Why do I feel this way

A/N: Hey remember the thing on the first chapter same thing

~Naruto~

The next day at school I looked for Kiba, Sakura and Hinata and I couldn't find them anywhere. "It figures I meet them and hangout with them for one hour and they already hate me... Damn it... I really liked Kiba... I don't know why but its just something about him... I love the way he is always seeming to smile... And how he has those red markings... Damn it I swore never to love again... Not after what was done by Yuki..."

~Flashback~

"Yuki what do you want to do for our anniversary this weekend?" Naruto asked happy as could be.

"Naruto about that..." Yuki said sounding like she was about to hurt someone she hated.

"I never want to see you again Naruto... I only dated you cause I felt sorry for you you a just a useless piece of SHIT!" she said with a smile on her face.

"B-but... You said... Yu-Yuki..." Naruto was hurt and what was worse they were in the hall going from first to second period so he couldn't run and hide.

"BUT NOTHING! ITS OVER! I HATE YOU!" Yuki yelled and everyone stopped and stared.

"Yu-Yuki..." Naruto sounded sadder and more pissed than ever and he punched Yuki straight into a wall and ran out of the school to his apartment where he curled up on his bed and cried promising himself he would never allow himself to love again. Then he slipped away into his mind and was standing in front of Kyuubi's cage.

"Kyuubi..." Naruto said sniffling.

"Yes kit?" Kyuubi said in a slightly more demonic form of Naruto's voice.

"I need to talk to you please... I cant handle this alone..."

"Then come into my cage little kitsune" Kyuubi said. Naruto placed his hand on the cage and it vanished allowing him to walk in then the cage showed back up.

"Whats bugging you kit?" Kyuubi said is a compassionate tone.

"Yu-Yuki dumped me and said that she really hated me and never wanted to see me again and she only dated me cause she felt sorry for me" Naruto cried out as Kyuubi walked up and sat next to im on the bed made from some of Naruto's blood and kyuubi's chakra. Kyuubi looked just like Naruto but had black hair with blood red streaks and red eyes and wore all black.

"Kit... I'm sorry... Not much you can do but wait it out and try to hide the pain..." Kyuubi said as he hugged his little Kitsune. "You always have me"

"Really?" Naruto sniffled.

"Till the day you die" Kyuubi said as Naruto was pulled out of his mind by his cell phone going off.

He had gotten a text from his friend Akira, 'I heard you punched Yuki into a wall and sent her to the hospital, the principals are talking about expelling you if you come back to school unless you go to a psych hospital'

Naruto sighed as he sent Akira a text back, 'I guess I have no choice I'm going for a trip...'

Naruto then turned off his phone and went to a psych hospital for a week and with Kyuubi's help he got out and returned to school.

~End Flashback~

~Naruto~

I was fighting back tears and ran to the nearest restroom and started to slash his arm wildly until he was about to pass out then stopped rolled down his sleeve and left the restroom.

"Naruto?" Came a voice from behind him.

I turned ready to punch the person till he saw who it was and he froze.

Standing infront of him was his good friend Akira whom he hadn't seen since before going to the psych hospital.

"AKIRA!" I yelled happily and hugged the dark haired boy who was his best and only friend from 5th grade till the fight with kim in eighth grade.

"Hey there dude." Akira said as he hugged back. "Mind telling me what that was about in the restroom?"

"..." I fell silent and started crying and dragged Akira under the bleachers in the gym and explained everything to him.

"Naruto... Im so sorry... I should have been there to help you but my parents wouldn't let me go anywhere near you and made me change schools so I wouldn't get the chance to..." Akira said hugging his crying friend.

"No..." I said standing. "Its not your fault do not blame yourself..." I wiped his eyes and looked at Akira.

"Everything that has gone wrong in my life has been of my own doing and no one elses..." I said. "Lets get out of here..."

I took Kiba by the wrist and dragged him down the hall towards the cafeteria and all of the sudden I heard it. I heard the sound of my lovely dog boy's voice. But what it was saying was devastating...

"I love you Ino." Is all Kiba said and it sent me into a whirlwind of emotions and I found myself worse than ever but I put on a fake smile and kept walking then sat by Sakura with Akira and introduced him to the group as my best friend ever since fifth grade.

They all said hey and continued their conversation while me Akira and Sakura were talking. Meanwhile I just wanted to run and hide away in a dark hole and never come out. I was ripped apart and kept seeing Kiba telling Ino that he loved her. When school got out I invited Akira to my house and we sat and talked for a while. But the peacefulness was ended by Akira doing the weirdest thing. He had leaned over and kissed me lightly on the lips. I was confused I mean yes I had liked Akira that way for a long time and all but I never thought he felt the same.

"Akira?" I said quietly.

"Yes Naru-kun?" He said.

"I love you... Please don't leave me ever... Ill do anything you want if you will please just stay with me..." I cried.

"I love you too I will never leave you love" Akira said as they both drifted into sleep.

A/N: PLEASE REVIEW :D I cant write without them i might upload rather fast then get slower but I'm trying to remember the things cause I am basing it slightly off real life events.