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Alec wasn't the happiest person alive, not at all. His father used to beat him up and his ex-boyfriend cheated on him and paid to his father to beat him up. And then his second boyfriend cheated on him too. And his new boyfriend was going to cheat on him too, it is just a matter of time... His life sucked. And at the top of all of those things he still missed Magnus so much.

''Alec, what are you thinking?'' Raphael asked.

''Nothing, I'm just... I don't know.'' Alec sighed.

''We have to get you out of here. Let's go to dinner. In some fancy place.'' Raphael suggested but Alec didn't seems to listen him. ''Alexander Lightwood!''

''Yeah?'' Alec asked and shook his head a little.

''We are going to dinner, put something pretty on you, I know just the place.'' Raphael said and Alec slowly made his way to his bedroom.

''So you are saying my clothes are not pretty?'' Alec asked playfully.

''Of course your clothes are pretty.'' Raphael said loudly to him and went his way to the bedroom and wrapped his arms around the shirtless Alec from behind. ''And guess what? You look even more pretty when you don't have any clothes on.''

Alec blushed like usually and turned around to face his boyfriend and put his hands around his neck. ''Hey you were the one who suggested that dinner. Where are we going anyway?''

''That new mall got this great place, so there. And we can take a taxi in there.'' Raphael said him and nuzzled his nose to Alec's neck and whispered. ''And, when we get back... We can do a little dancing in your sheets.''

''Oh that's what you think.'' Alec smiled to him. ''We are going to your place. Remember the last time? Izzy and mom walked on us.''

''Oh I do remember, they saw me cum. That was the most embarrassing thing ever.'' Raphael laughed and buried his face to Alec's shoulder. ''I blame you for that.''

''Hey you chose to ride me, so stop it.'' Alec smiled to him.

They called the cab and went outside to wait it and it ended up to hot making out session. And even when the cab came they were still connected, kissing and all. The poor taxi driver had to honk three times and they finally went in.

''So where is this restaurant?'' Alec asked.

''Second floor, it's very beautiful, you are going to love it. Believe me honey.'' Ragnor purred and took Alec's hands to his.

Alec wasn't perfectly happy, but being with Raphael helped a little. But their relationship was based on sex. Most of the time they had sex and touched each other's and make out. But it ease his pain about missing Magnus. He had once survived two days without thinking about him. It was hell. He didn't want to forget him but the same time he wanted to move on. Alec felt bad for using Raphael although he wasn't in some way using him. He really liked him, but more as an friend than lover...

''Here we are.'' Raphael said to him. ''Let's go inside.''

Alec went inside the restaurant, it was very beautiful, he wasn't lying. There was wine red walls with black figures on them, black lamps and black tables and chairs, but red tablecloth and stuff.

Alec saw Camille, but she didn't saw them, at least he thought she didn't. And she was there sitting with Magnus Bane. Raphael didn't seem to notice them and he didn't want to say anything to him about that.

''You know I love you right?'' Raphael asked randomly.

''Yes, I love you too.'' Alec said. Did I mean that? I don't know I'm not sure...''Raph what's going on?''

And that two seconds when he was looking away Raphael knelt onto one knee and he had a little box in his hands

''W-What ar-are you d-doing?'' Alec stuttered eyes wide.

''Alexander Lightwood, I love you so very much. We have been together for a year now and I don't want to wait any longer.'' Then he opened the tiny box and there was a silvery engagement ring ''Alexander Lightwood, will you do me the honor and become my fiancé?''

What in the name on God was happening!? I can't marry him. I'm still in love with Magnus. And it wouldn't be fair to Raphael either. But if he'd say no their relationship would never be the same again unless they'll really got married what he was never going to do.

''I-I-I hav-have to thin-think abou-about this. So-sorry.'' Alec sad and stand up and ran to the bathroom. He took hold from the sink.

Did he push it too far, now he wanted to fucking marry him. What was he going to say to him!? This was fucked up...

The bathroom door opened and Magnus came in.

''I am not in the mood to argue with you.'' Alec said before Magnus could say even one word.

''I don't care.'' Magnus said. ''You can't marry him Alexander. Are you crazy?''

''That's not your call.'' Alec said to him.

''Please, we can still work this out. We can still be together if you forgive me and-''Magnus talked desperately.

''No we can't, I'm not going to forgive you, and now I'm going to marry the guy I love.'' Alec said to him and tried walk out the bathroom, but Magnus didn't let him.

''You really want to marry him? You want to have big wedding with him and buy a big house and grow old with him.'' Magnus asked and when Alec didn't say anything he continued. ''That's what I thought. You can't marry him if you love someone else, it's not fair to you or him.''

Alec just shook his head and went past Magnus.

He went back to Raphael who looked like he was about to cry, but Camille was there with him.

''Alec?'' Raphael asked. ''Are you going to leave me now?''

''No.'' Alec smiled to him. ''No of course not. And I've been thinking. I'll be happy to marry you darling.''

There was a light in Raphael's eyes again he took the ring and put it to Alec's finger. He wrapped his arms around him and kissed him firmly.

''Let's get out of here.'' Raphael whispered to him and took Alec's hand into his.

And just before they left Alec glanced over Magnus once more and it broke his heart what he saw. Magnus had come out of the bathroom and he was now crying and his green eyes were watching him desperately.

Oh my god the Mortal instruments movie in coming out today, well I'm not able to see it (stupid Finland) :/.

Alec was an ass to Magnus I can say, but things are about to get better with Magnus and Alec, don't worry.

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