~hope your enjoying! i don't own twilight!~

Esme's POV

When we pulled up at the house Alice and I were still in shock about our meeting with Bella. I didn't think that after all this time that she would run into our arms and we would be all happy family's again but I never expected it to go like that. Gosh that was a shock. And the things she'd said, about the baby and about Charlie. He was such a lovely man. As we were walking up the steps to the house Carlisle was walking out the door on his way to his new job.

"That bad huh?" He asked.

"Yeah. We messed that poor girl up pretty bad. Do you have to go to work now? We need to talk about somethings Bella told us as a family." I asked

"I can stay about 30mins but then I've really got to go. This isn't a small-town hospital I can't just do whatever I like here." He said. Like I didn't already know that.

"Family meeting everyone. Dining Room now." I yelled to everyone. They were all at the house unpacking, like we'd told Bella we had just moved to New York.

"WHAT THE FUCK ALICE!" Edward yells as he stomps down the stairs. "I thought I told you two to stay away from her?!"

"EDWARD! Language!" That kid is over 100 years old and I still have to tell him off for swearing.

"Ugh really you went to see Bella? Hasn't she messed up our lives enough?" Rosalie cut in while looking bored.

"Yes, Alice and I went to see Bella today" I started. "She has changed. A lot." I sighed not knowing how to continue. "That poor girl is so broken. So many things happened in her life after we left that happened because of us. Edward were you two having sex?"

"Ahh yeah" Edward said shyly. He was leaning against the back-wall arms folded looking like he would run out of the room at any second.

"Well she was pregnant when we left." I said sadly. Alice looked like she was about to cry.

"Whaaaaaaaatttttttt? How? What?" he said as he started walking back and forth.

"She said she lost it not long after we left. . ." The room was silent after that. We all knew that Bella's baby would've been apart of our family. And if we had have known about it, we would've done everything we could for it.

After a moment Edward spoke up. "Okay we cant hurt her again like I did the first time. Were going to leave her alone and not do anything for her. She doesn't need us to mess things up for her again." Everyone nodded in agreement. But me and Alice shared a look when everyone wasn't looking. We were going to find out what happen to this poor girl and try help her. After that Carlisle gave me a kiss and headed off to the hospital for the night.

~Bella's POV~

When I got home I quickly got dressed into a cute little party outfit. Tonight is about getting fucked up more than getting laid. And black was mandatory with Gerald, wear any other colour and he wouldn't look at you. Seeing Alice and Esme today brought back a flood of unwanted memories and I just wanted to forget them already.

At 10.30pm my driver was ready and I was buzzed. Scott was a great driver. Always down to take me where ever I wanted to go and pick me up at whatever crazy hour I needed to be picked up. And he kept the window up when I was doing people other then him. He really knew how to get me to the right places if you know what I mean.

"Just after 11 we rolled up to the place and it was going off. I gave Scott a quick kiss as I got out and ran up to my best friend Sarah who was waiting outside for me. As I bounced up to her she pulled me.

"Holy cow!" she yelled as we walked up to the bouncer.

"Hey Josh" I said as we walked through the rope without stopping, he knew us of cause. "I know! They just showed up out of the blue today! Trying to make up with me! Like the fuck mate? Your only like 10years too late for that!" I yelled as Sarah started laughing. She hated the Cullen's after she found out the real story. We are all two peas in a pod so of course I brought her with me tonight! "Let's get fucked up baby!" I yelled as we walked up to the bar.

A few shots later we had a good buzz on so we headed to the dance floor to try and spot Gerald and see what kind of yummy's were out tonight. Gerald my darling always has the best at his parties, hottest guys, hottest girls, best drugs and at his parties in New York he always had me his partner in crime.

We had been friends before he started making it big and have been so close ever since we first met. We've both been through a lot and understand each other on a level different to what most other people do, so we're lucky to have each other. He actually just broke up with his girlfriend because she couldn't accept that Him and I would still be fucking while they're together. The way we work is different to a relationship so we still fuck even though were with other people. We don't see each other like that and so we can love each and love our partners. I guess were kind of a package deal in that way.

I'm pretty lucky that Chuck is super chill about those types of things. He sleeps around as well and I'm fine with it. Its how our relationship works best. We know that if one of us was to tie the other one down it wouldn't work out well, we both don't want to be put in cages.

Sarah and I were starting to get down on the dance floor, grinding on each other, and others. Kissing each other and others and just enjoying ourselves but I was starting to get restless and was needing a kick. So, I told Sarah I was going to find Gerald. I knew where he'd be. In the 'private' areas that look down on the dance floor.

"As I was making my way up there this stunning chick with long brown hair caught my eye, so I grabbed her hand and pulled her upstairs with me. When we reached the top, our mouths were all over each, hands were grabbing everything. When all of a sudden, I felt a 3suprd/sup hand slide down my butt and slip a finger inside me. I threw my head back and moaned "Mmmm G baby" because I knew who it was.

"He was right in my ear when he whispered "Who did you bring for us tonight darling?"

"What's your name gorgeous?" We both said at the same time, as Gerald led us to one of the 'private' rooms. It wasn't even really a room. It was more an area blocked off with mesh curtains, the ground/bed was covered in blankets and pillows. There was also a little bowl filled with condoms, lube and whatever else you would need. As both me and Gerald are big on safe sex.

"I'm Emily" She said in a shy whisper.

"Well Emily your about to have the night of your life." I said as I pushed her onto the bed and started to bend over so I could start eating her out. I could feel Gerald behind me putting a condom on. "You got my shit G?" I asked. I was starting to get shaky.

"Here B" he passed it over my shoulder as he leaded over me he shoved his dick into my pussy. Earning a small squeal and them a moan. He always feels so good inside me.

"Emily darling, I wanna try something with you if your keen?" I said while shaking the little baggie of white powder.

"Anything" she moaned. Ohh I picked a good one tonight didn't I? I slowing pushed her dress up and could see she was already dripping wet for me.

"Good girl. Now stay still." I said with a quick lick over her clit. I opened up the packet that Gerald had given me and shook a little bit out onto her clit and over her lips. I pulled the $100 note out of my bra rolled it up and put it my nose. "You ready for this?" I asked. She nodded quickly ready to get some. "Ready G" I yelled out. He knew what to do. As soon as I snorted the coke on her lips Gerald pull out of my pussy, grabbing my hair and shoving his dick in my ass, right as the coke kicked in. After that we went hard. All of us fucking each other, snorting coke off many different body parts.

Once we finished, I took a moment to catch my breath, Emily had already gone and Gerald was beside me in the 'private' room bed. We were looking out over the dance floor. I looked down and could see Sarah was off her face dancing on everyone. I laughed at her and turned to Gerald.

"So how you doing bud?" he knew what I was talking about. He answered after doing a line off my phone.

"Been better, thanks for tonight, its good getting back out there you know. But I still miss her so much." He said sadly

"I know how much you loved her hun. I know how it feels to lose someone you love" I said throwing my arm over him and doing another line. "but let's not dwell hun, it's a party. We can't let Sarah have all the fun" I said with a laugh as I got up and dragged Gerald to his feet as well.

We did a couple of shots before we went down stairs and Gerald teased me when I start not being able to shot them down. Which he knew was just about blackout time. So, he started dragging me down to the dance floor. But when we started down the stairs, I looked over the crowd for Sarah and saw none other than Edward Cullen looking well out of place on the other side of the dance floor.

As I looked around more, I saw the rest of them, Alice and jasper and Emmett and Rosalie dancing together on the dance floor. Sarah was getting closer to them; she knew about them and what they did to me but she doesn't know what they look like. So, when she danced over to Rosalie and kissed her my jaw dropped and I saw Rosalie also go red with anger while Sarah was kissing her. As quickly as I could I ran up to Sarah and ripped her off Rosalie before she snapped then we ran out the door. Running into the bouncer on our way out.

"Josh did you just let 3 guys and 2 girls, one with a short bob cut and one with long blonde hair?" I asked panting and looking behind me still holding onto Sarah's arm.

"Yeah bells, what's wrong?" he asked

"I slipped him the $1000 I had in my bra. "You need to get them out and never let them back in here okay?"

"Sure, thing Bells" he said before talking into his walkie talkie to the other bouncers

"What the hell was that Bella?" Sarah asked as we started walking away.

"That blonde chick you just made out with was none other than Rosalie Cullen!" I yelled.

"Damn she's hot! Why didn't you tell me they were so hot?"

Rolling my eyes and laughing as we walked around the corner into the ally way. Once we got about half way down I pulled out another baggie and started making lines on my phone for us. When these big things started dropping out of the sky giving me a big enough fright to make me drop my phone with the coke on the ground.

"God damnit!" I yelled. "Would everyone like to stop ruining my fucking buzz!" looking around us we were surround by none other then Edward, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie Cullen. Turning to look at Alice. I said
"I thought I told you to leave me the fuck alone!? Well what the fuck do you call this?" I was mad of course. I was out trying to have a good time and relax after seeing Alice and Esme this afternoon. But nooo now they have to start following me. Sarah was standing beside me still giggling at my phone on the ground.
"We just wanted to see that you were alright." Alice said.
"Um so you followed me here?! Do you know what happens here? Its really not somewhere any of you should be going." I said matter of factly
"But its somewhere you should be?"
The one person I didn't want to hear said. Edward. My heart skipped a bet. I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose. I had to tell myself he's not here for me and we don't need him anymore!

I reached into Sarah's bra an pulled out another baggie and started setting it out on my phone again. I needed a hit before having to deal with them.
"None of you fuckers better make me spill this again" I said looking around at everyone then Sarah and I did our lines. Ohhh yes that's what I've been looking for all night. I was finally seeing stars. "Of course, I belong here, I own this club!" I said with a roll of my eyes.