This is the first chapter in my oneshot series, this is prompted by djpes where Jason feels left out of the family because they are ignoring him. Hope this gave the prompt justice, This is also my first ever one shot so please do tell me if there is anything I need to improve :) xx
It had been a long few weeks by any account, no one had seemed at all interested in the youngest of the clan, not one of them. They was all more interested in everyone else, every time Jason would start to speak he would get spoke over or quite blankly ignored, why had the youngest edition to the Roscoe clan been so pushed out.
Jason walked into the living room where Joe and Freddie was arguing over Mercedes, Sandy was trying to break up this argument with no avail, Ziggy was upstairs in the bathroom doing his hair for his date with Leela and Robbie was telling everyone to shut up as he was trying to watch the boxing. "What's going on in here" The youngest Roscoe inquired; everything carried on "I said what's going on in here" The youngest of the clan inquired again, but this time much more louder "them two are having a barny about Mercedes again" Robbie shouted to Jason over the shouting and the extremely loud booming telly volume.
Jason wanted to test how much his family was paying attention to him and decided to tell them a lie "just going to the hospital" The youngest Roscoe exclaimed rather loud "be back later I guess" Jason finished and no one responded, Jason sighed rather loudly and stormed out the house.
"Why don't they even notice that I actually exist" stormed Jason "I bet they wouldn't even notice if I happened to drop dead right now" Jason continued storming, he was storming across the road when a car came rushing down and almost hit him, if the youngest Roscoe hadn't noticed the car when he did, he might of well of bean dead "IDIOT!" Jason shouted after the car, still in a huff about his family. Holly had heard Jason shout and came running over to him "Jase, what's up" Holly panted "that idiot" Jason said and pointed in the direction of where the car had drove, Holly looked over and all she could see was Jack Osborne "Jack" Holly asked Jason sounding rather confused "no" Jason immediately snapped back at her "an idiot who nearly knocked me over" Jason fumed "Did you see who it was" Holly inquired "no" the youngest Roscoe said flatly.
"Do you wanna go grab a coffee at Ester's" Holly asked Jason "I guess" Jason said coolly. They made their way to Ester's Magic Bean and found a spare table up the corner and sat down at it together "So what happened" Holly started only to hear a huff from Jason "why are you so angry, it's not like you to get so angry unless-" Holly was cut short when Ester arrived at the table "Two coffee's?" Ester asked the pair "Yes please" Holly said quickly trying to get rid of her so she could talk in peace with Jason" Okay then, two coffees coming up" Ester said jollily and went of the go and get them some coffee "unless what" Jason asked coldly "unless, you picked back the old habit" Holly said sounding uneasy "old habit? what you babbling on about" Jason said sounding further annoyed "Steroids" Holly said quietly trying to hide the fear in her voice, she didn't want to go back to that dark place, she didn't want Jason to do that to himself again.
"what do you think I am" Jason stormed rather loudly "sorry I didn't mean to upset you" Holly said rather quickly hoping it would calm him down, unlucky for her nothing was calming him down this time, his family had been ignoring his existence for weeks, being more interested in everyone else, even people who wasn't even in the circle of family and close friends "do you think I would do that to myself again" Jason said sounding rather offended "No- well I don't know" Holly said timidly "would you be feeling happy if you whole family likes to pretend I'm not there, that I don't exist" Jason said more calmly sounding very upset "the toilet gets more acknowledgement then me" Jason finished "Jase, I'm sorry" Holly said and stood up and moved closer to Jason, and wrapped her arms around him.
Ester cam back to their table with two cups of coffee "here you go" she said and put the cups down on the table "Is everything alright over here" Ester asked, concerned over Jason "yeah, it's fine" Jason said and pushed Holly slightly to signify he was okay now and that she could go and sit down, the last thing Jason wanted was everyone knowing that he felt so bad that his family didn't seem to care "Okay then, remember if you ever need a chat, I'm here" Ester said with a smile and went to go and take Theresa's order as she had just entered the shop.
Both Jason and Holly had finished their coffees "I'm going to head home" Jason said to Holly "want me to come with you" Holly asked the youngest Roscoe "nah I'm alright, told a lie before I left to see if they noticed anything but they didn't" Jason said honestly "What did you tell them" Holly questioned Jason curiously "I told them I was going to the hospital" Jason said rather calmly "The hospital" Holly exclaimed louder then she intended "wouldn't they be worried about you" Holly said rather quickly "That's the thing, they didn't notice when I told them, they carried on arguing and watching telly" the youngest Roscoe informed Holly rather coldly, his anger showing slightly, over these past few weeks even though he had been in the house with all his family he had never felt so alone, so pushed out, like he was the only one that didn't matter, that no one loved him.
Jason decided to hide his emotions and continue to talk with Holly "I'm sure they noticed Jase, maybe they thought you was going for a check up with your diabetes or something" Holly said trying to reassure Jason, even though she knew he was probably right, she had seen the Roscoe clan ignoring Jason a few times, like the time he told them that he didn't want Chinese, he wanted an Indian, even though it was something so simple as food she had notice they didn't seem to care that Jason hadn't wanted the Chinese food, they could of got him the Indian takeaway but instead they ignored him and got him the Chinese one anyway, there had been a few other times Holly had noticed his Family behavior but she had decided that was what it would be like in a family with so many demanding boys.
"yeah, I guess" Jason said with more positivity then he had sounded before in this conversation, Jason's sudden positivity made Holly smile, she just hoped she was right about his family "I'll be off then see you later Hol" Jason said with a smile and put a five pound note on the table and lent down and pecked Holly on the lips "Bye Jase" Holly replied and smiled back, they waved at each other and Jason left, Holly decided to stay and have another coffee.
Jason had reached back home and opened the door "I'm back" The youngest Roscoe shouted to the whole house, no one replied so he walked in and shut the door behind him, he walked into the living room Freddie and Joe had stopped arguing and was sitting and watching telly with Robbie, Sandy was in the kitchen making them some tea and Ziggy was still getting ready for his a date with Leela, but only instead of his hair, he was deciding the perfect outfit to wear. Robbie looked up to Jason "where did you go? I didn't know you went out" Robbie told Jason. That was it the final straw.
"What do you care anyway" Jason snapped, Robbie didn't seem bothered by this and Freddie and Joe continued to watch the telly "ughh" Jason groaned and punched himself in the leg "I bet it would be easier for everyone if I was dead" Jason exclaimed in fury and stormed off upstairs and locked himself in the bathroom. Something seemed to have clicked with the Roscoe trio watching telly as they all got up and ran up the stairs after calling for Sandy.
They had all reached the bathroom; Ziggy even came as he heard all of the fuss "What's going on" Ziggy asked his family "Jase, he said he's be better for everyone if he was dead" Joe said in a panic, Ziggy was shell shocked to hear these words come from his brother. They all banged on the door "Let us in mate" Joe said calmly, Jason didn't listen. Jason stood there in the bathroom contemplating on what to do, he finally thought of the only thing right now to make him feel better, he went over to the toilet, pulled the lids up and leant over the toilet, he inserted two fingers down his throat and made himself sick. The rest of the Roscoe clan heard this and broke the door down, Robbie ran in and Pulled Jason away from the toilet "Jase stop this" Robbie began as he held his twin brother "What's up" He finished "everything" Jason said hoarsely as the vomit had felt like it ripped his throat.
"Did Holly break up with you" Ziggy asked his youngest brother "no" Jason said quietly and tears silently fell down his cheeks "Then what" Freddie pushed on, and Jason looked at everyone "you all don't love me" Jason said almost inaudible "We don't love you" Sandy repeated "Don't be daft" Sandy told him "where did you get that idea from" She asked her youngest son "you all don't even notice that I exist" Jason said quietly through sobs "Mate, if I didn't love you I would have told you" Robbie said most of the others gave him a scowling look now Jason couldn't help but know he meant it, if there was one Roscoe he knew too well it was his twin Robbie.
Jason smiled contently and hugged onto Robbie "love, we all love you" Sandy said and all the rest of the Roscoe clan backed her up on this "don't let anyone else make you feel that we don't, we have just been busy, how about we get an Indian takeaway tonight" Sandy said to Jason kindly, Jason smiled and nodded, he was finally reassured that they did in fact love him, they had just been too busy with this Mercedes business, Robbie had also reassured him he wasn't the only one that had been ignored. Once they had finished in the bathroom and ordered their Indian takeaway, they all sat in the living room in front of the telly while eating their takeaway and watching the X Factor.
Thanks for reading and the the next chapter will be prompted by DarthLeathertush - Alfie is gay and no one accepts this, he self harms to make him feel better until he meets Dylan(who wasn't killed by the ghk) and they fall in love. xx