It's short and maybe OOC, this takes some what after Lelouch 's dead .

Summary : Even in Death you are still there .

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone

When you closed your eyes, and let your last breath out . I though ' it is done nothing is going to change ', oh god how I wished it changed . Looking at you sleeping in your own blood, it's like a piece of my is dead .

I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong

Everybody is cheering and are screaming of happiness, ' the demon king is gone ! the demon king is gone ! ' Nunnally looks at me with anger and sadness, she loved you very much . You were her last family, and I took it from her . I think she wished she had to power, to kill me ... Sometimes I wished that too .

Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay

The memory played over and over again, it's like a broken movie . I see you fall, your blood on my hands . The mask that is hiding my face, hiding my tears and scars . Sometimes I hear you laugh, and say how silly I am . I never forgot that smile on your face, when you closed those eyes . How can smile ? I do not understand .

They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

Everyone is happy and everything is in peace, this is what you wanted right ? You wanted your sister to be happy, and live peacefully under the people . But how can you be so sure, to leave your sister in the hands of a killer . Who left you for death so many times, I even let your memories be erased . I even wished that you were death, how I regret that wish ...

I will stay forever here with you
My love

That mask ... I hated that thing, it was something of Zero . I hate that name too, because you named yourself Zero . The man who was nothing, and killed thousand of people . Without misery I don't even know, if Zero enjoyed killing these people . And he killed you too .

The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on

Who am I now ? I'm Suzaku Kururugi ? Zero ? Who am I ? It feels like I'm doll, without a face and a name . Your sister still calls me ' Suzaku ' if we are alone, other people call me ' Zero-sama ' . I'm so confused help me ... Help me ...

Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love

I Wished you were here, how I wished everything was the same like then . When we were little kids, I miss your laugh . I miss your smart comebacks, I miss you ... I miss you ...

They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me

Today was Nunnally 's birthday, she looked like a child . In my eyes she looked little again, I see you standing next to her . "" I wish he was here ..." I heard her say, she want to cry . But there were other people, they don't like you . Since you done terribly things, but they never know . It was for the girl, who was having her birthday today .

And I can't love you, anymore than I do

Your grave looks lonely, there were no others . Even in death they want you to feel alone, I looked how deep your grave sank . Weeds was crawling on it, some things were even missing . " I hate them ... " I looked at the young women, that sat on her wheelchair ." How much I wish to join him ." This time I spoke also ." You are not the only one you know ..." And she knows it .

And I can't love you, anymore than I do

Thirty years are going by, and I still not over it . But I learned to survive, your sister become a beautiful mother . Kallen, Milly, Rivalz, Nina & Gino are all grown up, Gino and Kallen are be married next year . Nina is also dating someone, she looks healty as I must say . Milly is pregnant and Rivalz is freaking out, for being a dad too soon . I think they deserve it, all of them . " Don't you think so Lelouch ."

People die, but real love is forever.

We were like brother's always, looking after each other . And meeting each other years later, we were always together . And even in dead, you are there watching me .

I was not even at the ending, and suddenly I was watching the very last episode of Code Geass . I screamed ' Bloody hell ! ', anyways I decided to upload this fic every day . So what in November this fic is done, please enjoy it !

- WhiteBerry15