Memories and Stupidity
I stared out the window for a long time before I heard Charlie say something. "What do you think is going to happen now?" The black haired teenager asked me. "I have no clue." I shook my head while looking down at my hands. "Tell me about it." Charlie looked at me; his jade eyes peering at me. "Alright…"
" Me, Logan, Carlos, and James were driving back from one of those parties the Jennifers were holding. We all were pretty drunk by then and we didn't understand what was going on until near the end….when it happened.
"Haha. Your still gunna loose Logan. We already have more points than you." James laughed. "Well I'll do a back flip so I get 50 points HA!." Logan peeked at us through the window. He was sitting on top of the car while it was in motion. "Alright!" We laughed watching as Logan's head disappears from the window.
It was stupid for what we did. I just can't believe it happened.
"Haha he is still gunna loose. I already jumped over that pole and poked a hobo with it." Carlos grinned with a ridiculous laugh. "How bout we make this a little more interesting and fun." James grabbed the wheel from me and started twisting the car uncontrollably.
We didn't know what would happen to Logan. We just didn't think clearly at the time. We couldn't. James was smiling like an idiot and Carlos was still drinking some of his left over beer.
We were all laughing like maniacs but then….we saw Logan fall in front of the car. His head smashed against the top and he tumbled to the ground. "Holy SHIT!" I screamed. We felt and bump and I brought a car to a stop when we were ahead of Logan, whom laid motionlessly on the ground.
I was hoping and praying he would pop up and says "I'm fine". But he didn't. That's when it hit us hard.
James's eyes were wide and he bolted out of the car, running towards Logan. "Oh god please be ok." I said with gilt in my voice. Carlos looked back and saw James run back. I did as well. He got in the car. "He's dead. Drive now." He ordered me in a stern voice. "We can't just leave him there" I began to panic. "We need to get help." Carlos's heart raced as he look out the back window at Logan. "We need to call somebody!" I chocked while taking my cell out. James took it from me. "I can't risk calling 911 and getting arrested!" James hissed. "No James. We have to call!" I bursted out into sobs of gilt and hurt. "James we have to! Your wrong! I'm going to go check on him." Carlos opened the car door slamming it, running towards Logan.
James had ordered me to drive again. He told me that we'd be arrested if we were caught. I couldn't live behind bars, I wouldn't take to it well. So I did as he told me. I pressed the gas petal plunging the car forward, leaving Carlos and the dying Logan." I told Charlie taking in a deep breath as I finished.
"I guess you have a huge crisis on your hands then. Don't worry. Those police wont find you in NYC. Where I am going to be hiding you is a place no one knows about." Charlie cracked a grin. I only nodded once before looking out the window.
Katie's POV
It was hard for me now. Loosing Kendall was like loosing dad. I completely understand why he left. But I don't understand why he didn't take me. I hate living with my step dad. He makes my life much more worse than before when Mom was single 2 years ago. All was peaceful and happy back then, now its cold and miserable. I miss my big bro a lot. Not that he's a trouble maker and all but that he's sweet and kind.
When he said he did something wrong…I didn't understand. But a few hours after he left, a police man came and told us that Logan is in the hospital and Carlos walked into the house with tears in his eyes. Mom tried to shoo me away but I hesitated. I wanted so bad to know why Kendall left in a hurry and why Logan is in the hospital. Carlos sat us all down on the living room couch and told us all of what happened. James bit his lip through out most of it.
When Carlos finished telling us what happened Mom told James and Carlos to go to bed right away. I looked at her with trembling eyes stating that I'm afraid for my older brother. "I know honey. I know." She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a hug. I accepted her embrace and held her tight to me. Tears swelled my eyes as they raced each other down my face, both crying out the name Kendall and the words hit, car, and run.
I pulled away from my mother and walked to the large window, looking up at the dark star filled sky. The memories I had with Kendall came back with me.
"Hey Katie, you see that star?" A 12 year old Kendall asked me, an 8 year old Katie. "Ya I do." I nod my head looking at a huge star in the sky. "That's our family star. Dad use to tell me about how the family star keeps getting bigger and bigger each time we grow taller and older." Kendall smiled into the darkness of night. I looked at it with amazement. Kendall wrapped his arms around me and I leaned on him.
I loved to have a big brother like him. He was always there to keep me up when I fall. He was the reason why I hang out with guys instead of girls. Kendall is the reason why I have so many friends and why I'm so smart in planning scheme. I may hate him so much some days, but secretly I love him. He is the reason for everything in my life.
I take my eyes off the sky and looked around the house noticing it was dark and empty. A little noise was heard from upstairs but that was it. I sighed before taking slow steps up the stair case and walked towards my room.
I entered my one-person bedroom and looked at the walls covered in posters. Some of Big Time Rush to make the guys happy and some of Dak Zevon. I dropped my head and went to change into my pajamas.
I have a feeling his soul will be lost and forgotten if he doesn't come home.
Ok I made this one out of my head. I kinda like the little Katie thing with Kendall. I would like to know what you guys think of it? Please Review.