Slightly Guilty
Sora drowsily opened his eyelids, welcoming the suns dimmed light through pink curtains. He rolled over until he fell out of the bed, he was a heavy sleeper and he knew it. So his waking up process was rolling out of whatever bed he was sleeping in and falling on the ground. He stood up and stretched his well rested arms and legs.
He let out a big yawn and headed for the kitchen until something caught his attention. Under the nightstand was a piece of tape that had peeled off from below the corner. Sora raised his eyebrow in curiosity, so he reached down under the corner and felt around until he felt something cold and metal under some tape. He made a mischievous grin and pulled out his prize. He held it up; proud he finally found what he was so curious about.
"So this is where you hid your key to the devil lock on your journal!" He grabbed the journal and headed downstairs to grab a breakfast.
As he slurped down a cup of orange juice and a few bites of moogle waffles (No they are not made of moogles) he opened the lock with the key he found earlier and with a "click" the mysterious journal opened. On the first page in big letters "Kairi's journal" colored in purple sharpie. He turned the next page and read on.
"Dear journal, my name is Kairi. I hope you will become full of stories of my life so maybe one day I can share this with someone special… Perhaps someone charming, smart, strong and full of greatness. So journal, when my time comes help whoever reads this forget the wrong that I've done and help me leave behind some reason to be missed. Remind them not to resent me when I'm feeling empty, keep me in their memory. That seems selfish to me but that's what everyone wants really in the end…"
Now journal there is something you should know…I'M READY TO TACKEL TACKLE MY DREAMS! My dream is a little silly so bare with me:]. I want to have a little shop on a beach and sell sea shell necklaces and other things. I got the hobby back when I was really little and my grandmother taught me how to make these special necklaces for sailors to bring them luck and guide them home."
OH! And btw I'm terrible at writing, it's a good thing I'm not a writer because I'd get booed and constantly flamed about it. That's it for now journal write in you later~ Kairi"
Sora couldn't help but chuckle, whoever this Kairi girl is, was a very typical girl. Spoiled and thinks the world revolves around her. He flipped the next page as he stuffed his mouth with a full moogle waffle. He read on a few pages about some private things that went on with her high school life. It seemed this was her senior year and about halfway through it.
He skipped past her female… things, and skipped ahead a few 10 pages until one of the many chapters caught his eye. It was titled "Blue eyes". He put down his fork and read on.
Page 2
"It's Kairi again; right now it's in the middle of the night. I just woke up from a good and bad dream… but my heart seems to ache from it. It feels like someone else is missing from my life, and… that they are almost gone from this world. I know it makes no sense but that's how I feel. I couldn't help but cry a little, did I miss my chance with that special someone? It's scary thinking that you only have a moment and then the chance goes by. If I ever miss or missed it I just pray that I'll get another chance.
I dreamt about an old experience I had four years ago. I went and walked around the park and I saw this boy, he seemed so sad and alone. I remember he had this weird hairstyle and torn up clothes. It was obvious he had no home judging by the way he dressed. What stood out the most about him were his eyes, they were the most amazing eyes I've ever seen. So blue, for a second I thought I could have got lost in them.
He hadn't noticed me so I thought I'd follow him for awhile… I know it's stupid to follow homeless teenage boys and all but something seemed to have called me too him. Eventually he walked under this slide in the park and laid down right under it. I couldn't believe it but he was sleeping there! While it was snowing, I couldn't let him die, but I was a bit scared he'd try to rape me.
So I ran to my house and got him one of my dad's thick jackets. I slowly crept up on him, careful not to wake him. I gently placed the jacket over his body. He looked adorable lying there, for a moment I wanted to wake him up and tell him it was going to be okay. He coughed and like the big chicken I am I ran towards my house. I ran up to my room and squealed under my pillow like a little girl. I actually helped someone:]]], it felt great.
I went back the next day with a bowl of hot soup but he wasn't there. I kept coming back there for about a month but still was no sign. I hope he's okay. I feel bad not waking him up that day and not trying farther to help him. Everyone deserves a family, and it seemed he truly needed one. Anyways I'm going to go back to sleep, good night and good night to that boy years ago.
Kairi~
Sora couldn't believe what he just read, he remembered along time ago when he slept at a park not to far from here. He was about 14 and he was surely on the verge of deaths cold doors. He was laying there to sleep, he lied there to die. But sure enough the next day he was alive when he awoke and over him was this thick worn jacket. He thought at the time some older man took pity on him and left him it.
But now it seemed "she" this random girl left him that jacket, the one he wore for the past four years. This was weird, was this some sort of cruel joke? He panicked a bit as he went to the back of the page. When things got weird or strange in his life there was always something worse on its way. Finally he read the last paragraph of the last page.
… Visiting my aunt for a bit and dropping off some presents, we'll be back tomorrow. See you soon :]
Kairi~"
Sora's body froze as he heard the door open and murmuring near it. Those weren't suitcases he saw that night, they were gifts. It's Christmas Eve and he was in his terms, C.F. Which was COMPLETELY F***ED, he darted towards the back screen door until he was tackled by a blurry figure. He Soon found himself in a strangle hold, his body without the right amount of food in these past years made his energy not what it used to be. He could do nothing but lay there as he looked up at his captor.
He was a man in his mid thirties, a pair of glasses and long black hair. He had a full grown black beard and mustache. In other circumstances' he would seem like a very friendly homely guy, but not in this case… not even slightly. Sora looked around in panic until his eyes fell upon that girl Kairi. Her eyes were full of fear of him and fear for her father.
"Dear, please be careful with him." Said his wife who walked up and stood next to the front door. Kairi gasped as she saw her journal open. "Oh my god! He's a stalker!" She ran upstairs in a dash to most likely search her room.
The father squeezed Sora's neck tighter and began to speak. "Is that why you're here, stalking my daughter?" His jaw tightened as well as his grip. Sora managed to say "No, you don't understand I was just…" He spoke until Kairi interrupted with a dramatic scream from upstairs. "HE WENT THROUGH MY UNDERWEAR DRAWER!
SHIT! Thought Sora, he should've closed the drawer last night. He faced her father and pleaded "That's not- I mean I did- but not the reason you think- I was just curious to see what was in her room- no-no not like that- I mean…I…I" The fathers grip seemed to have gotten tighter in anger as Sora's vision blurred. Soon he heard both Kairi and her mother scream and the father going "oh crap!"
Sora blacked out.
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Hi it's duelwielder after a few years. It's been awhile, doubt any of my past followers are still around. Heartless war hasn't finished and I probably pissed a lot of people off. But hey nothings set in stone; I might go ahead and finish that soon. But for now I thought I'd play around with something like this. Let me know how it is, if you don't I'll just assume it's crap for now. Peace everyone.