Disclaimer: I do not own Alex Rider

Warnings: Rape and Teen Pregnancy

Alex is eighteen and Ben is twenty-four

Alex looked in the mirror. All she saw was the same skinny, blond teen who had beaten the odds so many times. She sighed before starting her morning routine: brushing her teeth, pulling her long blond curls into a tight bun and sliding her wig over it, and wrapping her breast flat. No one knows and no one ever will. She thought to herself. Sadly that wasn't true. Jack knew, Mrs. Jones knows and…her lover, Ben Daniels knew.

Sadly she hadn't seen him for over a year something about being under cover with some gang. A knock upon the door startled her from her thoughts. Hopefully, speak…think of the devil and he shall appear She thought to herself, wanting it to be Ben. No such luck it was Mrs. Jones, her employer, though on her part unwilling. She sighed before opening the door to the room she currently occupied.

"Hello, why don't you come in?" Alex asked, trying to be polite.

"No thank you, Alex, I am just here to give you, your mission file and a letter then I shall be off." Mrs. Jones replied as she entered anyway.

"You know, I would be better if you let me go home but that isn't an option now, is it?" She sighed when she saw Mrs. Jones shake her head.

"Alex, it's been four years let it rest already, you work for us and there is nothing else you can do with all your enemies. You can't even get married with out having to go into hiding every time you want to spend time with that person. Anyway, Alan and I have decided that you shall be returning to SAS at Breckon Beacons' until you reach drinking age. Of course, you shall be joining K-Unit and Mr. Daniels will be accompanying you as well. You leave in Twelve Hours. I wish things were different but they aren't." With that Mrs. Jones headed toward the door and dropped a sealed envelope on to the mission folder as she passed it. When she was gone, Alex rushed up to it and almost ripped it open in her hast to see if it was from Ben.

To her delight it was.

My dearest Ally,

I hope this finds you well and out of the mission center. I am having a great time though I am just dying to get back to you. The assignment is almost complete and when it is I will be joining you on your ever lasting battle with Sleep and tormenting K-Unit. I just hope they realize by the time that you mean the best without the tormenting. By the time you get this, I will be heading toward you apartment and most likely will be knocking on your door when you finish reading.

Well let's get business out of the way. Ally, I don't want to return to training from hell when I know they won't know you're a girl and have been shot recently. By the way, how's your arm are you still in any pain? If I have to I will force to wear the sling and take the medicine the nice doctor gave you before shoving you back into the big bad world. But I will be there every step of the way. One more thing, Eagle owes me a twenty if I knock once you read the post script.

All My Love

Ben Daniels

P.S. Will you marry me?

Alex stared at the words written at the bottom of the page before she yelled out a "YES!" before she could stop herself.

And of course a knock came upon the door for a second time that night. When she opened it she saw none other than the smiling face of Ben Daniels

I will leave it at that for know. I have the whole story written out and just have to type it but typing 35 pages is really tiring.

Tell me what you think and I'll put more up.

You don't, I don't, doesn't matter to me, I have the notebook.

COOKIES!