Open book (pg 23-27)

I never given much thought to Tanya – though I have see what she wants many times in her thoughts I just could never imagine her and me together

I stared without seeing at this exquisite creature I had a curtain brown eyes human on my mind

Surely I could go back and not feel like such a coward I mean what was wrong with this woman/child/ girl why had she come here? Why did she have to ruin me and the most important question is why couldn't I get her out of my head?

When life offers something you can't have people consider it better than having something you don't want but there's something I want but can't have (her blood) and there's something I desire (her body) but the 1st something is getting in the way of it

These are a lot of interesting thoughts but the true question is can I be strong enough to go back