You sighed, you were on your way to the abortion clinic, actually, to a motel NEAR the clinic since you and Dave had to leave late because he had work. You were scared, and you knew that he could tell. You looked out your window and stared out at the scenery, it was dark out but you didn't care. You layed your head on the cool glass and closed your eyes, you were starting to get tired.
You get to the motel and Dave gets out, leaving you in there. After a few minutes he opened your door so you could get out, and really you were too tired to get out, so he had to carry you to the room. Good little Dave, always helpful with things like that. He must have wanted to make a joke because he chuckled slightly but brushed it off because of some reason. You aren't gonna get the joke anyways. He sat you down on the bed, kissing you quickly. You kiss him back, looking up at him. He smiled and moved some hair from your face.
"Sorry that I had to get you into the trouble of doing this for me." "Its okay Karkat, anything for you is okay with me." He kissed your forehead, soon pulling away and walking over to the other side of the bed, laying on it. You didn't even know if you could actually go through with getting an abortion, but you weren't really thinking of that at the moment.
~RANDOM TIME SKIP LATER~
You layed quietly on the bed, you couldn't even fall asleep. You had a lot on your mind. You looked over at Dave, who was sleeping peacefully. At least he was getting sleep, you worry about him sometimes with how late he works. Hopefully you could have him see if he could get a day off just to sleep, the poor guy. Meanwhile you were just laying in bed, thinking. How were you actually gonna go through with this? You can't Juno out of it, cause if you do then you may end up making a mistake, like you usually do. Maybe you could call up and talk to Sollux later, maybe he could help you out? Probably not, he may be too busy owning a bar and being engaged to Aradia. Or was it Feferi? Eridan maybe? You don't remember. But you do at least fall asleep.
~ANOTHER RANDOM TIME SKIP LATER~
You sighed, looking over at Dave. You were both pulled in front of a clinic. This was it, no turning back after this...maybe. You get out, not knowing what to do. When you do walk into the clinic you see a woman sitting with a clipboard and another woman behind a counter. You literally feel like you are in Juno at the moment. You walk up to the counter and the woman looked up, from what she could see from the fact that you were a troll that you probably were there to get an abortion. She handed you a clipboard and a note. You sit down, and look at the note.
'You still have time to get the fuck out of here, I suggest you do' You wanted to ignore it, so you put it in your pocket and went to fill out the thing. That's when the pressure set in. You looked over at the woman sitting near you, she was tapping her foot. You couldn't do it. You didn't even have a real reason besides not wanting the damned thing to get rid of it. You couldn't do it. You sat the clipboard down, got up, and you ran the fuck out of there and jumped right in the car.
You were shaking, dear god you almost got a fucking abortion. You looked over at Dave, who was in the middle of texting someone. When he sent it he lowered the phone, not looking at you. Oh fuck now you were scared, what was he going to say? What were YOU going to say? You were on the verge of tears as it is, you didn't need this at the moment. But he caught you off guard, like he usually does.
"So, you decided not to?" You blinked, not knowing what to say. "Y-Yeah...I just...I can't go through with doing that Dave." "Its okay Karkat, I understand." "Now, how the fuck do you understand?" He went to say something, but he didn't say it. "Lets just...lets just go home Karkat, okay?" You nodded, brushing off the unanswered question. You guess you're gonna keep the thing? Most likely you are going to keep it...if Dave lets you.
Blah...I don't even fucking know anymore.