Chapter Two: Denial:

"Not a chance, Jack." She said furiously cold. He shuddered.

"Sarra..." He implored. Sarra just touched her mind to his. She showed him. "Sarra...oh...Sarra...Lieutenant." She smiled. "Canna help me now, O'Neill." "No one can." She closed her eyes. Her body was clammy, and her heat was leaving her body. "Sarra!" "Lieutenant." She shook her head.

Sarra got up and got to the front door of Jack's home. "I am sorry O'Neill. You'll save the world. I'll just kill it." She cursed harshly. He got in her way. "NO..." "Please." She asked quietly. Deathly quiet, as he would remember with a shudder.

"Sarra..." She shook her head.

"No."

Sarra pushed him out of her way and left again. He considered trying to track her down and cursed when he didn't figure out how he could do that. Calling the base, he relayed that information to Teal'c and Daniel and Sam. "We can help, sir, if you want." He smiled at Sam's answer.

"Yes I want. Five minutes ago, my house and something technical to track her down Daniel." Daniel snorted.

"Do my best, Jack." He said.

Sarra meanwhile, was trying to figure out how to do this with minimal damage to anyone else. She figured surrender and maybe blowing up the ship with only her inside. 'Its my best bet.' 'Especially if I block out the Rangers and keep them out.' She thought. Sarra closed her eyes. "Here we go." She teleported to the hideout that Mondo had in his subspace pocket beyond the moon. She made him reappear, and took the bomb that she had had in her car in her hands, that was small enough to hide, yet powerful enough to blast ships into smithereens. 'Thanks, Tony Stark.' She thought with a smile.

"So, you have come back." A tin voice said to her. She smiled grimly.

"Yes I have, Mondo." She said with a deep voice. He chuckled.

She tried not to show that she was scared. Tried very hard. Sarra smiled. The timer was defaulted. She would be the self sacrifical lamb, no problem. She found herself on the other side, trapped. "Not again..." She muttered, and got her other self out of there with a quick teleportation. 'There...' She thought.

'Sorry Jack...' She thought with a smile. 'You are a light for the world where my world was darkness.' She said in her mind. It made Jack stop. "Jack?" Daniel asked, concerned. Jack hit his truck. "Damn...we're too late." Teal'c looked surprised. Sam touched Jack's shoulder.

Sarra smiled, as she felt Jack's protest of anger. 'Its the only way Jacko. Keep the peace for as long as we can...at least I saved the other me.' She said. Sarra closed her eyes. She touched the switch. "NO!" Mondo cried as the others did as well. Sarra smiled in her death.

For the first time in a long time she smiled. Even in her death. Hours later, she was found on the beach in Angel Grove, as a Missing Persons case. Jason was busy seeing to his new girl, as he should have been but Tommy and Jack identified her as Sarra Niwinski. Tommy Oliver, leader of the Zeo Rangers looked down at his could be partner.

"She was stupid, but she was willing to make the risks we all make. She's a beautiful spirit I will never forget." Jack nodded. He kissed her forhead. There was a small simple ceremony for Sarra Niwinski Lieutenant of the Air Force. That would've made her laugh, Jack thought.