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[ON THE PLANE

"He's dead" I said for the painstakingly millionth time. I didn't want it to be true. I didn't know what to do. At least when he left me I thought he didn't love me. He loved me and died. It was horrible. The crying for hours upon hours wore me out. I fell asleep for what seemed like forever. Alice woke me up.

"I just had a vision" She whispered in my ear. That semi woke me up. "What happened in it?" I asked. How human could you get? Well apparently something happened in it. Or Alice wouldn't bother me with it.

She looked around to see if anyone was eavesdropping. She hesitated. "The plane's going to crash." She licked her lips and looked straight into my eyes. "One Survivor. Me" Oh. That dampened things a little bit. Then I thought about the POSSIBILITIES! I could join Edward!

As soon as the thought passed my mind I grew sad. I would break my promise to him. He wouldn't like tha very much. His disappointed face passed through my mind. That option was out. But only if I didn't have control over it…

"There is..another option if you want. " Alice offered. I couldn't come up with another option. "How?" Alice just rolled her eyes at me.

"Bella! Isn't it obvious? If you think about it, really think about it. Honestly Edward would be rolling in his grave if he even got a gist of me thinking this…" She continued to ramble on.

There was one thinkg that Alice could do something that could anger Edward. And that would be something that I have wanted for a while. That would be to change me into a vampire. I eyed Alice skeptically.

I truly was crazy now. Edward dying threw me over the edge. Alice would never change me. Would she? "Change me?" I had to make sure that we were on the same page.

Alice nodded. I bit my lip. I always wanted to join their family, become one of them. So I could be one of them I thought angrily. I gulped. I could live forever with my family; Edward's family. Our family. I was going to be a vampire and Edward never would.

I was torn, either way I broke his promises. I knew that he would kill someone if he ever found out I was changed into one of the "eternally damned". But then again he wanted me to live my life even after he died. Since I knew of my own demise it would technically was suicide.

Or I could become a vampire. What Edward never wanted me to become. IT was the worst thing. But it wasn't up to him anymore. He couldn't rule my decisions, could he? Well, maybe just not this one. He died. He left me twice, therefore leaving my live in my hands.

I needed a little help with my decision.

"Alice..woudl I be uh betraying Edward if I did. Become one of you? He never wanted it for me, and I don't want to destroy his memory by doing something he would hate." Her opinion was the most important.

She pondered that for a minute. "No I don't think so. He never wanted you to but it's out of his hands now. He wouldn't want you to die, either."

Alice did have a point. I nodded in agreement. "Your right, Alice. I want you to change m" That had me a little optimistic.

I went to sleep for a few hours because Alice asked it of me. She said it'd be the last time I would be able to go to sleep. That was true so I had to agree with her.

I got awoken by the frantic sound of the pilot telling the passengers we were going to crash. I looked over at Alice who was feigning horror. Alice was a fantastic actress.

Everyone, including us grabbed our parachutes and clutched them in our seats in silence. It seemed like it lasted forever. Then we hit something.

It hit hard and everyone fell out of their seats. Then the entire plane started to scream. Then a couple people jumped out of the plane. Alice took this opportunity to bite me.

It seemed like time stopped when she bit me.

At first it didn't hurt, it wasn't even bad! Then the pain was unbearable. It felt like fire rising in my veins and it would not stop. Then the back of the plane went on fire.

Alice grabbed me and pulled me to the door. She kissed me on the cheek and that seemed to cool the pain for a second.

Then we jumped off the plane. I couldn't think of anything except the pain.

After an eternity of pain we hit the ground and started to run. After what seemed like the first day of pain an angel came to me.