Chapter 2

Jackie continued to live in her old house. Nick was still living at his loft they would visit eachother, and spend time together but Jackie wanted to marry Nick she was scared to talk about it with him was she really ready for another marriage that might fail.

Flashback 1

Jackie "Ron?" Ron "Yes?" Jackie "Have you thought about us getting married?" Ron "Yes I've given it some thought." Jackie "And what are your thoughts on us getting married?" Ron "Open this box, and then you tell me." Jackie "Okay I'll open it." Ron "You like it?" Jackie "I love it it's so beautiful." Ron "So will you?" Jackie "Yes I will." Ron "Really?" Jackie "Yes I love you." Ron "I love you too."

End Of Flashback 1

Jackie looked at her wedding photo she smiled she,and Ron were so happy together they were the perfect couple she wanted him back she wanted to hold him again,and hear his voice,and see his face she wanted to be with him again it wasn't fair Ron was a good person he didn't deserve to die.

She sat on the couch thinking about what Nick said about what happened to Ron the night he was killed she shook her head in disgust thinking about Ron's death made her feel like she was in the twilight zone.

Flashback 2

Ron "It's some party huh mum?" Rita "Yes it is Jackie looks so pretty in the dress I made her."

Ron "I'm glad you made it mum you mean a lot to Jackie,and me." Rita "You both mean everything to me." Ron I got a new job mum." Rita "Really what is it, and where?" Ron "I'm a cop up in Toronto Canada." Rita "No." Ron "Mum don't be like this." Rita "How am I supposed to be Ron my son is going to be a cop." Ron "You could be happy for me." Rita "Does Jackie know?"

Ron "No I haven't told her yet." Rita "I see so your just gonna what move her away from me ,and think she's gonna love that is that what you think?" Ron "I was going to tell her tonight while were dancing." Jackie "You were going to tell me what?" Rita "Go on Ron tell her." Jackie "Tell me what?" Ron "Sweetie I got a new job but it's in Toronto Canada I'm going to be a cop."

Jackie "No you will not take that job I lost Tom when he was a cop I'm not going to lose you too damn you Ron I'm happy here." Rita "That went over real well." Ron "She needs time to adjust to the idea." Rita "Ron Jackie's brother died in a robbery shoot out whenever he was working as a cop don't you remember how Jackie wouldn't get out of bed."

Ron "That won't happen to me I'll be safe." Rita "You'll be sorry Ron you're going to lose Jackie, and me." Ron "Please try, and be understanding?"

Rita "I understand that your being a jackass." Ron "No I'm not." Rita "Jackie loves you, and so do I consider our feelings before you make the choice to ruin our family."

End Of Flashback 2

Jackie laid down on the couch,and fell asleep Nick showed up after his sift he picked her up,and carried her upstairs he laid her down in her bed,then he laid down with her Jackie was still a little upset she had Nick in her life,and she loved him but she still missed,and loved Ron the feelings she had for both men tour at her heart.

Flashback 3

Rita "Jackie stay here with me, and let butthead I mean Ron go to where he has to go alone."

Jackie "I'd love to stay but Ron is making me go with him."Rita "Can you call me at least so I know your alive?" Jackie "Yes I will call you every day I love you Rita." Rita "I love you too sweetheart." Ron "Do you love me too mum?" Rita "Yes I love you, you better be safe or else I'll kick your ass." Ron "I will bye mum." Rita "Bye." Ron "It's for the best." Jackie "Leave me alone you jerk." Ron "Alright."

End Of Flashback 3

Jackie began to cry Nick pulled Jackie close to him,and held her Jackie felt safe with Nick

Jackie knew what she wanted, and she had it laying next to her Jackie closed her eyes,and slept Nick sat up,and in Jackie's bed looking at his true love,then he smiled.

Flashback 4

Ron "Hi I'm Ron Owen I'm here for the job." Jackie "I'm his wife Jackie who tried to get him to quit." Caption Joe Stonetree "Welcome to Toronto both of you." Jackie "Thank you where is the bathroom in this place?" Caption Joe Stonetree " Down the hall to your left." Jackie "Thank you." Caption Joe Stonetree "Your welcome." Ron "I'll be here when you get back sweetie." Jackie "Sure you will." Caption Joe Stonetree "Ron you'll be working with Don Schanke, and Nick Knight."

Jackie "I'm back so did Ron decide to quit so we can go home?" Ron "We are staying here, and that's final who knows maybe you can make a few friends."

Jackie "Yeah, and maybe you'll lose your wife, and child I'm going to our new house you can walk home.!" Don "Who was that fiery chick?" Ron "My wife Jackie." Nick "You must be Ron I'm Nick, and this Don it's nice to meet you." Ron "It's nice to meet both of you I'm sorry for the scene my wife made she didn't want to move here." Nick "I'm sure she'll get used to it." Don "Welcome to Toronto Ron, and welcome to the precinct." Ron "Thank you." Nick "We'll give you a ride home." Ron "Thanks." Don "Your welcome."

End Of Flashback 4

Nick was remembering Ron he missed his friend, and partner Jackie slept as well as she could being that the baby was pushing on bladder,and she had to pee every five minutes Jackie woke up, and slipped her shoes, and coat,and drove to The Raven believe me it's the last place she wanted to go when she walked in she was looking for Janette,an very old friend of Nick's,and his first love she sat down at the bar,and decided she wait Janette sat down next to Jackie.

Janette "Hello Jackie welcome back."Jackie "Thank you, you are so beautiful Janette, and I'm so plain why does Nick love me so much

I'm nothing like you." Janette "Nick loves you for who you are he don't care if your nothing like me or if your plain he loves you for who you are."

Jackie "I'm so scared Janette I'm just so scared I'm going to have a baby w/ Nick, and I'm scared I lost both of my babies when I was married to Ron, and now I'm going to be a mother." Janette "And your scared because you think you'll be a bad mother." Jackie "Yes that's it." Janette "I think you'll be a wonderful mother, and I think will be a wonderful father." Jackie "Thank you Janette well I better get back before Nick wakes up, and finds me gone."Janette "Be safe Jackie, and please stop by to visit me won't you?" Jackie "I will."

Jackie left The Raven when she got home she crawled back into bed,and snuggled next to Nick

come the next night Jackie was sleeping, and Nick was off to work as Jackie slept she could feel that someone was watching her it turned out it was her mind playing tricks on her Jackie up, and went to the bathroom once she was done she turned the light out,and went back into the bedroom,she sat down at her dressing table,and looked at herself in the mirror as she was looking at herself,and began to have a flashback.

Flashback 5

Ron "Jackie you are so gorgeous." Jackie "Only in your eyes Ron are you going to work tonight?"

Ron "I have to but I'll be home as soon I finish my shift be safe sweetie." Jackie "I'll try to be but you're the one who needs to be safe." Ron "I promise you sweetie I'll be safe." Jackie "Keep that promise I love you." Ron "I love you too." Jackie "Bye." Ron "Bye." Jackie "Love stinks but marriage is great."

End Of Flashback 5

Jackie sat at her dressing table looking in the mirror for a hour or more when Nick walked in he found Jackie looking at herself he walked up to her,and kissed her neck Jackie looked at Nick then she kissed him hard they began to make out, and then the phone rang it was Nat Nick had to go Jackie sighed,and then let Nick go she was thinking about how many times she let Ron go,and then remembered the last time she saw Ron alive.

Flashback 6

Jackie "Off to work tonight?" Ron "Yes I am we are watching a store I'll be home later." Jackie "Don't go." Ron "I have to." Jackie "Stay with me." Ron "I promise you I'll be home later I love you." Jackie "I love you too."

End Of Flashback 6

Meanwhile Nick was also having a flashback. Jackie went to bed finally that night.

Flashback 7

Nat "So this is the new member of the Knight, and Schanke team?" Nick "This is Ron." Ron "It's nice to meet you Nat."

Nat "It's nice to meet you too Ron are you married?" Ron "Yes." Don "His wife is a okay chick." Nat" I hope I get to meet her."Ron "You will very soon." Nat "Great." Jackie "Hi Caption do you know where Ron is?" Caption Joe Stonetree "Yes I do he's at the Coroners Building." Jackie "Thank you Caption." Caption Joe Stonetree "Jackie?" Jackie "Yeah?" Caption Joe Stonetree "You can call me Joe." Jackie "Joe." Caption Joe Stonetree "Are you okay?" Jackie "Yeah I'm fine ah." Caption Joe Stonetree "I'll send somebody to get Ron." Jackie "No I'll go get him ah not again." Caption Joe Stonetree "Somebody go get Owen NOW!" Jackie "I'm fine I can handle it I'll drive to where he is, and get him Ow!" Caption Joe Stonetree "I'm going to take you to the hospital." Jackie "Thank you." Caption Joe Stonetree "Your welcome." Officer Peter Smith "Ron your needed it's your wife." Ron "What's wrong with her?" Officer Peter Smith "She's in early labor hello?" Caption Joe Stonetree "Leave Ron there his wife lost the baby." Officer Peter Smith "You can stay here your wife lost the baby."

Ron "Alright if she needs me I'll go to her." Caption Joe Stonetree "His mum just showed up she's staying w/Jackie."Officer Peter Smith "Your mum is w/ her." Ron "Oh good."Officer Peter Smith"The caption wants you to get your ass back to the station, and then after he talks to you , you can go to your wife." Ron "Alright." Caption Joe Stonetree "Ron your wife needed you, and you weren't here she came to find you." Ron "I'm sorry Caption I wasn't ready for the baby I thought Jackie was just joking." Caption Joe Stonetree "She wasn't now go see her." Ron "Yes Caption." Caption Joe Stonetree "You have a great wife be there for her." Ron "Yes Caption."

End Of Flashback 7

Jackie slept for the rest of the night she wanted to go see Ron again So she got out of bed slipped her shoes on grabbed her coat she got into her car, and drove to the cemetery again when she got there she walked up to Ron's grave got down on her knees, and she began to cry.

Jackie "Ron I miss you so much you made me so happy I loved you with all my heart, and soul we made the perfect couple you always made me laugh I never thought I'd lose you when you died

I thought I'd die without you that's why I left I couldn't take living without you my heart is in pain right now I wish you could hold me,and tell me everything will be alright."

Jackie got up, and walked over to her daughter's grave.

Jackie "Hi Terri mummy misses you sweetie. Are you taking care of your daddy? I miss you much honey I'm sorry you didn't get to live a life with me,and your daddy you were so beautiful my baby girl. I wanted to hold you once you were born but the doctor took you away so they could get you to breathe they also didn't want me to know you died. Ron's boss Joe had to tell me. I love you my sweet angel RIP."

Jackie "Oh my god Nat what are you doing here?" Nat "I stopped to visit my god daughter."Jackie "I'm so sorry you lost her." Nat "Thank you." Nat "You stopped to visit Ron, and your daughter huh?"Jackie "Yes I did I named our first child after my aunt Terri who passed away a long time ago." Nat "I'm so sorry." Jackie "Thank you." Nat "How's Nick?" Jackie "He's fine, he's working a lot but he's fine." Nat "He loves you Jackie." Jackie "Ron loved me too, and look where he ended up." Nat "Don't blame yourself for Ron's death." Jackie "I warned Ron not to do anything stupid, and he just went ahead, and did something stupid."Nat "Men never listen to the women they love." Jackie "That's true but we go on loving them even after they die." Nat "That's true too." Jackie "Well I'm gonna head home."

Nat "So am I goodnight Jackie." Jackie "Goodnight Nat."

Jackie, and Nat went home when Jackie got home she turned on her cd,and played The Winner Takes It All by Abba Jackie started to remember dancing to the song with Ron.

She closed her eyes,and watched herself,and Ron dancing to the song Jackie started to cry but then she remembered how much she,and Ron loved eachother, and that made her smile they truly loved eachother now she's with Nick,and she's happy if she's so happy with Nick then why does she love Ron still she thought she was losing her mind. Nick walked downstairs walked up to Jackie, pulled her close,and kissed her.

They fell down on the couch,and made love Nick fed off her again. They fell asleep together Nick held Jackie close he never let go of her as they slept Jackie hugged Nick close to her body Nick moved his hand to Jackie's stomach where he felt the baby kick Nick smiled,and thought how happy he was that he was going to be a father.

Flashback 8

Jackie "Hello can I speak to Ron Owen please?" Officer Sam Quest "Sure I'll put you threw." Ron "Hello?" Jackie "Hi honey I have great news were pregnant." Ron "I'm coming home now." Jackie "Alright." Ron "A baby are you sure?"

Jackie "Yes." Ron "That's wonderful news." Jackie "I love you."Ron "I love you too."

End Of Flashback 8

Jackie woke up went downstairs,and got a drink. Then she sat down on the couch,and listened to music she sat on the couch waiting for the sun to rise but she couldn't stay awake she fell asleep on the couch as she slept she was remembering the first time she,and Ron danced that made her smile all the good memories of Ron were her.

Nick woke up,and walked downstairs dressing his long coat,and sun glasses he covered Jackie up. Then he went back upstairs as Jackie slept she was having another flashback.

Flashback 9

Ron "I take Jackie to be my wife,and I promise to love her forever." Jackie "I take Ron as my husband, and I promise to love him forever."

Pastor Gerry "I now pronounce you man, and wife you may now kiss the bride." Ron "We are married now." Jackie "It's wonderful isn't it?" Ron "Yes it is I'm glad I asked you." Jackie "So am I, I love you Ron." Ron "I love you too.

Jackie "We'll have a long happy life together I know we will." Ron "I agree w/ you there my mum should be here soon." Jackie "Great." Rita "Hello love you look beautiful." Jackie "Thank you so do you." Rita "Thank you Ron it's about time you made Jackie your wife." Ron "Yes it was I couldn't live without her as my wife any longer." Jackie "I'm glad you could make it Rita now we can have some fun." Ron "Will you dance with me Jackie." Jackie "Yes I will." Ron "Great." Jackie "I'm so happy." Ron "So am I." Jackie "I love you so much." Ron "I love you so much too."

End Of Flashback 9

As night fell upon the city Nick was getting up, and getting ready for work he didn't want to leave Jackie at her house by herself Nick knew Jackie would be alright Nick left after he kissed Jackie on the cheek as Jackie still slept she was dreaming of the new life that was ahead of her. The life she would have with Nick that's if Nick wanted to have a new life with her as his wife or vampiress. Jackie would always love Ron,and once she died she'd be with him in heaven.

That's where they truly belonged together in heaven Jackie walked out on the patio,and she looked out at the swing that she had Ron put up for them,and saw that it was swinging Jackie walked down the steps, and walked over to the swing when she sat down Ron appeared to her Jackie jumped then she sat back down.

Ron "Hello sweetie you look so pretty." Jackie "Ron what are doing here?" Ron "I've been missing my sweetie." Jackie "I've been missing you too."

Ron "I know I came here because there is something I have to do." Jackie "What do you have to do?" Ron "I'll show you come with me.""

Jackie "Alright." Ron "I want to live again so I'm going use Nick's body or you can." Jackie Can what? Ron "Make love to me." Jackie "Sure Come on I know the perfect place." Ron "My old study wow we haven't done the deed in here since the last time we did." Jackie "I'm yours take me." Ron "Gladly." Jackie "Oh Ron you feel so good oh." Ron "So do you oh yeah."

Jackie,and Ron made love for hours it felt just like when they were married around 2:00 in the morning Jackie,and Ron fell asleep Jackie woke up to go to the bathroom when she got up she saw Ron asleep on the sofa bed she smiled after she went to the bathroom when she got back from the bathroom she laid down next to Ron,and went to sleep.

Nick woke up in a empty bed he went looking for Jackie,and found her sleeping on the sofa bed with her dead husband Nick turned on the light

Jackie jumped,and screamed Ron got out of bed, and covered himself.

Nick "I see you were busy." Jackie "Hi Nick I thought you'd be working by now." Nick "I was just getting ready to leave." Jackie "Ron is back." Nick "Hi Ron great to see you, wait how the hell are you here?" Ron "I made love to Jackie, and I'm back." Nick "That's not possible." Jackie "It is he's here why can't we get along like before?" Nick "We can't I can't believe this your husband Ron is dead and Until you can get that threw your head its over between us."

Jackie "Nick no you can't leave me think of our baby." Nick "You have Ron you don't need me."

Jackie "Nick you bastard come back Nick." Nick "Goodbye Jackie." Jackie "Nick !"

Jackie screamed she woke up in a cold sweat. She ran into the bathroom turned, and turned the shower on then she stepped into it she still had her nightie on Jackie slid down the shower wall she was shaking She just had a nightmare.

She was so scared not to mention she was freezing Nick found Jackie in the shower he turned it off he got a towel,and wrapped Jackie up in it then wrapped a blanket around her he called off work he stayed by Jackie's side he was scared to leave her alone.

Jackie "Nick thank you for staying with me." Nick "Your welcome are you warm enough?" Jackie "Yes I am thank you."Nick "What happened why you took a cold shower?" Jackie "I had a nightmare Ron came back he said the only ways for him to stay w/me were using your body,or making love to him." Nick "Oh that sounds strange."

Jackie "And what's worse you said that you were leaving me,and that it was over between us." Nick "I'd never leave you I love you truly." Jackie "I love you too the same way." Nick "Jackie I was thinking about something?" Jackie "What were you thinking?" Nick "I was thinking we should get married."

Jackie "Oh I see." Nick "Will you?" Jackie "Yes I will I love you Nick I was thinking of asking you." Nick "You were" Jackie "Yes" Nick "You could have asked me." Jackie "Yes I could have but I asked one man before you, and it took 5 years almost to get a yes out of him." Nick "Ron?" Jackie "Yes he always used to say we'll see."

Nick "I know Ron loved very much." Jackie "He did I will always love him." Nick "Jackie we can wait to get married if you want to." Jackie "I don't want to wait I want to get married soon before the baby comes." Nick "How about tomorrow?" Jackie "Tomorrow Is great you call Nat, and Don I'll be back later on tonight I promise."Nick "Alright I love you Jackie." Jackie "I love you too Nick."

Jackie drove back to the first house where she lived when she was married to before they moved when she got there she walked up to the door, and knocked Ron's mum Rita answered the door.

Jackie,and Rita hugged eachother they talked for hours about Ron, and then Jackie mentioned that she was remarried the next day Rita promised she would be there to see Jackie get married.

Jackie gave Rita another hug then she went outside, and started to walk back to her car when she heard a gunshot Jackie dropped her keys,and ran back inside the house,and when she did she saw Rita laying on the floor bleeding to death Rita was holding a gun Jackie got down on her knees, and held Rita in her arms.

Jackie "Rita why?" Rita "I want to be with my son." Jackie "I want to be with Ron too, but not this the way." Rita "Goodbye Jackie." Jackie" No Rita No Oh my god NO!"

Rita died in Jackie's arms Jackie held Rita close to her. Jackie called Natalie,and Nick,and told them to meet her at her first house.

When she got off the phone with them she got back on her knees,and picked up the gun from Rita's hand then she sat down on a chair Nick, and Natalie showed up,and when they did they were in shock they saw Jackie sitting in a chair holding a gun,and then they saw her mother in law on the floor dead Natalie ran Jackie,and held her.

Natalie "What happened?" Jackie "Ron's mum Rita killed herself here is the gun she used." Nick "Are you okay?" Jackie "I'm fine." Natalie "Jackie someone you loved just took their own life you can cry." Jackie "I have cried I'm fine." Nick "You're in denial." Jackie "Nick,and Nat I'm fine really." Natalie "Jackie come on tell us how you really feel."

Jackie "Alright I feel like I've lost my best friend,and to be truthful I wish it was me laying there instead of Rita I want to join her." Natalie "You're talking crazy you have so much to live for your getting married tomorrow,and you have a baby on the way." Jackie "No I'm not talking crazy I want to join her."

Nick "You're not thinking clearly you're in shock." Jackie "Nick I'm thinking clearly in I can't get married tomorrow." Natalie "What why?" Jackie "I wanted Rita to be there but since she can't be there I'm not getting married without her there the wedding is off."

Jackie ran outside got into her car,turned it on turned her car around,and drove down the driveway as she was driving she looked up at Rita's picture on her sunviser,and then she began to think about how much she missed,and loved Ron, and Rita.

She began to cry she was crying so many tears that she couldn't see where she was driving,and she drove her into a tree Natalie let out a scream,and Nick flew to Jackie's car ripped the door off,and rescued Jackie then he flew her back to the driveway of her first house,and laid her down.

He checked Jackie for a plause but he couldn't find one he picked her up,and carried her to his car Natalie followed him to the hospital back in Toronto Jackie's doctor Terri Fisher met them in the Er Jackie was rushed into surgery a few hours later Terri came out of the OR,and told Nick,and Natalie that Jackie would be fine,and she also said that the baby was fine as well Nick and Natalie were showed to Jackie's hospital room.

Nick "I could have lost her." Natalie "But you didn't." Nick "I love her so much Nat." Natalie "I know I'm glad she going to be alright." Nick So am I she has been through so much." Natalie "Yes she has but she's still a pretty tough cookie."

Nick "I don't know what I'll do if I lose her." Natalie "She'll be fine Nick." Don "Oh my god Nick I heard about Jackie's accident how's she doing?" Nick "She's going to be fine Don thank you for asking." Don "I'm glad I was worried." Natalie "Do you want us to stay with you Nick?"

Nick "No you guys go home,and I'll see you both tomorrow." Don "See you tomorrow Nick." Natalie "Try to get some rest." Nick" I will." Natalie "Bye." Nick "Bye."

Natalie,and Don left the hospital Nick sat in Jackie's room with her. He held her hand he began to cry he truly loved Jackie. He began to pray.

Nick "Dear god please save the life of this woman I love,and our baby.." LaCroix "I told you she was bad news." Nick "LaCroix what unpleasant surprise what do you want?" LaCroix "I came to say I told you so so I'll say it I told you so." Nick "I know you think this is funny but I don't I love Jackie, and I also love our baby."LaCroix "It's very amusing to me I'll leave you alone now so can pray some more."

LaCroix left,and Nick was left to his own thoughts he never left Jackie's side Jackie was hooked up to so many machine's that Nick was afraid to touch her he feared that Jackie wouldn't wake up he feared she would die Nick fell asleep in the chair he was sitting in he would wait forever for her to wake up if that's what it would take.

The doctor would go into Jackie's room,and check her status Jackie's Doctor Terri was hopeful that Jackie would make a full recovery Nick went into work the next night he was a complete wreck. He couldn't focus on work.

Every time the phone rang Nick thought it was the hospital with news on Jackie Caption Stonetree noticed Nick's slump,and he decided to give Nick the night off. Nick took his night off, and went back to the hospital he sat waiting,and waiting for hour's upon hours waiting Jackie some sign that Jackie would wake up.

He wondered if she would ever wake up he went home to his loft he laid down on the couch,and fell asleep he kept thinking about Jackie's accident,and none of it made sense he could see Jackie's accident in his mind it kept playing over, and over in his mind Nick woke up with a start when he heard the phone ring.

It was Natalie she wanted to find out how Jackie was Nick told Natalie there was no change Natalie drove to Nick's loft,and she stayed with him for a few days she knew he needed his friends by his side right now that night everyone held a candle light vigil for Jackie, and her baby all of Nick's friend's prayed for Jackie, and the baby will Jackie wake up? Or will she stay in her coma,and die?