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Edwards POV

Well it seems I must of blacked out , because I woke up in a clear white room , there was one window were you could see the darkness seeking thought the binds and the moon light is the only thing brightening up the dark room where I played on the cold coat.

The smell in the room smelled like bleach and it's was clean, I as on my own, the quiet and me, I knew it wasn't my room, my room was never dark because Edward always said if the room is dark the monsters can come out inn darkness and grab your tiny feet and drag you down to the rotten hell you came from.

I could hear the repeating beeping of the machine next to me, the noises kept drilling in my mind as the rhythm carried on over and over again, I could only squint but I could see the room quite perfectly that way.

I could feel the pain in my right arm were I just about could see a needle stinking out of it , the drip next to me looked like it said morphine so that my last clue , imp in the hell you would call Hospital the hell I was just in earlier this morning.

I remember everything that happened to get me here , I was on my own now , my mother , my best friend , my only piece of family is dead and my so called father is going to prison , so that leaves me to grow up and be a man , I was on my own now , I knew that meant forester homes.

I stretched my arms hearing my bones making he crunching sound as they have been to still too long, I yanked the cover of my twig of a so called body, I knew that if I un clipped my finger from the heart monitor it was going to go off saying I was dead, I didn't want to alarm anyone, I was smart I knew you had to un plug it first, the only difficult part I had was pulling that big ass medial out of my already bruised arm.

I slowly placed my weak legs on the floor holding on the bed for support , could feel my self-darning out all the energy I had just to stand on my own , my legs were too weak as I felt my self-crumble to floor as they gave out on me.

I need to be a man , a man never cry's , a man is stronger than a mountain, I prepared myself on the bed tugging at the cloth sheets , I got myself standing but my legs still felt shaky, I held on to the wall to get myself across to the plan white door.

I yanked it open with the last bit of strength I had in my arms, soon as I saw the light coming from the corridor it felt like I was sucking in all the energy because all of a sudden I felt like I could climb a mountain and ride a bike.

I walked out of the room I was kept in , making my way to the exit door , checking the corridor every step I made , soon as that door opened I felt like I could breath , I felt alive.

I made my way to grass patch that was in the court yard, I knew this hospital like the back of my hand, I sat under the old oak tree, it was my favourite spot to sit and read, I JUST ET MY LEGS GIVE out soon as I got under the big old oak tree, as soon as I reached the glass I felt safe, I felt like I was at home.

The tiny drops of rain started to fall o my cheeks, the trials of tiny wet patch being left behind , the weather was never great in Folks but I loved it , I loved the rain , I felt pure in the rain , like my whole dirty body was being washed right away.

I played agenise the cold oak wood, I just could not really get my mind round that my mother was gone, I was never going to eat her cooking ever again and I'm very going to hear her soft voice whispering her soft lullaby no more, the smell of her perfume and the way she would hold me as I cried about the beating I would get, she was the glue to me, she kept me together and now all I am, I'm a broken boy a broken child.

I could feel the tears in my eyes start again as it starts to mix with the tiny water droplets on my face , I played down on the molest grass , I could feel my self-getting sleepier by the second , I closed my eyes and let sleep take me away.

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