When I saw Sam and Emily sitting at the table I can feel myself starting to get a headache just by looking at them. "Oh lord please save me or I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle this shit." I prayed to myself.
"Why hello Billy how are you today? I said with a smile on my face. I'm trying to be good as best I could.
"Hey dear I'm doing good. And what brings you by." He Replied.
"Oh nothing really, just stopping by to check up on you to see if you needed anything and to hang out with Rach for a little." I said still smiling at him.
"Well hello, Jacob and...Leah." Emily had said looking at me up and down like she was better than me with her fake nice attitude and her cookie cutter voice. She always felt the need to rub it in my face that she had gotten the best of me. She would look down on me and say smart ass comments under her breath. Like duh bitch I'm a shape shifter I can always hear what you are saying. But if she wants to get nasty with me ok bitch you want to play this game let's play it my way. I can play it too, twice as hard. Since everybody think I'm a bitch I might as well start acting like one. Right? So I plastered and fake smile to match hers.
"Oh Emily and Sam hello. I did not expect you to see you two here today. I mean with you always in the kitchen cooking and cleaning Emily. You know just doing housework after the boys all the time, more like always." I said to her with my fake smile and fake voice.
Her stupid smile and cockiness stopped dropping right off her face. And boy was she pissed at me, but I sure as hell could give less than two fucks. Jacob was trying not to laugh and Billy had an amused look almost smile on his face. And of course like always Sam look stuck. I think it's because he is not my alpha anymore so he can't punish me for it. I wish he would say something to me just so I can punch him in the forehead.
By this time Rachel and Paul walked in from where ever they were. At this point I couldn't care the home wrecker and I were in a stare off. When Rach and Paul noticed how intense it was in the kitchen Paul moved Rachel behind him just for safe keeping. I would say 'well done Paul, you've done something smart' because both of them knew not to say anything right now.
She finally retorted "Yeah Leah you know it's good practice for when Sam and I start having kids ourselves. Maybe you can be the god mother of them since you can't have any of our own." Ok I give her that but she was in the wrong to say it. Everything shut down, all you could be able to hear was a pin drop. Then Sam yelled Emily's name to shut her up. "That's right Sam control your bitch. We all know we don't want the other half of her face fucked up." I said back with a threat and malice dripping out of my voice. Looking her dead in the eyes. She really looked scared, good serve her right. See this is the shit I be talking about man, we just got here not even a full ten minutes ago and I'm already to kill a bitch.
She had gotten really scared and started to cry. I laughed out loud when Sam ran over to her to calm her down. It's been a little over a two and a half years since Sam dropped me for Emily, but to be honest I felt bad for him because I will always be the one he chose to be with, and she will always be the one who he is force to be with. I am going to start to call her no choice. I know I will always have his heart and she will always have his body. I felt bad for him because he is the one who got stuck with her bitchiness. Yeah and they call me the bitch.
Sam snapped his head at me and looked at me angrily. I glared right back at him just as hard. Sam sometimes think that I'm his little bitch and that I'm suppose to be scared of him, but ooh boy do he got it all twisted. I am daring him to say something, anything to me just so I can tell his ass off.
"God Leah why do you always have to be so harsh. It's like nobody can say anything to you with out you having a nasty ass comment to say back." Sam said madly.
Ok now it is go time. "Yes Sam you are so right." I replied. He was surprise that I had agreed with him. Oh poor Sammy didn't know what I was about to hit him with. He better be ready because I am nowhere near done chewing his ass out.
"You are so right, you want to know why, well I will tell your stupid ass why. I maybe harsh and say mean things and maybe a bitch but guessed who cause it and starting it every time I am around. You and that home wreaking whore sitting by you crying begging for attention with her fake smile and act. Trust Emily you are not really fooling anybody besides yourself and the idiot next to you. At least when I yell and fight, it's for a good reason it's because I'm fighting for what I believe in. I'm standing up for what's right. Unlike you who is will to give up everything we ever had to be with her which is fine. Because you know what I realized Sam is that you will always to be trapped under her spell. You have some straight up guppy balls. You let your bitch tell you where to go and what to do. If she say jump you bet your ass that you better say how high." I stopped to take a few deep breaths to calm down just to start again.
"At least when Paul and Rachel fight he can yell back at her. They can go toe to toe, but they both got to know each other and fall in love the natural way before they let the imprint take over. Jared and Kim both fight all the time and yes Kim may always win, but Kim let's his voice be heard so when Kim do win they can fix their issues together and be equal. And Quil and Clair are just right for each perfect together and deal with their shit as one. Dear God Jacob and Renesmee have problems lord knows they do, but the problem still works itself out... well sometimes. But you Sam is a little bitch. You got your head so far up Emily's ass you can't tell where she ends and you begin. Oh let's not forget how she got your dick under lock and you forgot the combination." Now I was done. I was so mad that I can feel hot tears coming down my face and just pissed me off more.
"You can't even say no to her before feeling like she is going to fall over and die just because you said no. You are so weak and you didn't even try to fight it for me and we was going to be married three weeks later after you imprinted. You didn't think that was something worth fighting for. Wow Sam just wow. If anything you should be the bitch in the relationship. And Emily you bitch, you just felt so happy that you had one up on me that you didn't even think about our sisterhood or our childhood. You was so ready to stab me in my back and you are proud of it, but you got what you deserve when he put those scars on your face. Now you see how I felt and still feel. And even after all the shit you have caused by coming here I was still there for you in the hospital room taking care of you and whatever you needed. You betrayed me by fucking Sam in my bed not even four day after you had gotten here. I can be a bitch when people think I am rude or always have something smart to say, but who is telling your whore to stop when she starts with me and always saying something that will always get other my skin."
Now I think I was really done. I was shaking so badly I thought I was going to phase in Billy's small kitchen. Then I felt a pair of arms around my waist Jacob starting whispering in my ear. "It's ok Leah babe you are fine. Just calm down for me and relax. Stop crying baby everything will be ok." He said nuzzling my neck placing small kisses. I was so mad that I had forgotten that there was still people in the room looking on and that I was crying. I closed my eyes and stop shaking just like that. I am shocked myself to say the least at how Jacob got me to calm down so fast.
"Oh damn, the Alpha Female is here." Billy muttered. I snapped my head towards him and his smile got even bigger. Then Billy told me to go look at my eyes in the mirror. "What?" I asked him in a small voice and he just said to go look. Jacob let go of my waist to go see what Billy was talking about. I headed towards to the bathroom that was down hall and to the right. Rach and Paul was standing in the hall where it was safe but move with shock look on their faces. Um most be the eyes. When I reached the Bathroom I threw open the door and turning on the lights as the door banged against the wall and moan in protest.
When I looked at myself in the mirror and then looked at my eyes like Billy has said too. I almost fell back. Stumbling back wards away from the mirror. I touched my face with a look upon it that said "what the hell?" My eyes were no longer the deep ocean blue and brown, but now they are now ice-cold baby blues with a lavender colored purple rimmed ring around them. I bet that's why everybody moved the fuck out of my way and why Emily was scared. Good.
I am scared myself I mean look at my fucking eyes. Turning around to walk back into the kitchen for Billy to explain and to get answers. I wanted him to tell me what he meant by the Alpha Female and what's going on with my eyes. When I was about to leave the bathroom I bump into a rock hard chest that caused me to start falling, with me landing on my ass. In true Leah Clearwater fashion I was about to cuss the asshole out. But when I looked up to see who I would be telling off next I paused. When I did everything stopped and I can only see Jacob's eyes. His eyes were the same color as mine. Ice cold baby blues just the rim of his was dark grey and black. I can feel my she-wolf going AWOL like she was meeting her mate for the first time. My little whore of a she-wolf was in complete submission to Jacob with her ass up in the air. Oh no this can't good. Then Jacob and I attacked each other.