Title: Feelings
For Him.
Chap Title: Smile
Pairing:
ZexionxDemyx, And some various others.
Summery: Zexion
always felt alone that was intill he met him…
Disclaimer:
I don't own any character's from kingdom hearts, or the song in
the chap…
Warnings: Yaoi(BoyxBoy),Cursing, and suicidal
thoughts, also later on character death.
Author's Notes: Well in this chapter we find out why Zexion dreads school and we finally meet Demyx and some others…
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As I get into my black jeep, I sling my black messenger bag to the back seat not wanting it to get in my way…Naminé hop's in the seat beside me doing the same with her pink backpack as well and she puts her seat belt on…I don't though never have and I never will, then she smiles at me…"Well big brother aren't you going to start up the jeep…we have to get to school or we might be late." She speaks to me her vibrant smile still in place. "Ummm ya school…" I manage to mutter out as I start up my jeep. I slightly notice out of the corner of my eye that Naminé is about to turn the radio on…I don't protest after all I really don't mind…that much. As she turn's the radio on one of my favorite songs starts to play…and Naminé knows this so she doesn't change it.
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'Yeah
locked in
the basement
I'm so paranoid I'm all incased and I can't
escape
and when I look up, mothers looking down
and when I wake
up, mothers not around
Cause if you want you can
have
everything that I've got
cause if you want
you can
take it all away from me
away from me
Cause if you want
you can have
everything that I've got
cause if you want
you
can take it all away from me
away from me
Nobodies perfect,
but you just can't see
my life's a circus that you don't
believe
your saying something but not coming clean
now when I
wake up mothers liven she's liven in her dreams
Cause if your
satisfied well I'll watch you wave goodbye
cause if you want you
can take it all away from me
Please don't come
down and see me this way
please don't come down, I'm to
afraid
please don't come down and see me this way
please don't
come down well I'm to afraid
cause if your
unsatisfied well I'll watch you wave goodbye
cause if you want you
can take it all away from me...
cause if your
unsatisfied well I'll watch you wave goodbye
cause if you want you
can take it all away from me…'
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As the song slowly ends I smile slightly music always seemed to make me happy well if I liked the song that was playing anyway…On the rest of the way to school me and Naminé sit in comfortable silence as we tended to do on or drives to school…Once I managed to find a parking spot among the abyss of student's cars, Naminé and me get out, making sure to grab everything we needed so we could head onto class, as much as I hated the very thought.
"Well I'll see ya later big brother!" Naminé spoke to me waving goodbye as she ran to go and greet her many friends. I just slowly walked to greet well noon… because who wants to be friends with the gay emo kid anyway. As I walk to my locker before my class start I notice somebody, well I have noticed them before but…they always smile at me just my sister but this smile is different this smile is they type of smile that just make's everyday worth livening…I guess that really make's no since but I it dose to me…
His name is Demyx…and im pretty sure that he is friends with my sister along with Axel and Roxas who are dating at the moment. Though no one and I mean no one dares to hurt Roxas or make fun of him for being gay along with Axel…because well Axel is the star on the basketball team and is a well know pyromaniac…just ask the last guy who is now in the hospital and he'll say the same thing…
Demyx though has a band and is on the swim team…though I doubt he's gay and even if he was he would never think about going out with a guy like me.
I mean im nothing like him or any of his friends im just a …'freak'…as some kids put it lightly.
Demyx slowly starts to walk up to me that smile still on his face. "Hey Zexy!" He casually greets me like were the best of friends. "Ummm hello..?" I say in a timid voice not really know what to say since nobody every talks to me…ever other than my sister. "Oh I guess I should introduce my self hu…im Demyx!" He speaks rather cheerful. "Im Zexion…" I say slowly starting to act like I usually do. "I already knew that…im friend's with your sister after all Zexy, you don't mind if I call ya do yaaaaa?" He says to me still smiling that adorable smile…I wish he would stop though because it well makes me just want to hug him…and that's just not me.
"Sure I guess…" I speak once again trying to fight any urges inside of me. "Ok then!…Hey after school wanna hang out with me and some friends of mine?" Demyx insists to me still smiling…"Sure I suppose…Were at?" I inquire slight hesitation could be sensed in my voice…
"Well I'll meet ya outside after school ok Zexy?" he replies back to me slightly starting to walk away. "Ok.." I mummer out seeing him wave good bye before heading to his class….though I can't help but wonder what was that all about…
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Well what did ya think good bad great!…well anyway the song in this chap was Puddle Of Mudd's Basement…well REVIEW!…and I'll give ya a Ummm hug lol?