It's just no fun anymore...
When did it all stop being a game?
When did it start being a game?
I don't love you.
I don't want to be with someone like him...
Then why do I keep cutting pieces out of me to be p e r f e c t for him?
I don't do anything for me anymore...I do it all for him, for Lucas.
But
In the end it is all supposed to be worth it, right?
Well then, what if it isn't?
I am the Catalyst.
It all started because of me.
Why do I choose the ones that are easy but I don't love?
Why do I fall for the ones I can't have?
In the end I push them all away.
And...
I'm alone.