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Chapter 2

BPOV

November 2002, Age 15

It's been about a year since Esme drove Daddy away. We pretty much don't talk at all now. Ever since her fucking boyfriend raped me…I have wanted nothing to do with her.

She has completely ruined my life. She chased away my father and allowed that monster into our lives. I hated her.

I drink whenever and whatever I can, I do the drugs that I can get my hands on, and I have sex with random guys. I might as well have some sort of control in my life. And Felix made sure to tell me sex and pleasing men is all I am good for.

Felix had fucked me four more times after the first time. He told me each time that he would kill me if I told anyone and I believed him. He was crazy and evil enough to do it.

After the last time he raped me…he said that he was breaking up with mom. He said I sucked in bed and that he wasn't getting any from mom so he was moving on.

Thank God.

And I sucked in bed...hunh? Well, I have fucked about a dozen or so guys since then that would disagree with you chump.

My dad has been having me come over every other weekend since the summer. I spent most of the summer with him too. It was fucking great. He didn't watch my every move.

And Leah and I got close. She wasn't so bad after all.

She was actually the big sister I always wanted. Leah was completely different with me than Rosalie. She acted like my sister and not a mother. She was fun to hang out with.

She accepted me, how I was…she let me drink and get high. She even helped me. And she helped me get laid.

Esme and Charlie's divorce is final and Charlie and Sue are getting married. And my new soon to be step-brother is fucking hot. I know he's only 13, but damn he's fine. He looks much older than 13 and I'm only 15…so we can still fuck…it's not like he's jailbait for me or anything. And he doesn't look 13 that's for sure.

Thank God, he isn't really Charlie's son. I am so going to fuck him before it's over.

Seth Clearwater will be one of my conquests, oh yes he will.

Maybe not right now…but one day definitely. He looks at me like he wants to have sex with me. But if he's not ready, it's all good…I can wait until he is. There are plenty of other fish in the sea until then.

Rosalie POV

We knew that Bella had been different…more so than usual. But no one knew why…not even Jasper, and she told that boy everything. Mom was so worried about her.

We all were.

But we let her be. We figured she was just acting out because of everything going on with Dad.

And she had to go spend most of the fucking summer with that asshole and his new family. That just made things worse. Leah was a piss poor influence on her and Seth looked at her like he wanted to fuck her.

Something tells me that after this past summer, my baby sister is no longer a virgin.

Not if Seth Clearwater had anything to say about it. That little shit is only 13 and he just reeks of lust and horniness around my sister.

I told Mom not to let her spend so much time over there but Mom thought she really needed to be with Dad. Bella had missed him so much.

But still…things were just off with her. I desperately wanted to find out. Unfortunately, we all felt that we should just see if things would change, once that she got out of this rebellious stage.

Looking back on it, I knew I should have gone with my gut instinct and pushed harder to get to the root of what was really going on with her.

But I stood idly by like the rest of our family and watch my baby sister descend into darkness.

I had just found out that Royce and I were expecting our fist child, so I let my instincts falter. I will never forgive myself for making such a grave mistake.

EPOV

December 2002, Age 17

I was finally a fucking senior. It had been a great year so far. I had gotten a ton of booze, drugs, and tail. Just like I like it.

You may think I'm a douche but guess what? I don't give a flying fuck! You don't know what I've been through.

You try watching your mother get raped and murdered right in front of you when you are five years old and see how you like it.

And it was all his fucking fault.

My father.

He was supposed to meet us in Port Angeles. Emmett was off doing whatever the hell 13 year olds did at the time and my twin Alice was with our father. He had taken her to some father/daughter dance thing.

Mom had taken me shopping to get new soccer shoes. I was five and I could finally play and I was so excited. It was my first sport. He was supposed to meet us at the store before we finished and we were all going to go to dinner.

We were coming out of the sports store and it was dark out. These guys cornered us and herded us into a back alley. Mom was trying to protect me. They knocked me down and hit me. I pretended to be unconscious because that's what my mom whispered for me to do.

But I heard everything.

I heard what they did to her.

And one time during it when I made the mistake of opening my eyes…I could see the look on her face…the pain…the sheer terror in her eyes.

I will never forget it.

Dad was supposed to meet us.

He was running late because he had to swing by the hospital and check on a patient…because they were more important to him than his family. They always came first.

If he hadn't been late…

My mother wouldn't have been raped…

My mother wouldn't have been murdered…

My mother would still be here…

She wasn't.

It was his fault.

I fucking hated him.

When I was 13, I lost my virginity, had my first drink, and my first taste of ecstasy.

And I haven't stopped since then. I fucked who I wanted, I drank what I wanted, and I took what I want.

Tonight, Tucker was dragging me to some party. I didn't want to go…but he promised me good pussy, good booze, and good drugs.

How could I possibly say no to that?

I wanted to get fucked up and fuck my brains out so I was in.

I was standing over in the corner nursing my fist beer when it happened.

I saw her walk into the party and I was floored for a moment.

Too bad she was still a stuck up little cock tease. She was beautiful though…I would give her that much.

Something had been different about her though…she had fucked a bunch of guys…or so they had said. Word had been getting around about just how much Isabella Swan had changed. She was no longer the prissy little Daddy's girl also known as the Ice Queen of Forks High.

Rumor had it lately that Swan was easy as hell and was a great fuck.

Hmmm…just maybe…I should test the waters because I would sure love to hit that.

I made my way over to where she was sitting on the couch chugging down her first beer since she had walked in. I knew this because I watched her every move as soon as she walked in the door.

"What the fuck do you want Cullen?" she spat at me.

Oh so she did know my name.

"So…Swan…you do know my name. We've only gone to school since elementary and you've never ever spoken to me before…so I figured you didn't know my name."

"Yeah I know who you are…and I know you'll fuck anyone in a skirt, man whore."

How dare she judge me? But she was so fucking hot when she was pissed and snarky.

I wanted her.

I've always wanted her.

But I've always stayed away because she was up on a pedestal where I put her and I was a low life piece of shit that couldn't even protect his fucking mother.

As it turns out…she doesn't belong on that pedestal apparently…because she just lets random guys fuck her…she's no better than I am. And it pissed me off that my angel was really no angel…if the rumors were true. I didn't want other guys fucking her. I wanted her to myself.

And I really want to fuck her.

I start inching my hand up her thigh…she is wearing the shortest jean skirt I have ever fucking seen. It should be illegal there is so little material there.

She is already buzzing…I think she started her party before she got here. My kind of girl.

Her eyes are rolling back in her head as I lean into her and say, "Who are you calling a man whore you little cock tease? Do you really think the guys at this fucking school don't talk?"

"I'm only a cock tease if I don't follow through Cullen…and I always follow through. Ask your friends if I've left them unsatisfied."

My cock twitched at her words.

"Oh, I've heard how satisfying you are Swan."

"So…want to find out Cullen? Do you want me to take you upstairs and let you fuck me senseless?"

I am so hard and fucking horny all I can do is nod. She starts kissing my neck right here on the couch. She whispers in my ear, "Do you have anything…you know…to make us feel better?"

I smirk at her, pulling some E from my pocket. I put one in my mouth and then one into hers. "It will take a bit to take effect…so let's go upstairs and make out. I need to be close to you."

She smiles her seductive little smile and grabs my hand, pulling me upstairs behind her.

Baby I would fucking follow you anywhere.

But I have to keep my cool…I am Edward "fucking" Cullen after all…sex god of Forks High. I have a reputation to uphold.

This girl will not get the best of me.

Nine Inch Nails' Closer was blaring throughout the house of whoever was hosting this little shin dig. How fucking fitting.

We found the first empty room upstairs and as soon as we got in the room, I locked it and shoved her up against the door.

This was going to be fast and hard. I didn't even need the E to be working yet, I just needed her and now.

No girl had ever turned me on like this and I've slept with older women.

This girl was so hot. I just felt something with her. She made me fucking feel…and I loved it. I am usually numb…but she felt fantastic.

She was moaning and mewling as I kissed every inch of her body, except her mouth, and grabbed whatever part of her roughly with my hands that I could.

She undid my zipper before I had even gotten any of her clothes off and she put her hand down my pants and started stroking my cock.

"Oh Jesus Swan…don't stop…that feels…fucking awesome."

She giggled. "I guess the rumors are true Cullen, you do have quite the abnormally large cock. Fabulous!"

I started unbuttoning her shirt. She stopped my hand.

"No time for that. I just want you to fuck me already…need your cock…in me now!"

We hadn't kissed on the lips yet. I really wanted to and I never do that with girls. I wonder if she would mind.

I started to lean in and kiss her lips and she put her hand up to stop me. "Nope, sorry…I don't kiss on the mouth. Just man up and fuck me already!"

That shit just pissed me off. Was she really going to stand there and question my fucking manhood? Oh I'll show you how much of a man I am sweetheart.

I spun her around so she was facing the wall. I shoved her skirt up to her waist and spread her legs apart with my knee.

She had already been playing with my cock so he was pulled out just enough and ready to go. I pushed her panties to the side and forced my cock up into her from behind.

We both let out a loud groan.

I started ramming into her as I grasped her hips roughly. She had her hands on the wall in front of her.

"Is this what you wanted Swan? Am I am man enough for you now sweetheart?"

"Yes…oh fuck yes Cullen! Mmmm…so fucking good…it's never felt this good…oh god!"

She probably said that to all the guys.

Did she really expect me to think I was special to her? She wasn't the angelic little Swan I always pictured her as anymore.

But I never felt closer to her or anyone else than I did in this purely lust driven moment.

I fucked her like I had never fucked anyone else ever before and it was only a matter of minutes until I felt her walls clenching around me and she was screaming out my name so loudly that I thought all the assholes downstairs would hear her…even over the music.

I released inside of her right after she came.

And it was amazing and felt so fucking good.

Best sex of my life by far.

We both collapsed to the floor laughing and giggling. We were totally high and wasted at the moment.

"We just totally fucked and didn't remove any damn clothing," she told me while she tried to hide in her laughter.

Then a thought occurred to me but I was too high for it to really bother me. "Fuck…and I totally didn't use a condom Swan! I always use a fucking condom."

She giggled. "Oops…and I'm not on any birth control pill either. Oh Eddie…wouldn't our little baby be pretty? A beautiful baby with bronze hair and green eyes…it would be a perfect mixture of the two of us! It would be an angel!"

"Oh baby I want it to look just like you…mahogany hair…chestnut deep brown eyes…fucking beautiful," I told her.

We passed out in that room…in each other's arms.

BPOV

February 2003, Age 15

It's been about two months since that party where I fucked Edward Cullen…whom I'd always had a secret crush on. And the crazy thing was, after I had sex with him…I hadn't been able to have sex with anyone else.

Flashback

We woke up that next morning and it was awkward to say the least. I had remembered our little joking conversation we had when we were high and post coital…about the pretty babies.

I think he did too. All he did when we woke up was run his hand through his hair and say, "So um…I remember that we didn't use protection last night…you don't have anything do you?"

"Nope. You're the first guy I've ever had sex with without a condom. I'm usually more in control."

Except with Felix…but I got tested right after him and knew he didn't give me anything.

Then he looked at me and said, "Well alright then…thanks for the great sex…um…if something happens and it ends up you are…you know preggers or whatever…call me…my dad's a doctor…so I know of some safe abortion clinics you can go to…and money shouldn't be a problem for you to be able to pay for it…so see ya around Swan."

End flashback

I've seen him around school and we don't talk. After that morning it was like he had totally slapped me in the face. I knew I had behaved like a slut but for some reason…I thought things might have been different with him.

I felt something the night we spent together…I felt connected to him…more connected than I ever had to anyone else. I almost let him kiss me on the lips…I wanted him to…but I stopped him. I thought he had felt it too but I was wrong.

And now as it turns out…as I look at this stupid fucking little stick in my hands…I find out that I am indeed pregnant with Edward Cullen's baby.

Just fucking great.

15 and pregnant.

Seriously, like I needed another reason for my family to hate me.

Thank God I am here at my dad's when I find out and not at home with mom. I heard Sue come into my room. "Bella are you in here dear? I was wondering if you wanted to help me with—"

She stopped as she got into the bathroom and saw what I had in my hands.

"Oh sweetie."

She held me while I cried.

Dad was not pleased when he got home but he told me whatever I wanted to do he would support me.

I told him I wanted an abortion.

He was very happy…he didn't think I was ready to be a mom and he didn't think that the stress to my body of being pregnant at 15 would be very good.

We headed over to my mom's to deliver the news to her. This wasn't going to be good.

It was Sunday…so just my fucking luck…everyone was over there for dinner. I had forgotten about it.

Mom flipped like I knew she would. Brady stormed out like he always does. He couldn't even look at me. Rose was fuming. Royce had to hold onto her…I think she might have tried to beat the crap out of me if he hadn't…pregnancy hormones and all.

She would make a great mom though…lord knows she's been fucking mothering me long enough.

"We need to get you to a doctor so we can see how far along you are. And you need to stop the drinking that you are doing while you are pregnant Isabella."

I looked up at her in shock.

"Do you really think that we don't notice the booze missing? The vodka bottles filled with water? We notice Bella."

"You knew about this and you didn't say anything? How could you Esme? What kind of mother are you?" my dad yelled at her.

"You are seriously going to sit here and question my parenting Charlie?"

"You're damn right I am! You let this happen to her! You let her have sex and get pregnant and drink right under your nose! God only knows what else she's been doing behind your back!"

James stood up, "Shut up Dad! You didn't notice anything! You never do! You're too busy with your perfect little girlfriend and your new kids to play with so don't go blaming this on Mom!!"

"Don't you have a nice little boyfriend to go play with fairy boy?"

James threw his hands up in the air and said, "Fine I'm out of here. I'll be at Steve's."

My dad shuddered as he walked by. Needless to say, their relationship has been very rocky since J came out of the closet.

Daddy turned back to Esme and said, "And anyway…a doctor won't be necessary. Sue knows of a nice and safe clinic that we are going to take her to first thing tomorrow."

"What?" my mom, Rose, and Jasper all screeched at once.

"You heard him! I don't want this! I don't want to be pregnant at 15! I want it out of me NOW!! I want it gone!"

"Then you should have thought about that before you had sex Bella! How many? How many have there been? Do you even know who the father is?" Rose hissed at me.

I smirked at her… "Jealous Rose? Jealous that I probably get fucked more than you do? Jealous that your own husband doesn't touch you like you want him to? I bet Royce would touch me!"

My mother gasped and Rosalie slapped me across the face.

She then grabbed Royce's arm and took off out of the room with him dragging behind her. Wow, my dad and I sure know how to clear out a room don't we?

"Aren't you even going to say anything to your daughter about how she is behaving Charlie? Or do you just not give a damn at all?"

How dare she talk to him like that?

"Of course not. I know how upset she is. And it's no wonder she's talking and behaving the way she is…considering the things you are letting occur right under your fucking nose Esie!"

"It's Esme you asshole! And I want you out of this house now! And Isabella…if you are going to have an abortion…you are no longer welcome here either! Abortion is not a form of birth control and you will not kill an innocent baby because you don't want to be bothered or reminded of your mistake. You need to take responsibility for what you have done young lady…and you need to either raise this baby on your own or at least carry it to term and put it up for adoption. Otherwise…you are no longer welcome in my home."

"Fine! I'll go live with Daddy!"

Charlie looked up shocked. "What? Wait…what do you mean Bells?"

"Daddy…you said it…you said that I should have an abortion. Mom says I have to have the baby if I stay here. So then I need to come live with you."

"Well then maybe we should rethink the abortion thing sweetie." Sue said.

"What? Why can't I come live with you guys? Why?"

I was sobbing now clinging to my dad. Was he really going to sit here and tell me that he didn't want me?

"Bella honey, it's just…Sue and I are getting married…there's so much planning to do…we just really don't need the added…responsibility of a third child right now." He told me.

"And besides Bella…your mom is right. Honey you made a mistake but you really need to take responsibility for your actions…and killing an innocent baby isn't the answer." Sue added.

I glared at them both. I knew what this was. They just didn't fucking want me either! They didn't want their perfect little lives messed up and they didn't want fucked up crazy Bella around them all the time.

I couldn't stop crying. My mom pulled me from Charlie's arms. I didn't fight her. She passed me off to Jasper. "Jasper, would you take Bella up to her room and get her to calm down please? I'll be up in a bit. I need to speak with your father."

Jasper nodded and we headed upstairs.

Esme POV

I knew something had been going on but I didn't know what…and Bella being pregnant was the icing on the cake. I didn't know how to help my little girl…but she had changed so much so fast.

She just wasn't acting like our Bella anymore.

As soon as Jasper and Bella were out of earshot I laid into Charlie and that trollup.

"Why do you do this to her Charlie? As much as I am opposed to her getting an abortion…why would you make her feel like she would be too much trouble if she stayed with you? She is very delicate right now."

"Look Esme…I am going to be honest with you."

I laughed, "Hmmm…that'll be a first!"

"Just listen! Bella is different…she's not my little Bells anymore…and things are crazy when she's over…she's so dramatic…and just crazy some of the time…she flies off the handle…she always wants to go party with Leah…and really we think she's just a bad influence on Leah…Leah behaves so much better when Bella isn't there…and Bella is always walking around the house half naked…trying to tempt Seth into sleeping with her…it's just sick…and we can't have it…we can't have her…staying there…period."

He has got to be kidding me! Bella is a bad influence on Leah??? Leah is two years older than her!

"Yes, Esme, all the things Charlie says are true…in fact…we were going to suggest that Bella severely cuts down her visits to the house all together. I mean, we know what kind of environment the poor girl was raised in so she can't help it but I would appreciate it if she didn't corrupt my children."

I couldn't hear anymore. I was going to get locked away for murder if they didn't leave right now because I was going to kill them.

"GET OUT!!! Get out of my house!! Right now! I will deal with Bella and we will handle this as a family…without you of course Charlie…we're used to it by now!"

They just shrugged their shoulders and walked out the door like it was just another day.

Ugh!!!

Now I had a very distraught daughter to go deal with.

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