Okay, guys. I think I really suck in this. I don't know how could I even start this story. I hope you will like it at least a little bit, because I think it's very stupid. Well oke, have fun . Once again: I don't own anything. Richelle Mead does.

And she didn't.

When she read it I could feel her emotions. Anger, sadness, upset. She was really angry for not telling her. And I think what makes problem eve bigger is that Adrian known and she didn't. But how could she understand me and my feelings towards Dimitri? She definitely didn't. I knew I should tell her. She is my best friends since forever. I should trust her more. She really wouldn't tell anyone. But this love was forbidden.

''Yes, you are right Rose. You should trust me.'' Hmm what just happened? Can she read my mind? Since when?

''Liss –''

''What Rose, what? Why didn't you trust me? You know I wouldn't tell anyone.'' She was really mad on me. I could see this. I sobbed.

''Lissa, how could I tell you if you see your reaction? You wouldn't accept it. All you are thinking is how mad you are on me, because I didn't tell you this earlier. I didn't because I knew this would happen.'' I was really angry. I screamed on her, but I could never scream on my best friend. I don't know what is happening.

''Rose you know I would be happy for you, -''

''No, Liss! I don't think that way.'' I ran into my bathroom, locked my door and stayed in there.

''Rose, please can you open?'' It was Christian.

''Leave me alone! All of you! Get out!'' I screamed.

I heard footsteps and the door that just closed.

-NEXT DAY-

I woke up in the school hospital. I wore green school pajama. How did I get here? Why am I here? What has happened? I was so confused. The door of room opened and the doctor came in. I never saw this doctor. Who was he?

''Hello Miss Hathaway. How are you feeling?'' old doctor said. He has white short hair and white beard. His glasses were old fashioned. I didn't answer him, so he just came closer to me and looked in medical file card.

''Excuse me doctor. Why am I here?'' I said with a very low voice.

''Well Miss Hathaway, your friend brought you here. I believe his name is Adrian Ivashkov. '' Adrian brought me here? How? Why?

''Why?''

''He said he found you on the floor in the bathroom in the blood puddle.''

''Blood? I don't remember anything.'' Blood? I am really confused. The last thing I remember from yesterday is angry Lissa and bathroom where I ran.

''Well, Miss Hathaway, I believe you friends will explain you everything. He is waiting outside.''

I gave him one quick nod as I remembered everything that made me pain. Dimitri. Left. Gone. For Tasha.

''Little Dhampir.'' Adrian walked in the room with very worried look.

''Adrian, what has happened?''

''Rose, I came back in your room and heard screams. Then I broke into bathroom and found you on the floor with razor blade in your hand.'' Hmm, I did what? Did I cut myself?

''Rose, are you okay?'' Adrian asked me, since I didn't answer him. I was in too big shock.

''Oh god, Adrian. I did the same thing Lissa did when she was depressed. Why? By the way is Lissa still mad on me?''

''No, she is not. I explain her everything and she understands now.''

''Adrian. Thank you for everything.''

''It's okay Little Dhampir.''

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