"Al..Al..Alice?" I asked rather quietly. "Bellaaaaaa" Alice Basically roared and before I could reply I was squished in a hug that would make Emmett proud. "Can't…Bre…athee" After I had been left go and was allowed to breathe again Alice rambled on. "OmgBellaICan'tBelieveYouWorkHereYayYayYayEveryoneWillBeSoHappy" I did not understand one word of what Alice had just said. "Alice can you talk slower and repeat all that please?" "Omg Bella I Can't Believe You Work Here Yay Yay Yay Everyone Will Be So Happy" "I doubt that everyone will be happy" I said rather annoyed now. I still missed Edward and had nightmares about him until recently. So I doubted that e would miss me after he told me he didn't want me anymore. Just thinking about it made me clutch my body to hold my self together and I was pretty sure I was doing it now. 'Snap out of it' I scolded myself mentally. "Of course they will now let's get on with my interview" " Ah Alice?" I asked "Yeah" "you've got the job" "Yayyyyyyyyyyy" she squealed. God this wee girl is gona kill me hi. I laughed at myself.
" Alice Don't tell them not yet please." "Why not?" "Because I don't think I can handle seeing them again. I'm still getting over it and it would make it worse if I were to see them" "but they" I held up a finger to silence her so I could talk. "Maybe in the future but not yet I'm not ready, and don't you dare go looking to see if it happens okay." I said in a serious voice so she wouldn't disobey. "I'm your boss so if you make me see them I'll fire you" "okay Bella I won't" Alice said all this while giggling and smiling like a 2 year old. "So Alice did you know that I was going to be your boss?" "Bella I have something to tell you. My visions aren't working. Carlisle thinks it's because I have been so upset at having to leave you so no I didn't know you'd be my boss I just applied for the job so it would be a possible distraction" When Alice had said this all I could do was stare at her open mouthed in shock.
"You..You..You can't have visions?" I whispered knowing that she could hear me. "No" "oh Alice I'm so sorry" "Don't blame yourself it is Edwards fault, Yeno none of us talk to him. Nope not even Carlisle and Esme. The only talk to him when they really need to." "Why it's not his fault he doesn't love me" "HE WHAT?" Alice roared. "When he left he told me it was because he didn't love me anymore." "That bastard is dead" shouted Alice before she stormed out if the office.
5 minutes after Alice left Angela poked her head through the door and asked if I was all right. "I'm fine," I had told her but she wasn't convinced so I ended up telling her the whole story and y the end I was crying uncontrollably and Angela just held me until I calmed down. I was so embarrassed. I shouldn't have given Alice the job but I was just so happy to see her and now I had to face the consequences that that decision would bring. It could possibly mean that I'd need to see Edward and I couldn't face that yet. Great I sighed to myself and headed home. I had decided to take the rest of the day of and was now laying in my bed. A tear escaped my eyes as I drifted of too sleep.