Justin p.o.v
Justin walked into school first having decided he didn't want to draw attention to him and Austin. In his mind he knew he was being paranoid but he didn't want them to get found out just yet – to him it was all new and exciting. Realising he had 10 minutes before the first lesson he decided to look for his friends, daydreaming while walking he didn't realise the person in front of him.
"JUSTIN! Jheez! Laughed Lily. He suddenly felt awkward. "Sorry" he smiled apologetically trying to get out of her way as quickly as he could; it wasn't that he wanted to avoid her it was the fact that Lily probably thought that him and Austin still liked her. " So, Justin did you find out why Austin quit class?" Lily asked looking concerned. "Erm is it because we kissed and he doesn't want things to be awkward because I'm totally cool about the whole thing" Lily said oblivious to the new situation. As Justin was about to answer Lily started waving somebody to come over. Justin turned around to see Austin walking over with a sheepish grin on his face. GREAT! Justin thought.
"Hey!" Austin greeted abit over the top for Justin's liking and he realised Lily noticed this too. "Hey so, what's up with you… why did you quit class?" Lily asked. " I just didn't feel the same about it, but I kinda regret it now" Austin answered more casually. " Cool well you will probably be let back in …erm look Austin I was wondering if you would like to go to the pictures and for a meal someti… "WOAHH!" Justin interrupted feeling suddenly jealous and upstaged by Lily. Justin's outburst stunned Lily he saw that Austin was shuffling his feet and looking really apprehensive and looking awkwardly at both himself and Lily. "what's it got to do with you?" Lily asked jokingly but Justin could tell she was mad at how he totally spoilt her and Austin's moment. "I'm sorry I will leave you guys to it" Justin said feeling bad. He looked at Austin and mouthed sorry and turned to leave just as the bell for the first lesson rang. "What's wrong with him? …. Any way's just think about my offer…" he heard Lily say in the background.
Austin p.o.v
After Austin saw Justin disappear inside he decided to kill the 10 minutes he had left to find some mates. As he was walking to his group of mates he saw Lily wave him over to her and the person she was talking to as he got closer he realised it was Justin. He realised how awkward the situation must be for him as he kissed him and Lily on the same night – and it wasn't that long after the other. He decided to just go along with the conversation. However, now after how the conversion went he was feeling as bad as ever. Justin didn't need to apologise to him he decided, he actually found it endearing that he got jealous….I must mean something to him he thought. Then he realised, that Justin must feel bad as Lily had invited Austin out on a date and they hadn't got that far yet. Well I'm going to ask him later so it will be fine Austin thought to himself. However, he was still unsure how he was supposed to handle the Lily situation. She obviously liked him and he now felt bad for kinda leading her on that night. Lessons that day went pretty slowly and he couldn't concentrate he got sent out twice that day which meant his parents would be notified. GREAT! They will get even more worried now he chastised himself. When the bell finally rang he couldn't wait to meet Justin.
Justin p.o.v
Justin couldn't believe how he handled that meeting with Lily he knew he was probably overthinking things and been over the top but he couldn't stop thinking that he totally made a mess of that encounter. He tried finding Austin at break to see if he was ok with the situation but to no avail. For the rest of the day he couldn't concentrate and mouthed back to one of the teachers which meant a phone call home – teachers shouldn't call you a diva anyway! Thought Justin. He was very defiant for the rest of the day only speaking to his close mates. They all wanted to know what was wrong but he didn't give anything away. When the bell rang he rushed out of school to the place he was meant to be meeting Austin. He couldn't contain his relief when he saw him standing there adorably waiting for him. This made Justin feel a lot better and his overthinking seemed very silly now.
Austin p.o.v
Austin didn't know if Justin would be thinking of ending their…. Well nothing at the moment he mused to himself. Then he saw Justin and he got a butterfly feeling at the pit of his stomach that he had never had with anyone else. He knew this was different but he didn't know how yet and this both scared and excited him.
"Hey…look I'm sorry about the whole thi.." Austin decided to silence him with a kiss. After the short kiss had ended; he didn't want anyone to see he just said what he felt without thinking first "I don't want Lily" he said with conviction that he didn't know he had in him. Justin smiled that smile that made Austin feel warm and that told him they were going to be fine. "So with that said we need to talk about how where going to handle this situation…Damn why do I have to be so irresistible" he said with that cockiness that always comes through now and again. Justin rolled his eyes but couldn't help but giggle. "Well how about we talk about it at mine" Justin said. Austin could see Justin was still on edge and even though it was endearing he wanted them to be fully ok around eachother. "Sounds good" Austin said flipping out his phone and sending a text to his mum Gonna Justins don't know how long for see you when I get back x. Flipping his phone back down were like flipping away all the sudden problems that had been created at home by the secret he was keeping. The truth was he felt further away from his family then ever…
Justin p.o.v
Justin was happy when Austin agreed to come back to his but the walk home was very silent and not in the comfortable way. Justin knew Austin was probably thinking about problems at home. He confided in him this morning at the park about how he just couldn't be close to his family. Due to him thinking that if they abandon him it will not hurt him as much but he could see it was already hurting him and it made him feel sad too. When they got back to his Austin seemed to have become more happy they decided to play on their favourite games that they had ranked in order; tricky task when you can't agree on some things but luckily they both chose their first one and they both picked the same. Obviously Austin kept winning Justin. He was so stuck up when he won this would usually fuel up Justin's angry side but when Austin did it, it was just…sexy…ok stopping that train of thought. Austin was looking at him oddly and he realised he had put his hand on his thigh really close to … "I'm so sorry!" Justin shouted cursing at himself in his head. Austin licked his lips and grinned back. Justin didn't know what to do so grinned back too.
"Hey you guys, do you want popcorn and soda?" Ignacio asked striding into the room and unknowingly spoiling the moment. "Yeah sure" Justin said preoccupied with thoughts. "yeah please" Austin said moving closer to Justin…. Justin didn't know if it was subconsciously or what but it made him tense. When Ignacio had got their food and drink and gone to see Bobby Justin felt calmer and bought up conversation again "Do you want to stay on this or do something else?" he asked.
When he looked round Austin looked nervous and Justin couldn't understand why. Totally disregarding the question Austin asked his own which shocked Justin but made him really happy at the same time " erm so I was thinking do you want to do something different than play games at your house? Justin was shocked because he knew Austin was asking him out on a date but then doubt crept in so he stalled .
"Do you mean at your house? " … Justin knew he sounded weird but he didn't want to rush Austin and he might not be asking him out yet. "noooo,"… Austin sounded very childlike and Justin couldn't help but feel flattered. " like go to the cinema..like a date" Austin finished off nervously. Justin was shocked and his jaw dropped to the floor "unless guys don't do that and you don't think it's a good idea" Austin cut in looking doubtful and a little scared. Justin suddenly realised he had to salvage the situation as he was waiting for this " I totally think it's a good idea yeah" he said nodding to enthusiastically. "cool" Austin grinned turning back to the game they were playing. "When are we going?" Justin asked feeling more than over excited. "How about tomorrow night?" Austin asked. Justin nodded and touched Austins face. He could feel sparks and a pull just as they were about to kiss they were pulled back to reality by the sound of the door and the loud chatter of Ignacio and soon to be step dad Bobby. Justin felt the shock run up his body at how close they came to nearly getting caught and he stood up very quickly to break contact with Austin.
"Hey Papi, Bobby" " Mum isn't here Bobby" Justin finished lamely not really knowing where he was going to take the conversation. " I know but I came to invite you to my bachelorette party, you me, me and Ignacio hitting the clubs tomorrow night!" Bobby shouted enthusiastically. Justin's stomach dropped…did he really just say tomorrow! "Look I can't go" he said trying to avoid the hurt expression on Bobby's face. "Why not?" Justin was feeling really bad but he wanted to be with Austin "Me and Austin have plans". "It doesn't matter we can do them another time" Austin interrupted. While Papi and Bobby thanked him Justin glared at Austin but he couldn't stay mad for long when Austin used the puppy eyes.
After Bobby had gone and Ignacio was in the kitchen cooking things had gotten awkward downstairs. "I'm sorry! Austin finally said to break the silence but I think you should go and support Bobby he's going to be your stepdad. Justin felt bad for making Austin think he had to justify himself. "I'm not mad silly I was just a bit put out that we had just made plans and then that happened.
Feeling better and knowing that they wouldn't get interrupted they finally went into Justin's room. "WOW!" is that your closet Austin asked walking into the walk in wardrobe. Justin suddenly felt exposed. He knew other boys wouldn't care about fashion as much as he does and he hoped Austin wouldn't be put off by this. But Austin looked really intrigued and was looking through everything.
Justin just sat on the floor watching him and daydreaming until Austin bent down to look at his shoe collection and he saw the waistband of his boxers. He didn't know his breath had hitched until Austin turned round and looked at him as if it to ask what's wrong. "How about we go on the balcony?" Justin asked. Knowing he couldn't get into another situation like this?
Austin p.o.v
When they sat on the balcony everything suddenly came together for Austin. There was a full moon and a couple of stars occupying the sky. Normally he wouldn't have cared but because he was sharing this with Justin it felt intimate. "OMG those stars totally make the shape of last weeks dodged up nose jobs in vogue… did you see it…what's her name now?" Austin couldn't help but laugh at how random that was. "Sorry that was abit weird" Justin said. Austin couldn't help but laugh. "I love it when your weird it makes you, you!". Austin loved the smile that Justin did after he said things like that. They stayed quite for a few more minutes after that until Justin began to shiver. "Do you want to go in?" Austin asked. Justin shook his head. "How about we share body heat?" Austin asked laying down on a blanket they had laid out and offering out his arm for Justin to lay on his chest. Austin couldn't help but smile when a blush crept on Justin's cheeks but he still laid on him.
After just listening to each other's heartbeat Austin begrudgingly got up. "Where are you going?" Justin asked huskily looking like he had just woken up which made Austin smile. "I think I will have to go home" Austin said in an unhappy tone. "Stay the night, please" Austin couldn't believe Justin had just asked him that but he was very happy about it. "Are you sure?" he asked as confirmation. "Sure my mum and Aunt Betty are going to be away all weekend and my Papi will not know". Austin kissed Justin lustfully and then told him he was going to call his parents.
When he got to the bathroom he suddenly realised calling them wasn't an option he knew they would say no- I swear they think I've joined a cult or something he mused to himself. Taking the cowards way out he decided to text his mum Hey, mum I'm sleeping at Justin's don't wait up- sorry I just don't want to be waking you up at this hour and asking you x. He knew it sounded wrong but he couldn't be bothered to re phrase it so went back into Justin's room.
When he opened the door Justin was sat on the bed deliberating over something and talking to himself which made Austin smile. To let him know he was there he coughed. "oh" "erm" "I thought we could both sleep on my bed if you want or if you don't I will sleep on the floor. Justin rushed out making Austin giggle. "Yeah let's share the bed so uncomfortable on the floor" Austin replied. Justin nodded and told him he was going in the bathroom to get changed.
Austin then realised he had no pjs to wear; not that he wore them anyway he normally slept in boxers but he didn't know if that would freak Justin out. Although he finally decided to just wear his boxers as Justin was wearing pjs anyway so it wouldn't matter. After stripping off he sat on the bed and waited for Justin to come back.
"So what time do you want to go to bed th.." Justin stopped when he saw Austin in his just his boxers. "Omg" "I'm..just erm so sorry I should have given you some pjs" Justin stuttered becoming flustered. "It's ok they wouldn't fit anyway" Austin smiled while ushering him to join him on the bed. They both got underneath the covers and started talking about the Lily situation when they couldn't think of anything they started talking about their first kiss and started making out. Austin was the first to deepen the kiss and before he could interpret what was happening and think about what he was doing his hands started roaming anywhere and he was kissing anywhere on Justin that had bare flesh. Justin was reciprocating and this made Austin gone fully on top of him. This was ok for Justin until he felt Austin's lust.
"Maybe we should calm things down" Justin said panting. Austin nodded then grinned. "Yeah I don't have sex before a first date anyway" he said winking at Justin. Justin giggled too and it became infectious and they both started giggling. After they had done they spoke about what they could do on their date until Justin got tired. He made sure he cuddled Justin and that he was as close as he could be. Austin grinned as he didn't have to picture Justin in his head he had the real thing… and he wished it could always be that simple.