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Dear father,
Today I killed my first demon. But you weren't proud of me. You didn't even notice because HE had killed his first demon the day before. Am I not your favourite child anymore father? Has HE replaced me?
Love, Jonathan
Dear father,
Today I slayed a greater demon. But you did not pat me on the back or congratulate me. You just said that I had the wrong stance the whole time and that Jace had killed a demon greater than mine a lot faster than I had taken. Why aren't you proud of me, father? Don't you see how hard I'm trying?
Love, Jonathan
Dear father,
Today you were angry. You were muttering about how Jace was too gentle, how he couldn't even torture a bird. I was extremely happy. You've never been angry at Jace before. I tried to make you proud today, make you happy. But you just yelled at me to leave. Why, father? What do I have to do to make you love me?
Love, Jonathan
Dear father,
Today I asked you about my mother, the woman I never knew. Your face turned red and you told me never to mention her again before stalking out of the room. Is she the reason father? Is my mother the reason you can't love me?
Love, Jonathan
Father,
Today I met Clary, your daughter, my little sister. She is a beautiful young woman. I also met Jace for the very first time. What do you see in him, father? He was too soft, too kind to be a good soldier. What makes him so much better than I am?
Jonathan
Father,
Today I kissed Clary. I told you about it, how happy I was. But you just ignored me and went back to perfecting your plan to summon demons into Idris. This is your son's first kiss, father. Shouldn't you pay more attention?
Jonathan
Father,
I can feel Jace trying to track me. He thinks he's so subtle and that he can catch me by surprise. I am going to kill him, father. This time I am going to make you proud.
Jonathan
Just a plot bunny that wouldn't leave me alone for two days. Thanks for reading, please review!