A/N: IM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATEE! I'm going to make this chapter super amazing to try and make up for my laziness. Thank you to everyone who reviewed last chapter, it means a lot!

He held the letter and read through the tear stains and listened to Olivia's soft whimpers in the background. He finished reading the letter and couldn't find words to say what he was feeling. Nothing he taught of was good enough for a moment like this. Nothing was good enough for her. He grabbed her and let her head rest on his shoulder. He kissed her on the forehead and held her close to his chest.

"This changes who I am. Everything I knew about myself was a lie" she said softly trying not to move.

"No Olivia this doesn't change who you are. You are still Detective Benson, still brown haired chocolate eyed Olivia, and you are still the woman I fell in love with ten years ago" he managed to say. She looked at him with her sparkling eyes that he loved so much and instantly felt safe.

"Elliot, you know I love you too, but right now I'm falling apart, I have a broken heart that is barley beating. My whole life I wanted something solid to hold on to, I taught I was half way there, and now everything around me is changing. I just need sometime to adjust" she said no daring to break eye contact.

"Just sleep. We can talk more tomorrow, you look exhausted. Don't worry I'm not going anywhere" he said lying against the couch while she lay on top of him still wrapped in his strong arms.

She couldn't help but notice how right this felt. She wanted to tell him that she had fallen in love with him ten years ago also and that she had never wanted anything more than to be in this exact position for the rest of her life. She was happier now than ever before. She fell asleep with a smile on her face.

The next morning when Olivia woke up she was in her bed and Elliot was not with her. She was crushed and confused. She taught back to when he said 'I'm not going anywhere' and decided to check her apartment to see if he was still there. When she looked on her couch she saw him sleeping like an angel, and laughed a little about how tough strong Elliot Stabler looked cute in his sleep. She heard his phone vibrating and walked to the coffee table to see if it was Cragen. When she flipped open the screen she saw there was a text message from Kathy.

"Elliot where the hell are you?! I have called you 20 times, you better not be with her again!"

She flipped the phone closed and put it back down. She had forgotten they were still together and he world came crushing down again.

"Good morning sunshine" he said smiling at her.

"Elliot, you should really go. Kathy is probably wondering where you are" she said in a shaky voice.

"Liv, what's wrong?" he said scared to know the answer.

"Your still married, that's what's wrong! Please just go home, I will see you at work" she turned away as he stood up and started walking towards the door.

"Olivia, you know I'm just in that marriage for Eli, I really do love you" she looked at him, "Alright see you at work Liv" he shut the door behind him as she fell to the ground.

Why me. Why do I always get my heart broken? She doesn't deserve him. She doesn't love him like I do. She taught to her self. She walked to the bathroom and striped and got in the shower. The steam helped her clear her mind and let her relax for a couple minutes until she heard her phone ringing and saw it was Cragen.

"Hi captain what is it?" she asked promptly. He whispered get down here, which worried her.

"Yea I will be there in twenty minutes" she hung up the phone and got dressed quickly.

She got in her car and raced to the station to find the entire building locked down. There were cops everywhere outside of the precinct. She found the head of the swat team that was there and demanded to know exactly what the hell was going on.

"There is an armed man in the building" he said trying not to lose focus and stay in his position

"Is Elliot Stabler in there?"

"Yeah are you his partner Olivia" he asked

"Yes why? Is he okay?" she questioned frantically.

"He is okay for now, he is trying to hold this guy off, he is asking for you and he somehow knows Elliot is your partner"

"Who is the armed man?" she practically screamed

A/N: Okay I hope you liked this chapter. Any guesses for who the gunman is going to be? Reviews always welcome and appreciated. Thanks 3