A few weeks later

Julia. She is still in my memories. I can still hear her voice, feel the warmth of her body-the way she batted her eye lashes at me. I was a sucker for big blue eyes.

Eli woke up to strange noises. He got up and walked to the bathroom to find Julia throwing up.

"Julia, are you ok?" He walked over and held her hair back.

"I-I'm fine. Something I ate maybe." Julia said, not wanting to scare him.

"This is the 4th time this week, Julia, I think something is wrong. Is there anything you're not telling me?" Eli questioned. He looked at her, his eyes demanding truth.

"I-I'm scared Eli." She said, now with tears streaming down her face. "I've been giving it alot of thought. I- Ive been doing research on things and... what if I'm pregnant?" Tears continued to stream down her mascara stained cheeks. "I can't remember if we used any protection. I wassn't planning on it untill last minute.. It's all my fault"

"No Julia, don't think that. this takes two people. Me and you." Eli reasurred her. His face went pale and he let her long black hair fall to her shoulders. He hadn't even given this any thought.

"Then we will deal. Let's just get our facts straight first, ok? Don't go scaring yourself until we know for sure." He said this with confidence, but inside he was scared. They had used protection, right? He thought back to that night. Maybe not...

"Were you on the pill?" He asked wanting to get a reasurring responce. Julia scowled.

"I'm not on the pill Eli! Why the hell would I do that! It's not like I was plotting to do this." Julia's words like fire spewing towards Eli. Thats not the responce he was looking for.

"Alright, alright. Fair enough." Eli didn't expect such harsh words from her. "Did you take the test thingy or whatever?" He asked, not knowing anything about this.

A faint smile appeared on her face, just to disappear a moment later. "It's called a pregnancy test, and no. I wanted to tell you first, so we could do it together." She said in between sobs.

Eli wiped the tears from her face. "You-we will get through this."

Eli kissed her forehead, and helped her up. "Now lets get you cleaned up. If you feel up to it I can walk you down to the store and we can find out for sure."

"I guess it's a deal." Julia took Eli's hand, their finger intertwined. Eli went to kiss her, but she stopped him. "Puke breathe.. Remember?" Julia reluctantly admitted.

"Right." So instead he settled for a kiss on her forehead.