New ideas about 'eternal questions' came to my mind so I choose to give it a try! Hope you will enjoy it! Reviews are most welcomed! Thanks to all the readers and a special thanks to Slowly. Getting . Cullenized! Enjoys!
Chapter 2: How?
I was cooking Renesmee favorite lasagna with steak and running French cheese when my granddaughter came in the kitchen. She kissed me and went to sit on a chair, deep in her thought.
"Is everything alright dear?" I asked her, surprised that she didn't have begun to tell me her days' adventures.
"Just thinking about fate!" she declared seriously.
I smiled, realizing that Renesmee was now fourteen years old in appearance. I wondered how she had come to that point without me even realizing it. She was so unique for our family, just irreplaceable. I put my plat in the oven.
"How did you know that you were in love with grandpa?" she suddenly asked.
"I always knew!" I answered her. "My heart had always belonged to him." I explained.
"How is that?"
"I met Carlisle when I was sixteen. I had hurt myself and he was there to help me heal."
"How long has it been before you realized that you love him?"
"As soon as our eyes connected" I confessed to her.
"Isn't it too fast? How is that possible?" she asked, frowning.
"When you find your soul mate, you don't need much time to just know that he is the one?"
"But why did you marry Charles?" she enquired, the confusion written all over her face.
"At that time, I was young and Carlisle was far more aged that me. I was sure that it was just a crush. Time flew by and I realized that I was still thinking about him, but he was gone. Live had to continue and I truly thought that I could have some happiness with Charles" I told her, reliving my souvenirs.
"But when you met again Carlisle, how long did he take for you to fall in love all over again?
"Love is not hard to get dear; the difficulty is to keep it. The love I felt then for him has nothing to do with what I feel for him now. I think that my feeling just keep on growing every day. Each day bring me the assurance that I will never find someone better than Carlisle and every day I'm thankful to the universe for giving him to me, to allow him to feel exactly the same for me and to have given him the strength to save me and give me this amazing family."
"I still don't get how you knew that you loved him? Was it like a revelation? Did you dream of him? Were you missing him much? Could you be far from him without hurting?" Renesmee asked eagerly.
"A mix of what you just described! Do you have something bothering you dear?"I asked her. I had noted the change in Renesmee' eyes when she was looking at Jacob. I wanted her to be frank with me and herself about all these questions. I also knew that I had to give her the time to analyze her own feeling. So I just kissed her temple and concluded by saying:
"Don't worry! When you will feel love, you will know it! You will be able to describe all those fear that are related to it like you just did" I half laughed.
Renesmee blushed furiously but added nothing. She opened her backpack, took out her homework and studied, letting me wondering about what would be her next question in her quest of the understanding of this powerful link that was imprinting.
