Spencers POV

Everything was as I imagined it would be. I took one last look at myself in the mirror. Just to make sure that everything was right. I didn't want to disappoint everyone on this day, of all days. Or at least I didn't want to disappoint one person. Everyone else really didn't matter to me. Just what she thought.

I was wearing a beautiful full length white dress, with a trail at least 4 feet long. It wasn't too decorated. Simple. My hair was down. Not curled. We all know that hers will be. But I don't mind.

So my hair was straight and covered in what seemed to be a fishnet. I don't know why I'm wearing one of these. It's ridiculous. But this is what she wants. Her one condition. I played the moment over in my head.

'Spence, why do we have to make a big thing out of this?' Ashley whined at me.

'Because it's all I've ever dreamt of since I was like 4! My dream wedding.' I pleaded. Knowing that if I pout just a few more times that she would give in to me. She loves it when I pout.

'Urgh! And you're sure about it?'

'I couldn't be more.'

'Ok then. But on one condition, the rest can be all your choice. You can have like $2million to work with if you do this one thing for me.'

'And what might that be?' I teased her and tilted my head.

'Wear a veil. A long one. White.' She looked deep in thought. Like she was imagining me wearing one.

'Ok' of all the things that she could have asked of me she asked that. She could have asked for what she wears to be her own choice. Or something that wouldn't humiliate her. Why this?

I don't know why I never asked her why.

There was a loud knock at the door as my Mom came stumbling through it. She had tears in her eyes.

"Spencer you look beautiful! You nervous?"

"More than you know!" she came over and hugged me. Just what I needed right now.

"Well we need to go because the limo is waiting outside for you. Where's Ashley?"

"Oh she left last night. I think she went to Aiden's. You know, she believes in the whole 'can't see the bride before the wedding' thing." My Mom just looked puzzled. Whether it was at Ashley being so sentimental, or that fact that we were both brides. I just laughed at her.

"Where's your bouquet?'"

"I think its out on the table."

We walked out to get it. She looked at me once more.

"I can't believe you're getting married already! It seems like only yesterday that we brought you home from the hospital. I can't lie to you Spence, I still wish that you were marrying a man." I opened my mouth to shout at her but she stopped me, "But as long as you are happy, I don't mind so much anymore" she smiled at me, letting me know that she loved me.

The journey from the loft to the venue seemed to last eternity. I couldn't wait to just get there. Walk down the aisle to be with ash again. Last night away from her was hell.

Finally we got there! My Mom got out first, then me and straightened out my dress and stupid veil for me.

"You ready?" she asked, excitement trailing her voice.

"As ready as I'm going to be" I'm so nervous. Why though? It's not like our lives are going to be much different after today. I'll just be called Mrs Carlin-Davies

Mom rushed down the aisle to take a seat next to my father and signalled Chelsea, Kyla and Madison to come and meet me. I decided that I didn't want him to give me away. I don't know why. It just didn't feel all that important. They arrived.

"Are you alright you look kind of ill Spence?"

"I'll be fine. I'm just nervous!"

They were all wearing bright red bridesmaids' dresses, long and made of silk.

"How does it look out there" I asked Kyla.

"Great! And Ashley looks beautiful." She saw the worry on my face. I had let her pick out what she was going to wear. I was the least I could do.

"Ok… I think I'm ready." I breathed.

Madison stuck her head around the corner of the marquee, and signalled to the band to start playing the traditional wedding march.

I stepped into the middle of the aisle, my heart pounding in my throat. I took a look around before I started to walk. The aisle was a lane of white carpet. About 100 people were sat on white chairs that had white fabric draped over them. The aisle was decorated with flowers hanging above it. The vicar was stood on a raised platform with a wooden arch covered in flowers covering it, the band to one side playing their march, slowly, and on the other was Aiden stood as Ashley's best man.

Ashley stood next to Aiden. I nearly passed out she looked so beautiful. She was wearing mostly black. She had a black waist coat on with extravagant collars that came halfway up her neck with a white bra on underneath. Her skirt was short and black but she was wearing something else. I couldn't quite make it out from here but it was black but the material was light and almost see through. It was all the way down to the floor. What ever it was she looked hot! Her hair was down, in loose ringlets, a blonde streak put into her fringe especially for today. It wasn't there when she left me yesterday though!

I set off slowly. I just wanted to run to her, hug her and never let her go. But I resisted. I was halfway down now. Ashley's smile getting wider with every step I took until she crinkled her nose. I love it when she does that. It always makes my knees turn to jelly.

My bridesmaids sat down. I hadn't realised that they had walked down in front of me.

Ashley took a step towards me and put her hand in the centre of my lower back. My very lower back. It sent chills down my spine.

"You wore it!" she whispered so only I could hear.

"I told you I would."

As one, we stepped up to the vicar. She started the ceremony. Before I knew it Ash was saying her vows. I hadn't heard them yet. I'm nervous

"I, Ashley Davies, take you, Spencer Carlin, to be my wife. You have been there for me through thick and thin." I tilted my head to put her off. It worked! "Umm… Oh! Yeah… Umm… You are truly my best friend, my lover. My life. I will love you forever. Through sickness and through health. Until death do us part. I love you Spence." She glared at me for doing that but I giggled at her.

"I, Spencer Carlin, take you, Ashley Davies, to be my wife. We have been through a lot of ups and an awful lot of downs but we have always stuck together." She stared playing with my hands, trying to put me off like I did her. It wasn't working. "You are the best thing that ever happened to me." Fuck! She crinkled her nose! "Umm… I… umm… I love you Ash. Always have and always will. When I wake up in the morning, you're the first thing on my mind. You're the last thing that I think of before I fall asleep. I will always be there for you. Through sickness and health. Until death do us part. And even then I don't think that will be enough"

"Me either" she whispered.

I gazed into her deep brown eyes, longing for this stupid ceremony to be over already. I know I wanted it and all, but I just want to hold Ashley again.

"I do" Ashley smiled at me

"Spencer, do you take Ashley to be your wife?"

"Yeah. I do!"

"The rings?" the vicar said to Aiden

The rings were another thing I let Ash pick. I got the engagement rings. It only seemed fair.

He passed over a dark blue velvet cushion with two silver rings that had diamonds surrounding it. They sparkled in the sun and almost blinded us. Ash picked one up, as I held up my hand. She held on tightly to my finger and slid the ring on. I did the same for her.

I looked up and smiled as she laughed at how cheesy and hallmarky this all was.

"I know pronounce you wife and well umm… wife! You can now kiss the bride."

FINALLY! I threw my arms around her neck, pulling her immediately into my chest.

"Don't ever leave me Ash. Even for the night!"

"I wont, I promise." Slowly she lifted up the net that was covering my face and she kissed me. Hard and slow. She tasted so good, I didn't want to stop. Screw the people that were waiting for us to run up the aisle. But she pulled away and ran. I followed her like some love sick teen. We ran into the massive marquee where the reception was just about to start.

She pulled me in to her, chest to chest. I rested my forehead on hers. Her breath on my skin was driving me mad.

"Do we have to stay for this?" I asked and pouted. She had a really dirty smile on her face. A lot like the one she had that night after pride, so many years ago. That was probably one of the best nights of my life.

"We have to at least stay for the meal. I'm starving and you know there's nothing in the fridge. Not since Kyla moved out."

"Fine. I'll go and talk to the caterers and see if they can do it like now!" I kissed her on the nose and scurried away. 'I have a wife!' I kept thinking it over and over. 'She's my WIFE! I love her!' finally I got back to her.

"So what they say?" she looks so damn hot. How am I supposed to answer that when my mind is full of very unholy, uncensored thoughts?

"Uhh… they said to get everyone seated and then they will bring it out."

In what seemed to be the blink of an eye we were all on our desserts. To my left, Ashley had finished her slice of wedding cake and was having a quite conversation with Aiden who was sat on the other side of her. On my right Kyla was joking with Madison and Chelsea, only crumbs on her plate.

A hand reached to the inside of my thigh. Chills went up and down my spine. I was starting to regret the whole white thing because I could feel just about all the blood in my body rush to my face. Her hand was creeping slowly up my thigh. This is unbearable! Having her touch me like this and not being able to do anything about it. She was still talking to Aiden!

ant it to go further. stop it going any further. ything about it.s all hrough. ra on inderneath. an.

She knows how I feel. I can tell. I put my hand on hers to stop it going any further. Oh how I want it to go further.

Aiden stood up and started his speech. I reached over to Ash and put my hand on her bare leg. I pressed down, not too much, but enough to let her know that she was in trouble for what she did a moment ago. She grabbed my hand. Obviously she couldn't bear it either. We started playing with each others hands under the table.

The room erupted in laughter as Aiden finished his speech. He obviously told a really bad joke but people were too polite not to laugh. There was an awkward silence. I think that was our cue to say something. Ash stood up. I looked at her thigh and realised that I had pressed a little too hard. She still had 5 thick white lines against her tanned skin. Going from her inner knee to the very top of her thigh. Luckily her skirt made it look like they stopped where it began. She started her speech.

"Umm… thank you all for coming out today!" the audience chuckled at that silly play on words. "Well I wanted to take this chance to tell my darling wife where we are going on out honeymoon." I had completely forgotten about the honeymoon. Ash's loft would be just great at this moment in time. She turned to me. All those unholy thoughts from before came back and I couldn't take my eyes off of her chest. "We are going to a very picturesque part of Greece for two weeks." I stood up and kissed her. All our friends and family applauded us.

"The rest of the reception will take place outside. There will be a buffet in her in two hours. So stay. Have a drink. Crash if you need to. But overall just have fun" I ordered them all. Outside the DJ started the music. I leaned into Ashley. "Can we get out of here now?" I whispered.

"I think people will want to congratulate us. Then well go."

Reluctantly I followed her into the mass of people, gripping her hand as hard as I could, just incase I lost her. Congratulations flying at us from every direction. Finally we got to my parents!

"What are you two still doing her?" said my Mom

"What do you mean?" Ashley laughed at me for asking such an obvious question. She leaned into me and told me what my Mom meant.

"MOM!" I never expected her to imply anything like that to me. Especially with another girl.

Mom, Dad, Glen and Ash all laughed at me.

"So we'll see you two in a few weeks? Don't worry we'll make sure all this gets taken care of."

"That will be great, thanks Mr C"

I looked around for Aiden. He was dancing with Madison and Kyla. Ash grabbed my hand and she started to look for him.

"Hes a little busy." I pointed in his direction. We fell into each other laughing.

"You know what this means?" she started walking towards the limo and obediently I followed.

We slid into the back seat like hormone crazy teens after prom. She started kissing me. Slowly. Teasing me. How can she do this to me! She knows how much I want her. And yet she won't let me have her. Not just yet anyway. The limo pulled away. And so did Ashley. I hate it when she does that. I pushed her against the side of the limo and started kissing her. Aggressively. I couldn't stop myself. My hand moving slowly from her tigh, to her small firm bum, onto her hips. Slowly, I moved my hand to the buttons on her waist coat kissing her harder. The car stopped. We were back at the loft. The driver came and opened the door and Ash fell out. I couldn't stop myself laughing. She glared at me as if to say that it was all my fault.

I rushed out of the limo and helped her up, my trail almost suffocating her. Holding hands, we ran into the building, to the lift. 'PING' it arrived. We piled into it, making sure that my trail was in before the doors closed. I leaned up against the back wall of that small room. Ashley walked over to me very seductively, and pressed all of her body on mine and kissed me. More passionately than ever before.

'PING' finally we have arrived. I escaped Ashley and ran along the hall to out loft.

"Hang on Spence. Don't go in yet!"

"Why not?" I unlocked the door and swing it open.

"Well, I kinda wanna carry you over the threshold."

"Aww… that's sweet. Ok. But answer this for me first."

"Sure" she pressed into me again. I found it hard to find the words that I was trying to say, but I wanted so badly to get into the loft. She kissed me. Fuck! Why do that! I was hotter by the moment so I had to do something.

I spun Ashley round so that I was now the one dominating.

"Why did you want me to wear a veil so bad?"

"From the day I decided I was gay, it was always my dream, that if I ever found anyone that I cared enough for, loved enough, to marry them, I would lift up their veil and kiss them. You made my dream come true Mrs Spencer Carlin Davies. Thank you." She kissed me and spun me round so that she was again the one dominating. "I love you Spence."

"I love you too Ash. Can we go inside now? Please." I think she could hear the desperation in my voice. No doubt she could see it on my face. She scooped me up in her arms and kissed me. Carried me through the door, into her bedroom and laid me down on the bed. She ran back out to shut the door and on her way back she had stripped almost completely naked. Only her underwear left. She minced over to me and started unzipping my dress. I let it fall to the floor as she pushed me back onto the bed.

"Finally." I breathed.

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A/N: so this is all ive uploaded at the mo cos' i want to know if you guys like it first. if you do i will write the next 'chapter' and then eventually the ones that i already have done...

so tell me if you like it or you wont get any more

oh and can someone tell me how to do authors notes properly please cos what ive done now is add it onto the end of the documant... is that right???