Hey guys, it's me agian. :) I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!
Like I said before, you should really listen to the songs while reading this story. :)
This chapter goes out to my first reviewer, vampire-fanfiction! I hope you enjoy this chapter! :D
xoxo
mariko
Disclaimer: Does it look like I own twilight? Oh wait, you can't see me. Does it SOUND like I own twilight. If you thought yes, your wrong! :)
Songs:
Be OK by Chrisette Michele
Love Is You by Chrisette Michele
Is This The Way Love Feels by Chrisette Michele
I'm Done
~Five Years Later~
Edward and me broke up not soon after I sang those songs. Like I said, it hurt for a while, but I eventually got over it.
I'm glad I did. because if I didn't, I wouldn't have found my true soul mate, Jacob. We were always the best of friends, but only reccently have I found out that he was the one for me. We have been dating for a little over 3 years now, and I have never been happier. Of course, Edward (being the self-obsorbed jerk that he is) though that I was dating Jake to try and get him jealous. I just laughed at him and walked away.
Edward moved on to Tanya after we broke up. It really didn't bother me. It just showed me what a player he is. But now its time to show him I moved on. And I know the perfect way to do it. Of course my girls and Jake know what im going to do, and Jake said he would help me.
I'm going to tell him I moved on the same way I told him I was going to break up with him. Through song! He'll never see it coming. What a coincidence, too. We're going back to the bar to celebrate Jasper's birthday. It's gonna be all of us, Ang and Ben, Emmett and Rose, Aly and Jasper, Edward and Tanya, and me and Jake.
Oh the look on his face is going to be so hillarious.
Back to reality, me and Jake just pulled up at the bar and he, always being the gentleman, opened my door for me.
"Why, thank you kind sir!" I told him, snickering.
"It's my please, my lady." He said, giving me a deep bow. He looked at me, and we burst out laughing. We were still laughing as we walked in the bar, his arm around my waist, and my head on his shoulder.
Edward was glaring at us, so we ignored him, but the rest of our friends walked up to greet us.
We were just re-telling why we were laughing, and then the manager came up and said, "OK FOLKS, TIME FOR ANOTHER KARAOKE NIGHT! FIRST UP, ISABELLA SWAN AND JACOB BLACK!"
Wow, deja-vu, I though, laughing to myself.
We walked up on the stage, and i said into the microphone, "This song goes to my ex-boyfriend, Edward. I'm so over you." Then i smirked at him, and started my song.
Imma drive my Lexus to the mall Very sentimental
Get a little black dress just because
Me and my boo just broke it off
Imma stay fly although he's gone
I don't really care about who he's with
I'm get mine and he'll get his
Even though I was in love with him, I really hope the best for them
And my cryings detrimental,
Tell me what I'm getting into,
I can't lose my mind.
I think its time for me to let go
cause my heart can't take it no more, I'm a be OK, All I gave to you, I'm so broke and blue Imma keep my head up hold it high, Very sentimental
You were all I lived for but I leave you behind.
I'm a be OK,
I'll survive, I'll be fine, I wont cry, no way
I'm a be OK,
I'm a be OK,
Don't you talk, I'll move on,
Baby walk away
Make believe its cool I'm so over you.
Really did my best God knows you try
Even though it hurts I will survive,
I'll wipe my eyes, I'll say it loud
Take a deep breath and count to 10,
Today's a new day I'll start again,
Imma find myself so deep within,
Imma survivor I'll win
And my cryings detrimental
Tell me what I'm getting into
I can't lose my mind
I think its time for me to let go
cause my heart can't take it no more, I'm a be OK,
You were all I lived for but I leave you behind.
I'm a be OK,
I'll survive, I'll be fine
I wont cry no way
I'm a be OK,
I'm a be OK,
Don't you talk, I'll move on
baby walk away
(Jacob)
I gotta rock the mic I'll be right back,
Gotta catch a flight, my samsonite's packed,
3 months rapping all around the map,
Girl I see you on the internet on ichat,
Cyberspace is the place to see my lady,
Baby we can instant message on the daily
Half way you could met me out in Asia
Cause 90 days without seeing you is crazy.
We got 3 days banging up in Shang Hi
Last day I see the water hanging in yo eye
I know my mama told me not to make a lady cry
But that's impossible when all i gotta say is bye
But Imma, Imma
(Bella) All I gave to you, I'm so broke and blue
I'm a be OK,
I'm a be OK,
I'll survive, I'll be fine, I wont cry no way
I'm a be OK,
I'm a be OK,
Don't you talk, I'll move on baby walk away
Make believe its cool
I'm so over you.
I'm so broke and blue
Make believe its cool
I'm so over you.
I smiled when I heard all the applause. I told Jacob to go sit down, cause this song was for him. He smiled, and went to his seat. I said into the mic, "This song is for my REAL boyfriend, Jacob. I love you Jacob and your everything that Edward," I sneered the name while glaring at him, "wasn't. Thanks for always being there for me." I started singing my next song.
What's your definition of it? Love is kind when the world is cold Is it possible, there is a kiss that's so divine Cause love's my permission to be who I am Love is you, Love is you, Love is kind, it makes me stronger As much as I've tried to clarify
How does it make you feel?
Tell me what you say that truly makes it real
Kings and Queens, Philosophers have tried so hard to find
Tell me what it means to you dear, nevermind
Love stays strong when the fight gets old
Love's a shoulder to lean on
Love is you
Love's like the water when the well runs dry
Quench my thirst, keep me alive
Just need once too baby
Love is you
Love is you, love is you,
Love is you, love is you
Or am I just a fool, is it all in my mind?
Is there something chemical
A scientist might say
Well love must be a drug
To make me feel this way
No inhabiitions cause you understand
Freedom to breathe oh baby
Love is you
Love's like a kiss when the sun goes down
Holds me tight when no one's around
Love's what I want to hold on to
Love is you, Love is you
Love is you, Love is you,
Love is you, Love is you,
I don't have to look no longer
You're the one I cling to
Love is you
When the chips are down
Love will stick around
I'm so glad I found
Love is you
Love's quite simple, he's just my guy
Perfect definition
Love is you
Love is you, love is you
Love is you... is you
By the end of the song, everyone in the house was crying. I smiled a watery smile, and I walked of the stage to a thuderous applause. I ran straight in Jakes arms. I smiled up at him and said, "Did you like the song?"
He responded by giving me a passionate kiss. I'll take that as a yes.
Someone interrupted our kiss by clearing their throat. I looked up and it was Edward. "Can I talk to you?" He said. Jake looked mad, but i calmed him down by giving him a quick kiss.
"Sure." I said, and we walked outside for some privacy.
"So, what did yo-" I started to say, but was cut off when Edward slammed his lips on mine.
I was shocked, to say the least. After the shock, I pulled back and yelled. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!"
He smirked at me and said, "It's ok Bella, you can stop trying to make me jealous. I mean, I know you still love me. I could totally tell by the way that you just took that kiss. You can dump that fre-" He got cut off by me slapping him so hard he fell to the floor.
"NEVER. TOUCH. ME. AGAIN." I said, then walked back inside. I though of another song to sing to Jake, so i decided to do it now.
I walked up to the mic, yet again, and said, "This is another song for the greatest boyfriend in the world, my best friend, my sun, Jake." I started singing.
What's the feeling that I get
Every single time I look deep into your eyes
What's the tingle that I feel
At the touch of your hand up & down my spine
What's so funny, in my belly tryna tell me something And I swear it's real, Is this the way love feels? Everytime I hear your voice
Feels like butterflies
What's the feeling, what's the tingle, what's the tickle,
What's the world got for you and I
Yes it is can't nobody ever tell me otherwise
And I swear I feel,
No I can't deny what I'm feeling inside
Have I found it for real?
What will time reveal?
Is this the way love feels?
Well it seems I have no choice but to be amazed
It's like music to my ears
How I really love to hear everything you say
Does love really have a way of speaking in every unconventional way And I swear it's real, Is this the way love feels? (oh, the way it feels) I always knew love would take hold of me soon Is this the way love feels? (oh, the way, it feels) Is this the way love feels? (oh, the way, it feels)
What's a voice, what's a touch, tell me is it really love, does it feel this way?
Yes it is can't nobody ever tell me otherwise
And I swear I feel,
No I can't deny what I'm feeling inside
Have I found it for real? (oh, oh, for real)
What will time reveal? (oh, oh, reveal)
Is this the way love feels? (oh, oh)
But I never knew just how deep,
I never knew just how sweet this love would be
It looks like I have got my eye on something real
So real, so real just between you and me
Have I found it for real? (oh, oh, for real)
What will time reveal? (oh, oh, reveal)
Is this the way love feels? (oh, oh)
Have I found it for real? (oh, oh, for real)
What will time reveal? (oh, oh, reveal)
Is this the way love feels? (oh, oh)
~instrumental~
I smiled at Jake again, and he ran up to me. "I love you too, my Bella." He said, giving me a quick kiss.
I informed him on what happened with Edward, and we left quickly so that we wouldn't have to run into him anymore.
We went back to my house, and just hung out.
Forget Edward, I thought, I have Jake.
As I would for the rest of my life.
So, did you guys like it? I'm planning on doing one that has Edward point of view for all the songs, but only maybe. :) I'm not sure yet.
Thanks for reading! Review!
xoxo
Mariko 3333
Songs:
Be OK by Chrisette Michele
Love Is You by Chrisette Michele
Is This The Way Love Feels by Chrisette Michele