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[Elizabeth

Five days till Christmas and it figures that I am just starting to put the tree up in the middle of my sitting area in my apartment. Yes, by myself; Pretty impressive if I don't say so.

Normally around this holiday you spend time with family and Friends; enjoying each others company. Although it's been a year since I jumped on a plane; flew to The united states.Leaving my younger brother, family,friends and boyfriend clueless as to why I left. I take that back Danny, he knew the real reason for me fleading the country. He was the one who helped me make the decission, I just told him not to go telling the whole world. England was all I knew, And I needed to see more.

Danny helped me realize that.

In a years time I have successfully managed to get a high position at a Skateboarding Clothing label, known as Volcom. Dougie will be extremely happy when he hears that.

They treat me good, okay good is an understatement. They treat me amazing with the perks they hand out right and left. I somehow managed the company to hire me as one of Graphic print designers.

God knows how.

It's an enjoyable job, the hours are easy and it's something I love. Not to mention the location, lovely New York city.

In a years time I have visited home four times, two times to support the band and their tour. Another time was to visit Mom,Dad and Tom; Boy did I miss making fun of my little brother. The last time I visited making that four months ago was to visit Danny for a week.

In all honesty, I don't understand how Danny and I work. I can't imagine how he must feel when Harry, Dougie and Tom are together with their girlfriends. I don't even understand how I make it through the day without knowing I will see him today. All that matters is that we love each other and as the saying goes, Love prevails.

Christmas in the fletcher household is a huge thing, Cartoons playing on Christmas day a huge feast on Christmas eve. The whole sha-bang. This Christmas is going to be a tad bit different for everyone, in the best way possible.

As of 1:30 AM UK time; Danny, Tom, Harry and Dougie are hopefully packed and ready for there flight tomorrow to spend Christmas In New York City.

Yes, you heard right. The guys are comming over to spend a week here. Little do the guys know that on the night of December 23 at seven thrity I have arranged a surprise party for the one and only Harry Judd. Me and my sly mind, booked 16 tickets for everyone's family and girlfriends to come over for the surprise and Christmas.

Here's hoping, no one told them about the surprise.

It was only ten eight thirty and it felt as if the next morning would never come. Throughout the previous week one of my good friends, Hurley has helped me get the four extra rooms ready for my guests. I figured that once everyone's loves come over they will share a room. The fourth room can go to Dougie's sister Jazzie. While the others will stay across the hall in an unoccupied apartment.

Cleaning up around the home left me feeling exhausted, I did need sleep if I was going to wake up at ten to get the guys at Newark Airport. A good twenty minutes later, I found myself cuddled underneath a soft comforter. I tried to ease into sleep as I tossed and turned with a mixture of anxiousness and loneliness.

Only a few more hours until you don't have to wear Danny's sweatshirt to sleep.

In a few hours you won't be lonely anymore,liz.

Pushing my head deeper into the pillow, took a glance at the picture standing on my night side. It was a photo of myself standing outside of the guys first tour bus. Danny had his arms wrapped around my shoulders, while harry was standing next to danny leaning on his shoulder. Dougie had his arms wrapped around my stomach like a two year old and Tom was giving a side hug to danny and me. Not too mention we were all giving the camera silly faces. The photo reminded me of what I had to b give up /b in order to do something with my life.

And with that one look, I quickly drifted into a dream filled slumber.