Sorry for taking forever, but I have so many fics to update and so many exams coming up soo.. yeah.

Heres chapter 2 :

It had been playing in my mind like a broken record; over and over again. Sirius was gay. He liked me. I'd been leading him on. I'd been hurting him. As I awoke the next morning, I could remember the dreams. I shuddered. I'd dreamt of Sirius. Not just Sirius, but Sirius and me. Together.

He had been smiling at me, a warm smile. A friendly smile. Until he reached out for my hand and said, "I love you, Moony," and kissed me passionately.

That's the part where I would wake up, realise it was just a dream, and relax, only to fall asleep to another identical dream.

"Merlin, we're late!" shouted James, waking me up from my daydreams. I heard a groan from Sirius's bed.

"Wha's the time?" asked a tired Peter, rubbing his eyes. James checked his watch.

"9:00. We have Divination now," he said, getting up. I sighed. I couldn't be bothered for today, but I couldn't afford missing anymore days; I already missed enough from the Full moons.

"Why didn't you wake us up, Moons?" asked Peter, pulling on his trousers. I shrugged.

"Am I supposed to be your alarm clock or something?"

"Well, no. But you always wake us up," he said.

"Maybe I had other things on my mind," I said crossly, walking into the bathroom to get changed. I could hear the conversation outside the bathroom.

"What's up with him?" asked Peter. There was an undecipherable noise (probably made by Sirius).

"You okay, mate?" I heard James ask.

"Me?" asked a tired sounding voice. "Wonderful! Great! I'm over the moon!" Sirius said, sounding drunk. There was a long silence. I decided I should leave the bathroom, incase anyone else wanted to use it. As I entered the bedroom, everyone turned to look at me.

"What?" I asked uncertainly.

"You okay?" asked James. I nodded.

"Just a bit tired, that's all," I said, avoiding Sirius's eyes.

"I'm just a bit tired, too," said Sirius, rather loudly. I forced myself to look at him. He had red marks under his eyes; where he'd obviously been crying, and he looked a mess.

"Ah," I said.

"Okay, what's going on with the both of you?" asked James. He was getting suspicious. "Sirius, you look like hell. And Remus, you're acting wierd."

"Oh, thankyou Jamesy," said Sirius cheerfully. "I look like hell, bu' at least I'm no' weird like re- hiccup - mus!" he started laughing.

"Are you drunk?" asked Peter, eyeing up Sirius curiously.

Hiccup.

"Jus' a couple o' bottles o' Firewhiskey," Hiccup, he answered, grinning stupidly. I sighed.

"Why've you been drinking alcohol before you even woke up?" I asked. He glared at me.

"Oh," Hiccup "Cos' o' you," he said, pointing a finger at me.

"What did he do?" asked James.

"Hurt me," Hiccup "In 'ere," Sirius said poking himself in the chest, hard. "Ow!" he moaned. "See?"

"Padfoot... You just hurt yourself, mate. C'mon, we have a lesson, so try not to get caught being drunk," said James, walking towards the door.

Hiccup.

"He can't, he's not even dressed," I said, looking at him worriedly. Had I caused this?

"Ye' I'm dressed!" he said, jumping out of bed. "Y'see?"

"That's your pyjamas, dumbass," said Peter.

"M'still dressed," Hiccup "M'not undressed, am I?"

"Well, no," said James.

"Y'want me to be undressed? M'already dressed!" he shouted. James and I exchanged worried glances as Sirius started removing his pyjamas.

"Erm Sirius, we don't need to see you getting undressed," said James, covering his eyes.

"M'not doing it for you an'way," said Sirius. "Show's for m'darl'ng Moony," he said, removing his sock and flinging it at me.

"I don't want to watch the show, Sirius," I said.

"Moony! Why?" he said, sounding extremely hurt.

"Sorry, but I'm late!" I said, unable to think of anything else to say to him. He pouted and looked at me in a strange way. I decided to turn away. I couldn't deal with this right now. I had lessons to attend.

"Bye!" shouted James. I waved a hand and ran out the door quickly. I was sure I could hear Sirius crying inside the dorm, and I felt completely terrible about it, but I couldn't help not being gay, and not being interested, could I?

I sighed, and made my way to my first lesson, which I was already extremely late to.

If you review I promise I will make Sirius do something exciting in the next chapter :P

- Oh and I realise that Sirius went to bed fully dressed last night, but when he went to get his firewhiskey, he changed into his pj's :)