Hey everyone! Thanks a lot for the reviews, specially my dear friend harryskittenhasgotclaws. Thanks a lot for your encouragement. Like I'd said I'm continuing this one shot and dragging it to the morning. Jez is going to leave Morgead in a few hours ! And here I feel like crying !
Disclaimer: Yesterday night I had a dream:-
Jez: Hey My best friend *winks*
Me: Ohh my god! Is it Jezebel Redfern ?
Morgead (flashes from behind): Hey are you on a suicide mission calling her that?
Me: Ohh I'm Sorry! But is that really you guys? *dances*
Jez: Well, there's something we need to tell you. You don't own the nightworld. Sorry !
Me: What? *Shocks*
Morgead: Yeah! And you also don't own Moments by One Direction. Sorry about that too!
Me: Nooooooo! It's a lie ! *cries*
I woke up with my hands around Jez's waist and there she was, lying on my chest.
Her face was looking so peaceful and happy as if there was no worry for anything. I caught up one strand of her fiery red hair that was touching her cheek and tenderly tugged it back from her soft ear. She was looking so irresistible to me that I lost my self control and traced her face with my fingers very gently and carefully. She was the most precious and delicate gift of my life which an idiotic like me definitely hasn't deserved. But still, I guess, that I got lucky.
I traced the pattern of her most beautiful face through my fingers fearing that it might be the last time. My Jez was going to leave me in a few hours for the apocalypse. I wanted to memorize every inch of her skin. Her wide forehead, her silver blue eyes, her sharp cheekbones, her rosy soft lips, her ivory skin. Every part of her that has ever been mine. I wanted time to never move on. I wanted this moment to get stuck here forever. This was the happiest moment of my life. I held her bare body close to me and went back to sleep with snuggling my soulmate so that no one could dare to take her away from me.
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Just few more hours left! Just few more hours left! My mind was screaming at me. Though I was trying not to panic and keep my face calmer, still I can feel the tension build inside me. It was as if it could blast up any time and I'll burst up crying and trapping her in my arms. She came out of the bathroom wrapped up in a towel. Water was dripping from her wet fiery hair. She sensed my discomfort and walked over to me. She cupped my cheek with her soft and smooth hand. It felt so warm and nice there. "What's wrong Morgy ?" She asked in a worried tone. Concern was all over her face.
That is it! I can't control it anymore. That was my last thought to myself.
Suddenly, I got up and closed the door instantly. With my vampiric speed I locked the door with the key and threw it across the bed over the pile of clothes.
Jez looked shocked at my this action. I started walking towards her when she recovered from the shock and started yelling at me.
"What the hell did you just do Morgead Blackthorn?! Did you have any idea that I have to leave for this planet's greatest battle in less than two hours? Now, how am I supposed to find the key from that pile of rubbish in this mu-" I silenced her by crashing my lips onto hers. In reaction, her arms instantly grabbed my neck and pulled me closer. She kissed me passionately. I could feel her tension and fear as strongly as she can feel mine. I pulled her even closer towards me. I didn't want to be reminded of anything. I wanted to disappear with her in our own little world. I just didn't want to be without her. I didn't care that there were more important thing right now. I wasn't able to think straight when her tongue and mouth was melting with mine and we didn't want to be apart even for breathing.
Close the door,Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded like tonight's sky
Once again, my hands were not in my control any longer. They went up cupping her delicate cheeks and one of them travelled down from her cheeks, to her jaw, to her neckline and I found my hand slipping the towel and tugging it away from her graceful body. I was too overwhelmed too speak up anything and so was she. She closed her eyes and I carried her for the one last time in my arms and dragged my feet towards the bed, all the time looking at her. She seemed to enjoy this last moment of ours as much as I did. When she opened her eyes I could feel the pain in them. Feeling her pain I wanted to scream but my lungs failed to obey me. And once again, I found myself crying.
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
And the tears stream down my face
I was enjoying these moments and Jez was too. We were so happy in this little world of ours that we didn't want care about the outside. I wanted to keep her trapped within me, lying beside me, forever in this small room. I felt Jez tremble in my arms as soon as the realization hit her about what was coming up in the next few hours. I could feel that she was as much reluctant to go as much I was reluctant to leave her. Tears began to form in my eyes gain as I saw my Jez crying.
I have to go Morgy! She told me telepathically.
Not so soon Jezebel. I replied her back.
For once, none of us reacted towards our teasing names. For once, Jez just let it go that she was being called out by her full name and for once, I also didn't mind being called by my nickname. I leaned towards her to give her one last passionate kiss and she returned it back by first reacting slowly to it then faster and then finally outpacing me.
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life, your voice
Your reason to be my love,
My heart is breathing for these
MOMENTS in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
She got dressed and ready to go while all this time I was just sitting at the bed, staring her all along and thinking nothing. My mind was blanked. I needed to tell her how much I love her. I needed to tell her all those memories that I've spent with her, how much they mean to me. From the time I saw her first, when we were kids, to the time when we fought for leadership of the gang, the time when she left me all alone, then she came back, time when she was dying in my arms and somehow our soulmate connection saved her, when she brought me to circle daybreak and finally to the time when I became one with her the last night and todays morning. Each memory meant a lot time. When we played, when we hunted when we danced.
"Morgead I'm leaving." Jez said and broke the door, not needing to find the key. I got up and found myself freezing. My mouth won't open, my feet won't move, my eyes won't blink, my heart won't beat, my lungs won't breathe. Just nothing! I could feel myself breaking down. Jez came running towards me and embraced me.
Flashes left in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
Dancing on with my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a part of my clothes at the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
Jez gave me one quick peck on my lips and said," Its ok Morgead. You don't need to say it. I know it all. I love you too" Saying this, my Jez walked out of the room leaving me numb and freezed behind.
You know I'll be your life, your voice
Your reason to be my love,
My heart is breathing for these
MOMENTS in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Well I hope its not too long or that I didn't exceed it :P ! Well I went really emotional writing this. God! I'm so attached to Jez and Morgead. I'm crying too ! LOL ! Well tell me what you think of it by clicking the sexy button just below naming REVIEW :)
Love ya,
VampyWildCat
