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Bonnie p.o.v
I had a soundless sleep, but was woken up to voices talking and I was brought back to the cruel really world. The world were my innocent was taken away from me. I quietly began to sob again.
"Look what you have done know little brother you have woken her up" I heard Damon growl. Then I realise I only had a towel on.
"Ermm Damon I need some clothes" I sniffled
"If you want to get dressed, I went to your house and got you some clothes when you were sleeping. There in the bathroom." so I got and walked slowly to the bathroom and just like he said there was my clothes in the bathroom on the chair in the corner. I got dressed in what Damon had got me and walked back into Damon's room. I saw Elena and Stefan on the bed looking angry, sad, surprise and confused. Damon was stood by the wall next the window, I felt better with Damon near.
"Bonnie are you ok? Come and sit down" Elena said, patting a space between her and Stefan. I sat down and looked at Damon
"Haven't you told them?" I asked. He looked at me, he looked angry.
"No, they think that I seduced you into my bed" anger lased his word and I could see why I was angry to. I jumped up and looked at both of them in disgusted.
"How dare you think that. He saved me" Stefan stood up and walked in front of me
"Saved you from what Bonnie?" I couldn't say it, how would I say it? So instead I let my permanent walls and I projected all the happens of last night, to the moment I said bye to them to the moment I passed out. When I finished I felt sick and disgusted with myself.
"I need a shower, I need a shower" I said, Stefan was just stood there with shock and horror on his face. As I was walking to the bathroom I heard a big thud, I turned to see Damon punch a hole in the wall. Normally I would have asked what the hell he was doing, but I needed a shower, I need to get clean. I walked into the bathroom and ran a shower; I stripped and hopped into the shower. I found some shower gel and a sponge. I poured the shower gel on the sponge and scrubbed myself with the rough side. I scrubbed and I scrubbed, I didn't stopped even when I saw bits of blood mixing in with the water. I just wanted to be clean.
Damon p.o.v
As the witch replayed her memories, I grew even more angry until I was furious and who the hell was 'she'. Someone plan this to happen to my little bird and whoever it was is going to die.
"I need a shower, I need a shower" bonnie said to herself, but I didn't take notice I was thinking about how to get to 'her'. God damn it the only lead we had was that vampire and I killed him. This just made me angrier. I punched the wall in frustration. No matter what but I will find 'her'. I felt a hand on my arm. It was Saint Stefan. He wore a confused look on his face, but never the less he was trying to calm me down.
"Stefan what happen, is bonnie ok?" Elena said in a worried voice. We both turned to look at her
"Ermm Elena I think it would be better to call matt and Meredith and tell you all together" Stefan said
"Stefan I'm her best friend I have a right to know" Elena said stubbornly
"Yes so is Matt and Meredith, they also have a right to know. So we will tell them together" Stefan said. Elena was about to say something but I cut in
"That's if bonnie wants them to know" Elena glared at me.
"And why wouldn't she want to tell her best friends but tell you, eh?" this girl can be so dumb.
"She didn't tell me, I saved her so I know what happen because I was there" I shouted in frustration.
"And what did you save her-" I held I hand up to her and smelled the air. It was blood, just a small amount of blood. But it was coming from the bathroom. I rushed in there and said
"Red what are you doing" she replied by saying
"I'm cleaning myself, I'm so dirty" what I just bathed her last night. I pulled back the curtain back and she didn't even flinch. She was scrubbing her scratches on her tummy that hadn't healed yet. She was making them worse.
"Bonnie stop, you're hurting yourself. Stop bonnie" but she didn't so I grabbed the sponge from her and she shouted
"No Damon I need to clean myself! I'm dirty!" she started to cry. I turned the shower off and grabbed a towel and gave it to her.
"Bonnie you're not dirty OK?" I said looking her in the eye. She just nodded stiffening "Come on get dress" I said as I walked out the door and into my bedroom. Elena wasn't there so I'm guessing she was ring mutt and the scary girl. But Stefan was.
"What happen" Stefan asked full of concern. But I just walked past him and out of the door. I ran down the stairs and into the back yard. I walked to a tree and started to punch it. I didn't understand the feeling I had for that witch. It was so frustrating; I'm Damon Salvatore I don't care for anyone let alone a human, I don't even love Elena anymore. I don't think I ever did, not really. It was just lust and want, I just wanted something that my brother had and she reminded me of Katherine. And again I think that was all just lust and want because my brother had her and I wanted what he had. But these feelings I have for the witch is different. All I want to do is protect her and make sure nothing hurts her. Also what's with me calling her my witch and my little bird? I need to leave fells church; it's this town I just need to clear my head. But not yet I will sort out this mess out first. I'm going the kill that bitch who told that vamp to hurt my Bonnie. There I go again. God pull yourself together Salvatore. I sat down under the leaning my back against the tree and stayed out there for about 10 minutes. But I stared to hearing a car pull in the drive way. So I got up and went into the boarding house though the back door that lead into the kitchen where I saw my brother and bonnie. I turned to her and said
"You ready?" she just nodded in response.
Bonnie p.o.v
After Damon left the bathroom I did as he said and got dressed. I tummy was swore but I didn't really care. I dried my hair and looked in the mirror I looked awful. I looked paler then usually; my eyes looked tired and sad. I tried to smile but you see could that it was fake straight away. I just sighed and walked out the bathroom, only to be greeted by Stefan, he gave me a hug. He didn't say anything, the hug spoke for him, he was sorry for me and will be there for me. When he pulled back he kissed me on the forehead and said
"Were here for you bonnie" I smiled and tried to make look genuine as possible. Don't get me wrong I was happy that they were there for me but the truth is that the damage is done. I also have to find out who 'she' is. I knew someone had planned it as soon as the vamp said 'She said you were going to be easy', those word sent a shiver down my spine, but whom would do that and why. my thoughts were interrupted by Stefan saying
"Bonnie, Matt and Meredith are on their way over. They want to know what has happen to you. But if you don't want to tell them then you don't have ok." I didn't know what to say should I tell them or not bother, I mean it not like they do anything then again they will just hassle me until I them.
"Can you tell them for me, I don't think I could relive that again"
"Yes I will tell them and I will get Damon to tell them the rest"
"Thanks Stefan. Talking about Damon where is he." I asked feeling uneasy without him near. God have you heard yourself girl, you sound so needy just because he saved you doesn't means he actually cares for you. I bet he only did it because it would hurt Elena if I died.
"I think he just outside calming down and thinking. Do you want to be there when I tell them or not?"
"Ermm I think it will be best if I'm there, plus I want to know what happen after I passed out." then I looked were Damon punched the hole in the wall.
"Stefan why did he punch a hole in the wall?"
"I don't know I was going to ask him but he ran in the bathroom. What happen in there Bonnie?" his eyes were full of concern.
"I was scrubbing myself with the sponge and I was going over the scratches over my tummy. So they bleed and I'm guess Damon could smell it."
"Let's have a look" I didn't say anything I just lifted my top up so he could see the scratches. "Bonnie they look awful"
"Thanks" I mumbled pulling my top back down.
"Sorry I didn't mean it like that, look let just go down stairs and put some cream on it ok?"
"Yeah ok" so I followed Stefan out of the room and down the stairs into the kitchen. Stefan pulled out a first aid box, why the hell dose a vampire need a first aid kit. Stefan must of seen my face cause he said.
"I bought it just in case Elena needs it if I wasn't here." he pulled out some cream and put it on his fingers
"Where is Elena?" I asked she wasn't in Damon's room I when I walked in. He then lifts my top to get to my tummy.
"She waiting form Matt and Meredith on the drive" He started to gentle message the cream into the scratches. If this was Damon I would be going bright red at the fact that he is messaging cream on my tummy, but with Stefan its different he is like a brother I never had. Once he finished he dropped my top and put the cream back in the box. And just as I stared to hear a car coming up the drive Damon walked in he looked at me and said
"You ready?" I just nodded in response.
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