Chapter Two – Me and my big mouth

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CPOV

I didn't see him for the rest of the day. I don't know where he went, he just seemed to vanish after Mrs. Thomas's history lesson, although I didn't blame him school wasn't exactly the highlight of my life.

I kept telling myself to give up thinking about him but every time I tried to avert my attention to a subject other than Quil I'd remember something witty he'd said or how his eyes were the richest chocolate colour.

Not only did I have OCD I now appeared to have gotten OQD (obsessive Quil disorder), typical me always getting involved in the wrong things.

And for some unknown reason; the overwhelming feeling of what I'd experienced during my darkest days seemed to come back to haunt me in the time that Quil wasn't there. I realized that during history and English most of my old habits were buried and forgotten and they'd now re-hatched and developed now that he was gone.

Of course it was ridiculous that I could have gained such an attachment over someone so quickly, absolutely absurd…

I felt like someone had tied a rope around my heart and joined it to his, and every time he went further away the knot would tighten and a shot of pain would submerge my body.

The girls were similar to those in my last school, plastic, fake and extremely tanned. The guys quite similar also except I spilt all guys into categories. There were the jocks that 'tried it on' with the new girl and failed so left me alone casting me as a loser.

The overfriendly geeks who having seen me being rejected from the jocks whooshed over trying to comfort me, in a pervy; weird way.

Having rejected them the very few 'normal' guys would come to my rescue and not try anything on but say a few kind words and pat me on the back, it was the same at my old school.

It was quite systematic really, unfortunately most of the girl were categorized in a different way except instead of their being quite a few normal girls there were very few, I counted one, Kim.

I met her in biology and she was the only friendly girl I'd met so far, her eyes were sparkly with what looked like happiness when she layed eyes on me.

She was sat alone of a desk set for two so I took a seat next to her where she swiftly moved her bag from, she obviously wasn't used to people sitting next to her.

"Hi I'm Kim; your Claire right?" I nodded confused at how she knew my name "new girl, news travels fast in this place" she explained gesturing around the room.

"You've made quite an impression" Kim continued, "jocks all hate you, geeks all love you but hate you, girls are all jealous of you and me" she looked me directly in the eye "I like you, it'll be nice to hang out with a girl."

I tried not to look puzzled but Kim immediately picked up on my reaction, "yeah the girls in this place are way too Barbie doll or computer nerds for me" I smiled at her.

"Yeah well I haven't had that many friends recently either" I said but realised to late that I sounded seriously pathetic, luckily Kim just grinned.

We spent the rest of the lesson discussing favourite things, like you do when you first meet someone.

We then went into the canteen together and I noticed a very buff guy sat at a table in the far corner. Her looked way too big for the unstable chairs but they seemed to stretch to their limits and support him.

I realised I wasn't the only girl staring at him, most of the girls eyed him up but none of them made a move and went over.

Kim noticed me staring an I turned away blushing, "so I see you've discovered one of our hottie's Jared?"

She asked it like a question but I simply nodded in answer, "yeah he's really fit, good kisser too" she mentioned and I spun round to face her smiling. "He's my boyfriend" she explained and I immediately felt guilty about staring. She started laughing at me "oh don't stop staring; it's so funny to watch" she obviously wasn't the jealous type then.

We gathered our food and went to sit down…with him. My knees wobbled as we sat down, he was so large, and muscled, like an Abercrombie and Fitch model times two.

"Hi I'm Jared" he introduced himself and held out his hand. He looked at me strangely when I didn't reach over and shake his hand as intended but he quickly shook it off.

"So newbie, my Kim been looking after you well?" He was being sarcastic and Kim pretended to swat him and he grabbed her in an embrace. They kissed passionately for a minute while I just sat there like a lemon, I wasn't quite used to that amount of public affection. At my old school people who were dating normally kissed occasionally and went to the cinema every now and again and held hands, in La Push it seemed a lot more physical…

"So have you seen any fit guys that you like?" Jared questioned "apart from me obviously" he laughed sarcastically and again Kim slapped him playfully.

I couldn't help myself blushing and tried to hide behind my hair, but not before Kim noticed.

"You have? You've only been here like ten minutes and you've already found someone" she exclaimed and I'm sure the whole dining room must have heard, didn't she have an inside voice? "So who is he?" She questioned persistently,

"Kim don't be prejudice "or she, who is he or she?" Jared asked patiently "or it" he finally finished smiling to himself.

Why not tell them I thought to myself, what's the worst that could go wrong?

"Well his name is Quil…" I began and stopped as I saw Kim and Jared's faces freeze.

"Did you just say Quil?" She asked gulping but I didn't understand the problem. "Where's lover boy now?" She attempted to make the question into a joke but you could tell she wanted a serious answer.

"I don't know…he disappeared after history this morning i…" But I didn't have time to finish my sentence; Jared had whipped out his phone and was stood by the window dialling a number.

"Quil where are you?" I could hear Jared demand, my life was now officially over, he was ringing to Quil to laugh about me and my silly crush. All I could think was me and mi big mouth.

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