After a couple of days being in this ward, this place is crazy and needs to be fixed! These patients are journaling each other's actions, for the nurse to strike them down in the sessions. None of them dare to laugh because the bitch is the only one that can smile. She is a demon feeding off their misery. I try to get them to chuckle I am verily getting a smile so far anything that triggered happiness in them is being held by her. I was getting somewhere with them while messing with her, but then she mentioned about my little fling with a young woman. I am not ashamed and the girl that I had sex was not either, I told them the truth that she tried to rip my pants off to get to the good stuff. This got under the nurse's skin worse, but I was able to get the doctor on my side about being insane to stay; I wanted to stay, but it was never suppose to turn into a need. I warned them to know that their system in the ward was a "pecking party" that will kill the whole flock. That she was a "ball-cutter" and they could try to be more than rabbits. Dammit. It was a simple bet that I will get her angry in a week to show them they can save themselves, that's all.
It was hard at first to make her lose that pretty icy smile of hers, I tried everything! I tried to trick her about being naked and I sang loud enough for her to remember my talent, but she strongly kept her composure. I almost got her when I was able to convince the doctor to get a second room for all of us to play cards in, while the "Chronics" had their music blasting. At the mean time I tried to get closer and learn about my neighboring lunatics, they were horrible at playing cards and no challenge; I pitied them so I gave them back what they loss. I tried to learn about my roommate too, but that big Indian kept putting the act that he is deaf, as distancing himself from me. But none them are real help, I desired to escape and tried to pick up the cement control panel, even if they did not believe in me, I at least did and tried! When I made a good deal with the Nurse and she actually wanted to put it to a vote they were all chicken-shit and only one hand was raised to see the World Series. Fuck! I guess it was not their fault her glare pressured them, I had to try again. That day we voted once more, after a while I was able to convince twenty people to agree with me, I was getting to them. Then the stubborn hard ass she is, required one more vote, but I actually got one from my roommate, I was able to make him listen to me finally. When it was time, I sat down to see the Tv, but she caught off the power, that bitch. I refused to see her move me, I stayed and then they started to come and sit with me. This got to her good, she screamed to my hear she actually shrieked like a girl (surprising she is not a machine). This made my smile bigger and I won the bet. But it was too fun to stop, I kept getting under her skin.