Nates P.O.V:
I was so done with trying to convince her that I was different.....I wanted her so bad and my heart wouldnt let go. Have I been that crazy for so long that she is seriously done with me? I dont want her to leave even though I feel what im doing is getting me nowhere. I want to be done.....but.....I just cant let go. Ive always heard that when two hearts are meant to be, theyd be together soon. But in this case its been far too long. Hearts dont work like people say they do obviously. Sure I love her, but its obvious she let me go, because she thought I wasnt going to change.....Well here I am....Alone, changed, beautifully broken.
*next day at school still in Nates P.O.V:*
"Hey Marissa, have you seen Emma?" I asked even though it was obvious she wasnt coming to school. " Uh I dont know but im pretty sure shes staying away from you. Its the best thing dont you think?" She said with a huge grin spreading across her face. " No I dont think its for the best I think this whole thing is stupid. There is nothing wrong with me anymore." I said blinking back the tears that were welling in my eyes. "Aw nate please dont do that. Im sure shes probably already in class...Go check." Marissa said as she walked away. I was so confused and yet I was showing my true colors again. But nothing felt worse then being told Emma and I were better off apart. So as I was told I walked into my 1st period class with a heavy heart. Knowing if she wasnt there my whole day would be shot, because of what I had planned.
Emma was laying at her desk like she had just been punched in her stomach, pulling her knees to her chest, while cradled in a fetus position. "Emma....What happened?" I asked walking over to her in a rush. But she didnt move. "Emma! Dont do this to me, please.....Just get up, brush it off something....COME ON!" I yelled choking back the tears that were falling down my cheeks. I kept shaking her but nothing happened. Whoever did this to her knew exactly why they were putting her right in front of my desk at school. She was falling for me and her FATHER! Didnt like that thought at all. He hates me because of what I turned into but at least I changed back. Besides her father was never there for her.....He killed her. But where was the evidence. Was it the beautiful girl in front of me, my love, my life, my everything? Thats the problem she was my everythin--. I was caught off guard. A thought creased my mind. Before I left for that camp....We....we.....oy....I felt my eyes widen as I pulled her arms away from her stomach and saw the bulge....She wasnt dying......She was......She was......pregnant. But HOW! I didnt know it would cause her that much pain.....She knew it was mine and she also knew she couldnt avoid me now. She was sure trying though. "Emma come on...." I shook her once more. Her eyes fluttered open. "How did this happen?" She asked in a low voice. " I.....I dont know Emma....But I promise when we....ya know.....I swear...." I couldnt finish I was interrupted. She shook her head as tears pealed through her eyes like mad bees going for honey. I pulled her into my arms and hugged her with all that I had. "How long?" Was all I managed to get out, without my voice cracking. "7 months." She was so fragile I didnt want to hurt her......she was so gorgeous.......and so small.....and was carrying my baby....What if I made the wrong move and dropped her or something......that would be the last of that baby, and quite frankly the last of me.