Dear Ventus,
If you are reading this letter, it means that it found its way to you, and that you are awake, which are both incredible news. In case I am not here when you are reading this, know that I am glad to know you are safe and I wish I could hug you real tight right now.
Before anything else, I would like to apologize. All I ever wanted to do was to protect you, I'm sure you know that, but I think I did it the wrong way. Back then at Radiant Garden, I should never have been so rude to you and ordered you around. I should have listened to you and explained things calmly. If only we could go back in time… I don't even know when I would want to come back. Back to Radiant Garden and set things right with both of you? Back to the Mark of Mastery Exam, and fail the test on purpose so that Terra would never follow the wrong path? Or even before that, so that I can enjoy some more peaceful days? I'm sorry I messed everything up. I'm sorry for being guilty of everything that happened. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.
All I am hoping now is for you to be safe and well. I hope you have found Terra too. I hope the three of us are together. If you chose to hate me, I could totally understand and I won't be blaming you for that.
I am quite getting used to my life in the Realm of Darkness. Ironic, isn't it? I have fought Darkness my whole life, and it is now my whole life. When I wake up, I do some bits of exercising, jogging mostly, when it is not running for my life. I then start exploring a new path. Sometimes it is a dead end, sometimes it leads be back to where I started. I don't think I could even draw a map of this Realm, it feels as if roads were changing overnight. I walk for hours, until I can find a place that looks safe enough to sleep. This is where I write letters. I still have a few potions left, and the monsters drop enough HP for me not to use them. Also, they drop some munny, which is quite surprising because there is no shop. Have they stolen it from the Realm of Light? When we will meet, I will be the richest woman in the worlds. I will buy you tons of ice-cream. I'm not hungry, but I miss the taste of food. I miss real baths, too. I'm using water spells for a rough cleaning up, but once I'm out of here, I will drown myself in a bathtub for a whole week.
Be sure to wash regularly, and brush your teeth every day, okay? And no sugar before going to bed.
Hope we will meet soon.
I love you.
Aqua.