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Chapter2: Why did you save me? What are your real reasons?
Akira
I walked around the room the next day, cleaning up. Sesshomaru was in here early. 'I think he was here all night. I wonder why he cares for her so. He treats her like glass. I wonder how I could get him to leave,' I thought sighing,'The only way would for Rin to want his attention. That would be easy.' After I finished straightening up, I made a bee line for Rin-chan's room. I knocked very quietly"Rin-chan? Its me Akira." "Rin is happy to see Akira." "Do you think you could talk Sesshomaru-sama into taking a walk with you or something? All he does is sit by that girl's side. I think I might be able to wake her up. I want to find out what happened to her. I could probably help." I informed the little girl quietly. "Sure Rin, wants to go for a walk anyway" With that she started to skip down the hallway.Humming I walked to the kitchen to get the girl some food and cha. (A/N: If you don't already know cha means tea.) I jumped a little when Sesshomaru appeared behind her. "At Rin's request we will be going on walk. If there is any change in her condition have Jaken come retrieve me immediatly.""Yes, my lord." Both Jaken and I responsed at once. With that they walked away. "Jaken you stand outside."I said to him as soon as we reached the room. "Whatever." I walked over the girl. "Girl, you need to wake up.""Fine. I'm up." This suprised me."How'd you get him to leave" "I had Rin make him go on a walk with him." This got her chuckling"Always have the children do it they can never resit." "What's your name so I can stop calling you girl" "My name is Kagome"she said smirking. "Well Kagome-sama, I'm glad your up." "Please just call me Kagome." "Okay, Kagome. How did Sesshomaru-sama find you" She smiled sadly before answering"He caught me when I tried to jump to my death." I gasped"You tried to take your own life" "Yes." "Why" "Because of his brother, Inuyasha. He promised his undead lover he kill me for her. I decided I was the reason she couldn't be fully alive so...I decided to give it back to her by taking my own. I possess part of her soul. By dieing she would revived fully." "OMG" I said still shocked" You loved this Inuyasha didn't you" "Yes"she replied sadly" Um, you would be able to find clothes for me please" I just remembered she was in a sleeping gown. "Oh, I'm so sorry" "Its okay"Kagome gave me a warm smile. "OMG! I was supposed to alert Sesshomaru-sama when you awake" "Why don't we just go to him instead" "Are you sure you can" "Yes. If you come with me." "Okay." I went over to the chest and pulled out a amber kimono with foxes all over it. It also had a orangish red obi. It was so beautiful. It match her chocolate brown eyes...
Sesshy-sama
Rin skipped ahead of me, with energy only a eight year old girl could. She stopped every so often to pick a pretty flower. No matter what I did my thoughts wandered to that girl.
'Why was I so afraid to whether she woke up or not?'
' Because you've been attracted to her since you met her.'
'Two things: I have not been attracted to her and who the hell are you?'
'I'm the humane side of you and yes you have. But you won't admit it right now.'
'What do mean not right now?'
'I mean I'm going to later on.'
'Grrrr...you can not make me do anyhting!'
'Oh yes I can. Watch me' After that thought I walked straight off the road into a tree.'I told you so. eep! I'll leave you alone...for now'
'Finally. Some peace and quiet. Maybe my humane side was right and I have devoloped feelings for this human. How else could you explain me sitting at her bedside all night.' I was broken out of my thoughts by two women yelling to each other:
"Come on and hurry up Akira-chan" "Kagome are you sure you should be running" "I'm fine!Oof" "Kagome-chan I told you so"one voice said laughing"You've been not using your legs so they're wobbly" "Oh well! I'll get them un-wobbly" "Two things: You're going to fall again and Is that even a word" "Dunno! If its not it is now" One said still giggling" Hey Akira-chan! Where do you think they are" "Knowing Rin...A few feet ahead in the flower patch" "Okay! Hey Akira" "Yes" "I'll race you" "No fair! Your already way ahead of me" "Sorry! But: Eat my dust" "You'll regret those words" More laughter. Then the women reach the flower patch. Its was my servant and the miko? Both were giggling so hard they were out of breathe. Kagome was wearing a beautiful kimono that looked great on her and Akira was wearing the usual. Finally, they noticed me and Rin staring. Akira blushed and Kagome gave a cheerful wave. They both walked slowly across the clearing talking quietly but I could still hear them"Kagome,where did you learn to run that fast" "I hunted demons remember? You have to get fast to dodge them."" Duh, sorry.Uh-oh we're in trouble." "How can you tell" "His eyes." "Oh. Just tell him, that I demanded you come with me to find him. Its true anyway." "Not completely." "Oh well. I'll take the heat for it. I didn't want you to get in trouble." "Thank you, but let me." "No" She said forcibly"Besides he can probably hear us." "OMG! I forgot his hearing was better than a human's. eep" I had to grin at this this. Akira didn't notice but Kagome did. He was sure of it. So he yelled to them "You're not in trouble both of you! Now stop walking at a turtle's pace" Kagome turned to Akira again. "Hey Akira" "What" "I'll race you." "Okay. On the count of three." "Okay. 1...2...3..GO" Kagome and Akira starting running. Kagome was winning by much. He stepped directly into their path. Kagome never had a chance to stop. "EEP" Both girls said at the same time.He stopped her with his arms(A/N: Yes I said arms. In this fic he has both.) "Oof! That hurt." Kagome muttered. Akira didn't run into him so she didn't say anything. He gave Kagome a hand up. "Are you okay" "Yup" "Kagome-chan, aren't you acting a little bit hyper" Akira asked her. "I know. While you weren't looking I dumped alot of sugar into my cha and soup" "Oh kami. Why don't you go run around with Rin for a while" I said. "Okay! Hey Rin" "Yeah" "Your it" "Not fair"
Akira
I watched Kagome run with Rin for a bit. Then I turned to Sesshomaru-sama. "My lord" "Yes Akira" "Why did you save Kagome-chan" He sat thinking for a moment. "I have no idea." "I think Rin-chan is glad you did. I'm also grateful." "..." We sat in silence for a while until. "We should head back Rin is ready to fall asleep on her feet." "Fine. Akira, you go ahead of us to the castle and tell them to serve dinner shortly." "Yes my lord." With that I took off ahead.
Sesshy-sama
I turned to Kagome who was holding Rin. "Do you want me to carry her" "No. I'm okay. The 'sugar' wore off." "You never where hyper were you" She sighed"No." "Will you go back to Inuyasha" "No. I don't think I ever can. I need to get my son, though." "You have son" "Yes. Only through youkia adoption laws." "Oh." "Do you think I could go back to get him" "If you wish" I said almost sadly"I'm not using you as bait or anything." "Why did you save me" "I honestly don't know." "Well...If I left could I come back" "Yes but, why would you want to come back" "I don't have anywhere else to go. I have no life at my home. I can't go back to the group...I made a promise. Plus they think I'm dead." "Are you not afraid of me" "No. Reason being is if you saved me from taking my life, carry around a orphaned girl, and would allow me to return. You can not be as cold as you want me to believe. I think you have a good reason why you hate that baka, emotions, and humans. I don't care if you want to tell me but if you do whenever I'll be glad to listen." "I think one reason I saved you is because you're a good person. Also that no one should want to take their own life. Even if I myself have tried" I mummbled the last part to myself. Unfortunatly she heard and let out a small gasp. And whispered quietly so only I could hear "Why would you want to take your own life" "I'll explain tonight." "Alright." "Kagome-chan" "Yes Rin" "Can you sing me a song" "Of course. Now lets see...I know. I'll sing MY DECEMBER." So, she started to sing in the most heavenly voice:
This is my
December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This
is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered
home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just
wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I
missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make
you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't
feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back
all the
Things I said to you
And I give
it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my
December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me
pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just
wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I
missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like
there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
things
I said to you
And I give
it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all
away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my
December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This
is all so clear
And I give
it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all
away
To have someone
To come home to
How fitting the
song seemed. 'She has the most beautiful voice. It did not hurt my
ears as many women's did. Is she an angel?' I thought to myself,'If
she is she's a fallen one. Why would anyone hurt her so bad she tried
to end her life? Inu-baka would. He never cares. I've seen him hurt
her over and over again...Yet, she puts on a cheerful facade and does
everything for them. No one seems to notice. Hell, even I didn't.
Seeing her determination, inspired me. It still does. Why do we all
hurt her so? Why does she get back up with a smile everytime her
heart is broken? What does she have to keep her going?' He was
snapped out of his thoughts when he saw a hand waving in front of his
face and Kagome's voice saying"Sesshomaru-sama" "What"
"We're here." "They asked how your walk was." She
said pointing at the guards. I nodded to them and walked into the
hallway. "You should change for dinner." "Okay.
Um...How do I get there" "Come I'll show you." We
started walking through the halls. "Sesshomaru-sama" "Yes"
"Thank you for saving my life from myself." "No one
deserves to die by their own hands. Except if they have no heart, or
emotions." "Hmm. We need to talk about that later." I
nodded"After dinner." "Whose room is next to mine"
I actually smirked at that"Mine." "Oh okay" "You
are truly a strange woman." "And why would that be"
"
Because you actually trust me." "Sesshomaru, I
know you were in my room all night." I stiffened slightly at
this. "Calm down, I'm not mad. I was awake. I woke up a hour
after you fell asleep. I would've ran if I didn't trust you. I
would've jumped out of your grasp back at the cliff and finished
dieing." "Why did you try to kill yourself" "Like
you I'll explain later." "Fine. Here we are." "Thank
you." I nodded then entered my own chambers.
Mouse: Hey guys! Please keep reading and reveiwing! Luv ya. Ja ne! Still flames are accepted but not highly apperciated.