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He felt the bed moving as she crawled towards him. Shit. He picked a bad time for this. Sliding his hand under the note book he was writing in, he proceeded to closing it. Just as he thought he was home free, a slim hand slid between the pages. "What cha writing?" The annoying lifeless voice rang in his ears. He pulled on the book slightly but she didn't let go. "Its nothing, let go."
"Don't lie to me Inuyasha." she pulled the book and he pulled back. The sound of ripping pages filled the room. She could see he was unhappy with the current state of his notebook so fearing her safety she let the book go. His sigh was heavy but he didn't yell, he didn't even seem angry with her. She smiled devilishly. Her weight shifted the bed as she moved closer to him a second time. Before she could reach him, Inuyasha stood and tossed the book in the small blue waste basket beside this night stand. "Maybe you should leave Kikyo." Without protest she stood and slid her jeans back onto her body before kissing his cheek and walking out the door. The day was dragging on, he had to be in the recording studio in a week and he didn't have anything close to a song.
Damn them for wanting him to write his own songs all of a sudden. Why was it that he could think of a thing to write about, maybe it was writers block or something. Could someone who had never really written anything have writers block? It didn't seem possible. These pointless thoughts weren't helping him. His manager told him write about something that was personal something that came from inside, but it wasn't like he could write about sex. He glanced at the trash can and sighed. I guess this just isn't for me. Ugh I hat- His thoughts were cut short when he heard his phone going off. Not his regular ring tone, that was the ring tone for just her.
"Where are you?….Meet me at 25th and northern." Hoping for inspiration, he grabbed a ball cap and shoved his hair in it and placed sunglasses on his face before picking up his car keys and heading out the door. Pulling next to the corner, he rolled down his window and smiled at her shining face. Without a greeting, she quickly slid into the car and he pulled off. The car ride was quiet but somehow comfortable. She was content with just the sound of his breathing, and the smell of his skin filling the car. Not to mention the idea that he would soon be making her feel like she was the only girl in the world. When the car stopped she realized she wasn't at a hotel but back as his house. Excitement and surprise overwhelmed her so much she didn't realize he had gotten out of the car already. "You coming?"
"Yea. Sorry." Once up stairs Inuyasha didn't jump her, starting undressing or even kiss her for that matter. The idea that he had brought her to his house without the intention of jumping her bones was troubling yet wonderful. The silence was starting to get to her so she opened her mouth to speak but he spoke first. "Kagome, can I ask you something?" She nodded. "Do you know anything about writing a song?" The statement hit her like a ton of bricks. He was asking for advice and it wasn't sex advice, not that he needed any. She could help feeling that he considered her more then a fuck buddy, at least for this moment and she couldn't spoil it. Think Kagome! "I cant seem to get it right." She noticed his glace at the trash can and took it upon herself to pull the book from the garbage. She hesitated to open it when she saw him turn to her, but when he didn't take further action, she began to read the words. "I don't know where I'm at. I'm standing at the back, And I'm tired of waiting. Waiting here in in line, hoping that I'll find, what I've been chasing. I shot for the sky…" She quieted down and read the rest to her self. Before looking up at him. "You didn't write a second verse. Why?" He scoffed and looked over at her. "Cause its shit. Its no good." Kagome stood and pushed the book into his hands. "Finish it. Its good." The smile plastered on her face made him wonder if it was the truth. There was no way it was that good, she was probably just being nice.
"Right…." He took the book and slid it into the dresser. "Have you put music to it yet?" A shake of his head was her only answer. Why was he so upset about this? There had to be a way to help him. "
Have you sang it yet?" Another shake of his head. "Well lets do it!" She hurried over to his closet door, pulled out his acoustic guitar and pulled the book from the dresser in front of him. A gesture for him to sit next to her was enough to make him come closer.
It wasn't like him to take help, from anyone. She began to strum the guitar to a beat she felt would fit but his voice wasn't there so she began to sing the lyrics on the ripped paper in front of her. "I don't know where I'm at. I'm standing at the back, and I'm tired of waiting. Waiting here in line, hoping that I'll find, what I've been chasing." He looked over at her reading the lyrics he had written earlier that day and wondered why he felt like a idiot for letting her sing to him. Her voice filled the room and he wanted it to stop. It was a mistake bringing her here, I have to stop her. "I shot for the sky, I'm stuck on the ground. So why do I try? I know I'm gonna fall down. I-" He silenced her with a kiss. He could let this girl take him over like that. Her voice singing that song somehow pierced him like a knife. He wasn't suppose to have any feelings besides lust toward her and he was gonna keep it that way. Pulling the guitar from her, leaning it against the wall and letting the book hit the floor, he leaned into her causing her to fall backwards onto the bed. His kiss was long. Kagome opened her eyes when she felt him move his attention to her neck. They were back where they started. She should have known better, this was all they were, this feeling right here. He pushed her arms up by her elbows and she took his hands, lacing there fingers together. In this sense he was all hers, he could never belong to her in whole so she embraced what they had, even though it wasn't much.
Letting her shirt pull over her head she looked up at his ceiling and smiled. She was enjoying the feel of his hands roaming her body when a familiar sound hit her ears. Inuyasha stopped his actions and reached into her back pocket to hand her the cell phone that was interrupting them. "Hello?" A familiar voice sang through her phone. "Sango! What's up?" Inuyasha, who had been getting more aroused by the second, decided to continue what he was previously doing. Pulling at her sweat pants, he kissed down her stomach. Against her protests, he managed to have her completely nude. Aside from her bra which she refused to let him have.
"Yea Sango thats great." He wanted her attention and he knew just how to get it. Quickly discarding his basket ball shorts, Inuyasha raised her up by her ass and entered her. Because he was moving slowly Kagome managed her conversation well, but all that was lost when he rammed into her harder, she let out a cry of mixed pain and pleasure. There was no way she could talk now, or so he thought. "N-no I'm fine….your coming home huh? When?" Inuyasha stopped his movement to give her a chance to end her conversation. Kagome looked up at him disappointed and took matters into her own hands as she use her legs to slid herself back onto Inuyasha's member. "Sango, can you call me back?...Yea call me when your in town...bye." Shuting her phone, Kagome leaned up and grabbed Inuyasha by his shoulders. With a smirk, Inuyasha contiued. Her mind was clouded by all the feelings rushing through her body. If she had realized what she was about to do, she would have stopped and left right away. "Kagome!" Inuyasha quickly pulled away from her. How could she be so stupid? Inuyasha stood and began rubbing his back. She sat up with a more the horrified look on her face. "I'm so sorry! I-I didnt mean to!" She saw the scratches that ran down his back and regreted ever calling him. What eles was there to do but pull her clothes back on and run out of there? Standing and pulling her garments back on, Kagome looked over at Inuyasha. What could she say? He told her before to never leave marks on him. "I have to take the shots for my CD tommorw, guess I cant do the shirtless one now."
"Make up? I can cover it up." Inuyasha looked over his shoulder at her.
What's it been maybe two years and
we were friends simple and pure
but now when you are near I feel so insecure
tell me what happened between certain and unsure
I don't know maybe, maybe
I am falling in love with you.
Why did the radio always seem to play Inuyasha's songs? Kagome cursed her friend for loving him so much. She looked over at the brown haired beauty as she sang the lyrics loud and off key. "Should I confess and make a mess, the smarter part of me is screaming!" Her room seemed to echo every word and it was giving her a head ache. Remembering earlier that day Kagome was glad the make up worked and Inuyasha didnt seem to upset with her, but that didnt help the song from making her feel just a little bad.
Give it up give it up shut up shut up shut up
you'll regret it just forget it
love's a gamble just don't bet it
stay on the safe side
She glared at the radio. "What the hell is it with the world and this damn song!" Slamming down her fist, Kagome walked over to the stereo and pushed the power button. "Hey! Thats my favorite song!" Sango smiled and danced over to Kagome. "Try to act normal again
put it back just as it should, hide it under my bed, in the closet that'll be good." The song didnt even make sense to her. "Hide it in his closet? What is he gay!" Sango slapped a hand over Kagomes mouth. "Dont you say that about my Inuyasha! Obviously I'd tell you only if I could
but that would be crazy I can't help falling in love with... Should I confess and make a mess?" Kagome couldnt hold in the laugh as her friend danced away from her and jumped on the bed as if to give her a concert. Kagome smiled and turned the radio back on, to let her firend live out her pretend concert.
Give it up give it up shut up shut up shut up
you'll regret it just forget it
love's a gamble just don't bet it
stay on the safe side, stay on the safe side...
A/N: Ok so I ran a spell check this time, lol thanx for that! Anyway, If your thinking "Is she gonna end every chapter with lyrics" The answer is noo...kk
