[A/N: This is my 3rd fanfic. So i really hope you enjoy this one...though I'm still not sure who should Rose be with...any ideas? And this is just the first part of the story, sorry its kind of short but i promise you the other chapters will be longer!]

Disclaimer : Richelle Mead owns all the characters, i only own this plot]

I woke up grumpily due to the annoying buzzing sound of an alarm clock, why can't I even get any peace for one day? I growled slightly, consciously I grab something on the table and use it to smash the fucking alarm clock to pieces. Shit, now I have to buy a new alarm clock and if I may add—the tenth one this week! Curse those morning practices with Dimitri—wait! Shit! Practice with Dimitri!

I jumped out of bed and took a 10 minute shower, quickly I slip on a black tank-top and work-out shorts, on my way to the gym I tie my hair up—just the way Dimitri like it. These days things between me and Dimitri have been going great, we've had a few stolen kisses during practices, he wasn't so tied-up when he was with me anymore. He's more carefree now. Before slipping in through the gym doors I caught a glance at the clock and saw that I was 15 minutes late for practice, oh no..Dimitri is so not going to like this and I'll bet he's going to add extra laps to my runs.

Dimitri was leaning against a wall in his usual cloth; he was wearing his usual disapproving look whenever I was late. I took in his features and the intoxicating smell of his aftershave that seems to fill the gym. I let out a sigh "I know…I know, I'm late so lay out the punishment comrade?"

He motioned me to come closer and I obeyed obediently, his face show nothing but seriousness, I felt something clutch in the pit of my stomach, I know something is wrong "Roza, I'm leaving…"

"Leaving as in?" I ask

"I'm taking up Tasha'soffer to be her guardian, I'm leaving today," He gave me a letter, my name written neatly on the cover "Everything is explained in this letter," He turned around, I stare at the later for a millisecond but suddenly out of nowhere I chunk the letter at Dimitri, he spun around, shocked written all over his face.

"What the fuck Dimitri! Do you really think you could just walk away and left me with a fucking letter!" I yelled fighting back the tears that starting to built up in my eyes "Writing it on a piece of letter like that shows that you're a coward! A coward who's afraid to stay true to his feelings! You're leaving me, you're leaving 'us'"

"There's no 'us' to begin with Rose, It was all a lie, I used you, I took advantage of a teenage girl who was blinded by love," he said harshly "I really thought you would take this maturely, but I was wrong,"

"Well fuck you!" I shouted, lunging towards him taking him by surprise "Hope you rot in hell with the fucking scarred-face bitch Guardian Belikov," I spat his name in disgust, rushing out the gym leaving him with his bloody-nose. I ran towards the commons bumping into someone who I don't want to meet when I'm in this condition.

"Hey Ro—Are you crying?" Mason grabbed me by the shoulder, forcing me to look at him. I break away from his grip and ended up infront of Lissa's door. I really needed to talk to someone right now, I knocked on her door abruptly. Lissa open the door annoyed.

"Couldn't you just—oh my god Rose! What's wrong? Why are you crying?" She took me into her room and wrap her hands around me, cuddling me like a child.

"Dimitri…He's leaving," at that point I told Lissa everything, I took out all the pain I have built up inside, she was shocked but understood me. I told her about the lust charm, the few stolen-kisses we had and the cabin.

So how was it? bad? good? or boring? Flames will be accepted :D

If you have any ideas I'll be happy to hear them... Thank you for reading!xx