It had been a month since Victoria had moved to her new school. Over time it was hard for Victoria to get up in the morning without Austin waking her up by coming over. She wouldn't even get out of bed to eat but she had to unless she wanted Austin questing her about her being under weight. Ray Tetsuya did not have a good life anymore than Victoria did her mom had gone insane and went to a mental institution and her dad would hit her sometimes raped her.
Ray went home and said hi to Aj her big brother he was never there when there dad hint her. After that she went to the bathroom then she started to cry she then got her bladed that she had to cut then she started to cut. She would cut for an hour but she was very good about keeping it a secert. She never let her brother see her cuts. Ray then starts to sing to her self "would it matter."
"If i wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care?
if my time was up i'd wanna know you was happy i was there if i wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care? still stuck in side this sorrow got nothing and going nowhere i know i'm mess and i wanna be something that i like better can you help me forget? don't wanna feel like this forever..." she sings then she cries more as she sings "what if i just pulled myself together would matter at all? All the chances that have passed me by! would it matter if i gave it one more try?
would it matter at all"
She was done singing by that ponit she was too tired to get up so she just slept in the bathroom the next morning her big brother went to the bathroom and saw his little sister on the floor then said "good gref" then picks her up and looks over at her arms and sees the cuts on her wrist. Aj then lies his sister on the bed for a little bit then wakes her up and lets her get ready then as her sit down then starts to talks to her."Ray i know you are keeping something from me i saw them the cuts on your arm i mean."
Ray looked at Aj shocked at what he said "oh them there just scraches nothing else" Ray was lieing in fear of him finding out.
"Ray i'm not a idoit i know those are cuts tell me the truth ok" Aj told her.
"Ok fine i have been getting bullied most of the school year and i have cutting for a month now" she says while tears start to fall from her face.
"Why else have you been cutting other than that" Aj asked "Another reason is because dad has been abusing me" Ray said while crying even more.
"Why have not told this you are my sister and i love you for who you are promise me you will not cut ok" Aj told Ray.
"I promise i will not cut anymore" Ray said while cry into Aj's arms.
Aj just held his sister tightly because he never wanted to see his sister hurting. Ray thought that she had no one and everyone hated her but she could never bring her self to hurt herself really badly to where she had go to the hated the thought of doing that to her brother. Timeskip Ray got up the next morning and she was feeling pretty depressed about last night so she got up at 6 am and got the knife then started to cut all over her arms then she passed out do to lost of blood Aj soon after that walked in the bathroom and saw his sister on the floor unconscious half dead. Aj ran over to her and picked her up then got his keys and put her in his car to take her to the hospital.
He got there and they took her to the emergency room. Timeskip the doctor came out with good news he said "she is ok she is still unconscious but you can go wait for her to wake up in her room ok she is room 166."
Aj then went to the room after that he walked in there and saw his sister awake then he wake over to her bed and sat down next to her started to talk Ray gentlely "Ray why did you do it you broke your promise and now i dispointed in you please never do that again" Aj caringly said.
"I'm sorry that i did that to you it was not the right choice" Ray said to Aj.
"You bet it wasn't i barely home to take care of you" Aj told Ray.
"Why are you mad at me? What did i do to you?" Ray asked Aj.
"You are my little sister i care about you and i would do anything for you so please don't do that to me again" Aj told Ray.
Timeskip
Ray got home from hospital but tomorrow was school and everyone was probably going to talk about Victoria could probably help her.