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Disclamer: Spider-men doesn't belong to me, but this fanfic does ehehe!
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for blue skies- strays don't sleep
This song is pure and perfection to me, I heard it in One tree hill and fell in love!
I want to burn this film
Gwen looked how he kept touching his hair and while watching him, she saw the now healing bruises on his face. Something clinked in her then, she needed to help him; in any way she could. She looked at him and with a serious tone spoke. "Fine, after school obviously." Gwen said. Just because she was going to take care of him didn't mean she had to be nice. She gathered her stuff and started to walk towards the door. "I'll meet you by the science lab." Peter said; Gwen could hear the smile on his face. She rolled her eyes and just kept walking.
The day dragged for Gwen, she would try to pay as much attention as she could in her classes; but all she could think about was Peter. What had gotten into him? He barely talked to her during the day the only time they would talk would be when he climbed into her apartment at night. That was only happened twice, after the whole promise thing. He was usually drunk or badly hurt and didn't want to upset his aunt. Peter had never been a drinker and Gwen knew that; but something was bothering him. She wanted to find out what it was. She had only seen him drunk that one night. She regretted thinking about it; but before she could do anything the memories flooded her brain.
-FLASHBACK
Gwen was sitting in her desk, trying to doing an essay on the theory of how the world was created. She heard some rattling outside; but ignored it. She really had to get this paper done; her grades had gone down a lot since her father's death and she was just trying to get back on track. Gwen looked at the clock and gasped when she saw the time 2 am. She jumped when she heard a knock on her window and turned around and found peter there with a bloody face. She got up and ran to the window and opened it. "What are you doing here?" Gwen said; but before he could say anything Gwen smelled the alcohol. She frowned at looked at him. "Have you been drinking?" Gwen said in a stern voice. "Yes I have—and it was-the best thing I've done. Kiss me Gwen." Peter slurred as he got into the room and fell a couple of times. Gwen staggered back and fell on the bed as Peter went on top of her. "Peter stop, Please." Gwen said as she struggled to get him of her. She hadn't spoken to him since the day of the rain. She didn't want to start talking like this. Gwen felt Peter freeze. She opened her eyes; she hadn't noticed she had closed them. He was staring at her, with a tear falling from his left eye. Gwen reached up and pushed the tear away with her thumb. Gwen pushed him up and made him sit on her bed. She went over to her desk and got open the top left drawer to get out the aid kit. Without a word she went to sit next to him and started to get a cloth out to wipe the blood off his right temple. She healed the wound as best she could. She turned to look at him and felt her eyes tear up. "What are you doing with yourself Peter?" Gwen said, she didn't want to show any emotion but her voice shook. "I…I don't know." Peter said as he started to run his hands through his hair. Gwen put a hand on his shoulder. "You are never drinking again, you hear me?" Gwen got to her feet a held out her hand. Peter looked at her and she could see the tears streaming down his face now. "Let's see if you can walk now, alright?" Peter grabbed her hand and she felt her heart start to drum faster. She pushed that feeling away as best she could. Gwen held him and saw that he was starting to get sober again. "I think you should go now." Gwen said as they walked around her room. They had done it three times now and this time he walked without her help. She couldn't take him being there and she not being able to do anything. Peter got her hand and kissed it before leaving. Gwen watched him leave through the window. She sank down to her knees and started to cry. All she wanted was to kiss him, to tell him that she wanted him; but that would be wrong. She understood her father's last wish, but she couldn't take it. She was going to break one day; any day.
-END OF FLASH BACK-
Before she knew it the bell rang and that meant the end of the day. Gwen was debating going or not. What if this was a set up? Gwen started to feel herself shaking as she turned the corner that led to the science lab. Before she could turn around, she saw Peter there; leaning against the wall, looking beautiful like always. She walked over to him and said. "So you ready to leave?" Peter looked up and smiled. "Yes I am, let's go." Gwen followed him out of the school and turned to look around so he couldn't see the smile forming in her face.
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