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Amber
I cried just thinking about that night. What happened the next night wasn't as bad but it still broke my heart, and probably Charlie's too.
Telling Edward was the hardest, but Jacob was kind of…happy? He was glad that I wasn't going to be with Edward. But he was upset it wasn't him. Just to see the disappointment in his eyes, it was nothing I ever want to see again. It was terrible to sit there and tell him that. To look him straight in the eye and tell him that I didn't want to be with him. I didn't even know if we could still be friends. I didn't know if I would be able to put him through that. I didn't know if I could go through that. I really did loved Jacob, but there was part of me, a very big part, that loved Mike. I remember telling Jacob, I also remember the fact that Billy and my dad were there when I told him.
Flashback
We were going to the black's house for a barbecue. Charlie insisted he drive in the cruiser, so I said I would take my truck and I would meet him there. Of course Charlie beat me because HELLO he had the cruiser and I was in my slow truck, but I liked thinking on the way there. All of the possible scenarios on how telling Jacob could possibly go, running through my head. When I pulled up Jacob was at my door in a flash opening it and pulling me into a giant hug.
"So, I heard you broke up with Edward." He sneer Edward's name.
"Jacob, can I talk to you…?" I was really dreading doing this.
"Um, sure." We walked into the house and into his bedroom. "What's up?"
"Well, Jacob…" I got up and started pacing the room. He was sitting on the bed. He tried pulling me back down to the bed but, I just kept pacing. "Jacob, what I have to say is… I dumped Edward because…" I just couldn't choke it out. What was wrong with me? He nodded waiting for me to continue. "I broke up with Edward because there is another guy I like." I said it in a rush of words. A big grin grew on his face. Wait, did he think I was talking about him? "No, Jacob its Mike." I said the Mike's name quietly, even though he probably didn't know who Mike was. Surprisingly, he didn't freak like I thought… no, like I WANTED him to. He came over to me and held me. He asked if I really loved Mike. I don't remember what I told him. I know I do now though. He just held me for what seemed like hours. This might have actually been worse then telling Edward. At least Edward didn't just hold me and tell me everything would be alright. At least he still fought. At least I wasn't' trapped in guilt. We sat like that until Charlie came in. He saw us sitting together, me on his lap, crying my eyes out. He left us alone after quietly telling us the food was ready. He had a huge smirk on his face. We didn't get up to eat. I fell asleep in Jake's arms that night. When I woke up, I was in my bed. Jacob was right next to me. Somehow this made me happy but then I remembered Mike. I got up quickly and told him he had to leave. He said that we could still be friends. He also told me that he explained everything to Charlie and the Pack. I thanked him.
That's all I remember about that night. The next memory I have is telling Mike…
A/N: Ok,
there's the next chapter!! I would love to thank my new beta
XxAmanda is a Jasper's GirlxX
for betaing this for me!! You're amazing!! I also want to thank
my reviewers!! Keep it up!! I will try to get the next chapter out
as soon as possible. I am also going to try and finish off Til
Death Do Us Part With Edward!! I might finish
both of those sooner then I usually would because it is SNOWING yet
again!! Do they not realize it's like almost the end of APRIL??
Oh well, that just means more chapters for you guys!! Sorry for the
long Authors note!!
Amber