life's what *I* make it.
Owari
Authors Notes: I want to thank everyone who reviewed my fic, you all helped me to see that I wasn't alone in what I was going through.
I got told to write a sequel if I ever found a resolution, I don't know that I did.
Because maybe you can't be sure.
But isn't it better to be happy?
This chapter is for my five reviewers, Dark Angel Katti, a cute little dead girl, lilshampoo, Moonlit Eyes1x2x1, wormmonsoul, and for Beth, who said yes.
Author: FireDemon
Email: Ken_Dai_Love@hotmail.com
Rating: PG13
Warnings: Shounen-ai, Angst, Rambling thoughts.
Category: Romance, Angst.
Summary: This was supposed to be a one-shot, but I realised it needed some form of resolution, especially after I found my own, so here's part 2. **Kensuke**
Disclaimer: At no point in my life have I ever owned anything that even resembles a television show, so, no, Digimon isn't mine. I do own a broken Gatomon key chain that my best guy friend, (Ken-chan ^_^) got for me when he visited his grandparents in Japan. and you can't have it!
Maths class.
A class of boredom.
A class where I am pestered by Miyako to admit my undying love for Ken.
And a class where I don't do maths work.
Well. it sounded like a good place to begin to me.
It started with a letter. A letter I was NOT intending to give to Ken.
It was a very nice letter, filled with some very flattering things about Ken, and how much I liked him.
I was planning to tear it up. Or keep it in my underwear drawer until I turned 50. Pick whichever one you like best.
Miyako decided I had to give it to him, so I agreed, secretly deciding I would tear it up before I ever did so.
Miyako is very stubborn.
I couldn't give it to him myself. Have you ever tried to confess your feelings to the person that you love? Even in a letter?
I know a lot of people won't believe this but I'm actually very shy.
'Daisuke Motomiya? Shy?' It's true. I'm really good at pretending not to be, but when it comes down to it I'm petrified.
I gave her the letter in a moment of weakness.
I asked for it back a second after I'd let it go.
She refused to give it back. I sprained my ankle chasing after her.
After she gave Ken the letter I tried to run away.
I'm serious, I was petrified.
I slugged Miyako in the arm and ran away to hide.
I know. 'Aren't you supposed to be the Digidestined of Courage?'
Key words, 'supposed to be'. When it comes to relationships I have about the same amount of courage as a stick. Possibly less.
Miyako found me, and dragged me back to Ken.
He said yes.
3 days ago, the, well perhaps love of my life is a little to strong, but the boy who I like, said yes.
Have I kissed him yet? Were there fireworks?
Leave me be, I'm getting there.
I've never been out with anyone before. And just because I like him doesn't mean I'm going to drag him into a bush and make out with him.
Not that I don't want to mind you.
I'm waiting for the right moment.
I want our first kiss to mean something.
I want to make Ken happy, I don't know whether I love him or not, but I do know I like him a hell of a lot.
He still barely talks to me, although he does talk to me more then the others.
Our relationship means a lot to me.
I've made enough mistakes in my life. This is the one thing I don't want to be a mistake.
I can't pretend. It has to be real.
I'm not used to real.
I don't know whether asking Ken out was the right thing to do.
My parents would disown me if they ever found out.
His parents are worse.
I don't know whether we're soulmates, destined to be together for all eternity.
I don't want a bond that's make believe.
But for the moment, for as long as it lasts,
I'm in love with the most gorgeous boy in existence.
And life's what *I* make it.
Owari
Authors Notes: I want to thank everyone who reviewed my fic, you all helped me to see that I wasn't alone in what I was going through.
I got told to write a sequel if I ever found a resolution, I don't know that I did.
Because maybe you can't be sure.
But isn't it better to be happy?
This chapter is for my five reviewers, Dark Angel Katti, a cute little dead girl, lilshampoo, Moonlit Eyes1x2x1, wormmonsoul, and for Beth, who said yes.