The Diary of Many Ch.2

By Faifu

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AN: I'm trying to figure out what was behind the meanings of Tomoyo's words. I'm not trying to say that Sakura and Tomoyo is a good couple or I believe in them or not. I just want to figure something out.

CCS does not belong to me except the parts where I made up and wrote. But this is my story based on life.



Happiness…

Nadeshiko Kinomoto

I see you always at my side, always happy for me. The day I married Fujitaka I looked for you to show my happiness to you. But I saw a lone tear fall from your brown eyes and knew inside that it wasn't from happiness. Few years later you married and we both had children. Your husband loved you dearly even knowing that you don't love him the way he does. A sickness had tore within me but I have no idea what…I hoped that your daughter wouldn't fall in love with mine like you did me. Someday…I had hoped to confront you with this and ask you why you fell in love with me.

Bouncy…

Sakura Kinomoto

Lately I become more and more confused. Once you told me you loved me Tomoyo-chan. I had never gotten the meaning of it and told you that I loved you back and we'd always be best friends. Something flickered in your eyes and something in me had died. You set me up with Syaoran and I just assumed that it was nothing. We soon got married after college and had a child…Faye. Isn't that pretty? You seemed to think so. I saw you hold Faye in your arms just like she was yours and closed your eyes as if in pain…Why won't you tell me what's wrong? I had seen your tears at my wedding and saw inside of you that day. The true meaning of what your love for me was. I'm just sorry that I couldn't have time to realize or return it…maybe.

Lifelike…

Faye Li

Oh Sakura…you've always known me so well. Yet I could never have sense your love for me. Your mom had died so early and yet so have I…You told me to wait for you. So I did…but I met someone who cared deeply for me and had gotten engaged with him.

I rushed to greet you at the airport and she stared at my ring for a moment and a bright but dull smile lit up her face and she took my hand in hers and sighed sort of dreamily saying how she'll design my wedding gown and the wedding. Then I turned to my brother and fiancé and smiled; they smiled back but with Yuki-my brother-looking…no…staring at Sakura. Something hit my heart right then and there but I disregarded it and decided to set those two up.

What's going on?

Why can't I feel your love for me?

Tell me once…

Or tell me twice…

Let me help you get over me…



Any ideas for the next chapter will be glad to be heard please review so I know what to put.

Credit will be give where it is due.