Chapter 1- this is not the end it's the beginning.
Authors note: Happy Halloween. I'm sorry for the weight; well here is the first chapter.
EPOV:
Volturi Italy.
"Dong, dong"
The place where I will finally see my Bella agene. Oh, to be with her after all these years. Evan if it is through death, I will hopefully see her even if it is for mere moments before I go to hell. Where I'm meant to be, where I should be for leaving her. If I stayed I could have saved her.
"Dong, dong"
I went back for her 5 years after leaving her to find her house empty, she sent faded barley there. Charley's sent faded but not as much. Hers just months older than his. I went searching, looking in phone books, I even got Jaspers associate Mr Jenks to look for her, and he had nothing at the time. I lost so much hope. Then I thought I had hope. Mr Jenks contacted me saying her fond her, I was ecstatic, thinking I could find my angel, I could beg her for forgiveness and maybe she could take me back.
"Dong, dong"
Confusion hit me when he said she was at forks cemetery. I remember asking him "why would she be there, did Charly die? Is she visiting his grave?" then it hit me "how could you pinpoint where she is exactly?" as it hit me it shattered all my hope. "I'm sorry sir" he said "but she has been dead for just under 5 years, around 2, maybe 3 weeks since you moved from your address their..."
"Dong, dong"
I remember him talking but I just couldn't process what he was saying. She died mere weeks after we left. I could have stopped it. I could have saved her. I deserved to die. I wanted to die. I wanted to be with her in death.
"Dong, dong"
And that is how I ended up here standing in Volturi, Italy. Aro had just denied my request of killing me saying "it would be a waste". So I'm forcing there hand. Hear I am standing in the shadow of the town squwere, weighting for the bell to chime for the 12th time, to signalise mid day, to show the sun is at its full height. That I will get another attention to force their hand.
"Dong, dong"
It time I think as I take my step towards the sun. It's time for my death. It's time for me to finally see my beautiful Bella's face. I close my eyes. My mind fills with my memories of her as I take the final step. Out of the shadows and into the light. This is the end I think as I step in to the light.
I then hear a voice in my head a voice that stands out from the babble of voices of others thoughts. "This is not the end it's the beginning..."
Well there it is, the first chapter. I'm not going to ask for reviews, because i know i don't always write them myself. But they will be appreciated. Next chapter hopefully within a week.