Sorry for the delay in the update i was on holiday last week, i'm also going away for a couple of days this week so might be while until the next update but i have another chapter written but thats it so give me time to find direction with the story. :') haha ok loves and all that.

What was I meant to do? She was blocking the sink in my fucking way just staring at me. It's weird. Does she expect me to do something? Say something?

"You're standing in front of the sink" Great. Fucking great all I can think to do is point out the obvious to the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

"Yeah. I am" she may be beautiful but she is simple, unless she wants me to move her. Just the thought of touching her perfect body sends a shiver down my spine. I look up and catch her eyes glancing over my body. No way is this girl gay. I'm just not that lucky.

She gets up and pushes herself off from the sink to go and lean next to the door. As I walk over to the sink trying to find something to say, something intelligent that would make her fall within my entrapment, someone opens the door

"O there you are Emily. Why are you taking so long?"

She walks back over to the sink to pick up her bag that she had left there not saying a word but I notice her reflection in the mirror, the glint that was beaming in her eye only seconds ago suddenly disappeared as she herself looked up she offered me a half smile before turning on her heel and walking directly to the door. Whoever that was she was obviously afraid, scared or angered by them.

I couldn't help but check out her arse in the mirror. Perfection.

I make my way back up to the meeting room to find everyone had disappeared from the room. Walking round the corner I saw cook sat in his office. Knocking on the door my thoughts returned to the redhead in the bathroom. Thinking about the twinkle in her eye and how it had suddenly disappeared when that person had demanded her.

"Blondie what can cookie do for you?" Cook asks in his normal cheery voice as he opens the door.

"Fag break"

He took my hand as we make our way downstairs using the fire exit staircase. Cook has an unnatural fear of lifts, I have asked him where it comes from before but each time he refuses to tell me. He may be my best friend but there are certain things we just don't tell each other. He hasn't told me where his fear off lifts comes from. I have never told him that I think I might like girls. But I'm not gay. Defiantly not gay. It was a passing phase I grew out of it. I did. I'm sure I did.

We reach the back door and cook holds the door open for me like the true gent he is. He may have been reckless and stupid in the past but he had grown up now he has Effy and their son Freddie to look after. Before they got together everyone thought it was because of Freddie's death that they both had the pain in common, but I've seen the way they look at each other they truly love each other someone would have to be blind to miss that.

He lit up a fag and passed it to me. I took it graciously how I had been missing the nicotine since Luke had made me give up. He said it was better for me since we were trying for a baby well he thought we were but I was still on the pill I had just forgot to tell him. I don't love him thou I know that much. I can feel that we don't look at each other the way Effy and Cook do.

"Thought you were giving up Blondie?"

"No Luke thinks iv given up"

"The same ways that he thinks you're trying for a baby? You know he told me his going to ask you to marry him when you go to Paris next weekend. You should put him out of his misery and end it with him before it gets to complicated Naomi"

"Well we just have to make sure I don't go to Paris next weekend then. No in all honesty I am going to end it with him just when I can be bothered."

"Don't hurt him to much Naomi. He reminds me of Fred's a little bit. I mean big Fred's not little legs."

"Ok. Il do it nicely yeah?"

I heard the door open but couldn't be bothered to turn my head and look to see who it is probable one of the twats that thinks they are better than me and cook and look down there nose at us.

"Do what nicely?"

My head snapped to look at her. I already knew the voice it was the Redhead from the bathroom the one that had been cropping into my mind since then.

"Dumping my boyfriend. Not that it's any of your business" I say to her in a quirky tone.

Her face drops. Shit she thought I was being a bitch again.

"Boyfriend" she repeats. A proper weird girl this one.

"Yeah, Boyfriend" I answer looking at her suspiciously

"Right, ok well. Do either of you have a fag I can steal?"

I take a fag out of my packet and hand it to her. Not missing the way I feel when her hand lightly brushed past mine while she collected it. I noticed goose bumps arise on her arm but thought nothing more of it maybe she is just cold even though it is the end of august.

"Thanks erm actually do you have a lighter too?"

"A smoker without fags and a lighter having a successful day then are you?" Cook chirped in I had pretty much forgotten he was here because I had been focussing on the redhead I hadn't been able to keep my eyes off her.

"Yeah I'm meant to be giving under my fucking sisters orders but fuck her you know I'm fed up of doing as I'm told. It's not her life its mine." I guess I was looking a tad taken back given her quick apology to me.

"It's alright Red, Blondie is meant to be giving us as well. But she's not. How about us three go out for drinks to night and get absolutely fucked. Pretty much shove to fingers up at people who try and give us orders"

Right now I could kiss Cook an evening with her. When she was drunk.

"I don't know I'm meant to be going out with mum and sister tonight"

"That's the point red" I reply. "We shove it to them. You know tell them where to stick their ideas"

"Yeah alright then tonight we get fucked up"

She smiled a genuine smile her eyes lit up it was obvious she wanted to go out with me and Cook rather than her mum and sister.

"How about you meet us the fishpond tavern? That's cooks uncles pub. It's the on the corner of Angles dints do you know there?"

"Err yeah I think so"

So going out with Red tonight. Fucking awesome? Yes.

Sooo... what do you think then? please review. makes me think i should carry on to make you people smile :D