Doing some more thinking
Disclaimer is in the first chapter. Set after 'Sweet Sixteen'.
I can not believe I got bit by a snake. I know I have a dangerous job, of all the things that can happen at a scene a snake bite was the last thing I thought would happen. Well, maybe in Montana, but not in New York City. There was only one good thing that came out of this. Danny called and left me a voice mail message saying he was glad I was okay. That's what he said. "Linds, I heard about the snake. I'm glad you're going to be okay." I know it's not much, but I could tell he really was worried about me. I don't know what I was expecting. He most likely thought I would be upset with him if he did or said anything else. I know it's for the best, but I really wanted him to be there with me. I was really scared. I just wanted him to hold me and tell everything was going to be okay.
Danny's message wasn't the only one on my voice mail. I was so glad the doctor told me I could go back to work, that way I wouldn't have to think about my other message. I was not expecting to hear his voice. It's been so long since I heard him speak. I almost forgot how soothing it is. I am so confused right now. I know how I feel about Danny, that part is clear. How I feel about the other man in my life is the part that's not clear. He's coming to NY and wants to see me. I'm not going to call him back, because I don't know what to say to him. I don't know if I want to see him or not. I wish I knew what was going to happen. That way I would know if I should see him or not. I wish I had someone to talk to about all of this. I know how everyone in Montana feels about this. Well what they would feel if they knew he was back. I could really use my best friend right now. To bad I pushed him away, and to bad he let me.