AN: I don't own Twilight characters, blah blah blah moving on. Okay so this is the first chapter of my new story. This chapter is in Paul's POV but most will be in Summer's, just a heads up. I just wanted to put his input in a little bit before moving on to the story. I thought this would be a little insight into his crazy head, and when i say crazy I mean overly aggressive and the need to use the word 'fuck' in almost ever sentence. Yeah he has a potty mouth but that's why I love him. I wanted to make sure the difference was shown between their respective minds, soo here's chapter one!

Vexation: Chapter 1

Paul POV

This was such bullshit. Yeah, I get that Sam's the Alpha but really? I have better things to do on a Saturday afternoon than sit around on the beach all damn day and wait for some pale face girl to arrive. What do I care about this girl? She's nothing to me. I haven't even met her yet and I hated her, not a good start girl, not at all.

And it wasn't like I could leave right away either, nope I had to stay all damn night as well, cause' guess the fuck what? This girl gets a party! Of course she gets a fucking party, a welcome home party, which doesn't even make any damn sense considering this chick hasn't ever been here before. I've lived here all my life, where's my damn party, huh?

Of course to make it even worse, Sam made the party mandatory, which is fucking awesome, considering that means I couldn't leave even if I wanted to. Alpha's orders are law, uncontrollable and impossible to break. Yeah I couldn't go, but that didn't mean I had to enjoy being here, and I planned to not enjoy every minute of this shit and then bitch about it when we all phased later. They can suck on that.

So, here I was, sitting off to the side on one of those old white trees laying all over the beach, stewing as the rest of the pack jumped around and frolicked like fucking pansies. They were playing football, and don't get me wrong, I'd kill to get rid of some of my pent up aggression by tackling one of these fuckers, but of course I couldn't even do that. They we're playing touch! What the hell? What kind of blood sucking vamp destroyers were we?

But of course there was a reason for their pussy party -and not even the good kind- and that reason was Summer Rosemea, Karren's fucking niece. Ugh. She's everywhere. Well not everywhere, cause' I mean she's not even here yet. Metaphorically, she's fucking everywhere. Damn. I need to watch the inner monologue. It's bad when you don't even make sense to yourself.

"Hey, Meraz , you up for a game?" Jared called over to me, his smile almost too big for his face. I scowled at him.

"Yeah that's exactly what I want to do, prance around like a fucking fairy. Yeah I'll pass."

If Jared was anything he was a good sport, he took my anger in stride, just smiling back at me then running off to join the group again giving them the negative, even though they already heard, wolf hearing and shit. I rolled my eyes at them, perfectly happy to be a loner and mope on my tree. That was, until martyr Sam decided to open his fucking mouth.

"Paul, over here now! Karren's on her way." I growled low in my throat at his command but my body moved without my consent, standing and jogging over to my Alpha. Fucking great.

Whose the pussy now, Meraz?

Fuck you inner thoughts.

Fuck me? You're the crazy fucker who's talking to himself.

Ugh. You're talking back asshole.

I understand it's not like you can help being a pussy. Just don't take out your anger on me, Pretty Boy.

Fuck youuuu.

Still standing slightly away from the group I waited, impatiently of course for our visitors. Some of the guys were still throwing the football around, trying to appear casual and not like they could hear every step the two women took on their way down the beach. We waited for Sam to look at them before we too turned out glances in their direction.

"Hey boys!" Karren's distinct voice rang loud to our sensitive ears and my head snapped to her face. I couldn't help the small smile curving my lips. Karren was like a second mother to me, she took me in when I was a kid and had nowhere else to go. I guess taking in strays wasn't a onetime thing for her.

Pushing my gaze from Karren I took in the sight of her niece. And fuck me if she wasn't hot as hell in her red bikini and tiny short shorts. I could see the top of her red bottoms peaking out of the top of her unbuttoned shorts and I almost groaned.

Instead I gaped at her, almost forgetting to catch my jaw as it fell. She was short, well a lot shorter than me but probably average for a girl. She had the longest blond hair I'd seen in person, it was in lose curls to her hips. I wanted to bury my hands in it and see if it was as soft as it looked.

Her legs were long, curvy and slightly tanned, nowhere near as dark as my own skin. She had a flat stomach with wide hips and the nicest tits I'd ever seen, judging by my own experience they seemed like a big C, but hell they were perky and round and all around amazing. I avoided her face all together, not giving a shit what her face looked like if she had a body like that. My mind played over all the ways I could wrap those sexy legs around my hips.

A low whistle from one of the guys –two low for human ears- brought my attention away from the girl and my rapidly hardening dick. My eyes snapped to Collin, fury sweeping over me quickly as he looked the girl over with probably the same expression that was just on my own face. It pissed me off that he was looking at her that way. Glancing around the group, I noticed that he wasn't the only one eye fucking her and suddenly I was seeing red.

I felt the wolf pushing at me, trying to break free from his cage and go at every one of these assholes throats for even looking at her that way, for even thinking they could look at her at all. I tried to push him back but he was ravenous, out for blood and I didn't know why. She wasn't theirs to want. She wasn't theirs.

MINE! She's mine!

The wolf snarled the words in my head. He pushed so hard that I almost stumbled over with the force. He wanted out and he wanted out now. I clutched my eyes closed, concentrating on pushing him back into his cage.

She isn't yours. She isn't ours.I fought back, trying to appease him and find some sort of understanding. This only seemed to enrage him further.

SHE'S MINE! Mine. Mine. Mine. Need her. Mine. She's mine!

No she isn't dammit!

Fuck you she's mine! Don't let them look at her that way!

It's not like I can do shit about it! I don't like it either, but she isn't fucking yours.

She's not theirs! She's ours! Mine!

She isn't fucking yours either.

Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine.

No no no. She isn't. She isn't yours.But it was useless.

I wasn't winning this battle, the wolf was too strong, I was barely holding on, gritting my teeth against the pain of the change, I tried to stop my trembling. I could hear Sam talking in the background, diverting the girls attention from the rest of the pack. I heard Karren being passed around from the guys, she asked them how I was doing, concern lacing her tone but I couldn't make myself care about that.

Out of nowhere I felt an emotion hit me hard. Fear. But it wasn't my own. The wolf came to attention at it and suddenly he wasn't fighting anymore, he wanted me to open my eyes. They snapped open willingly though they soon narrowed in anger. Sam was just letting go of her hand and I nearly lost it and lunged at him. He couldn't fucking touch her. Not her. The wolf was in total agreement, growling low in the back of my mind.

Glaring darkly at my Alpha I didn't even need to look at the girl to feel the fear radiating off of her. Fear of what I didn't know but Sam better hope it isn't him or shit would go down.

"Guys, this is Summer, Karren's niece," I watched stoically as her eyes raked over us, stopping at me and my unapproachable expression. I finally looked at her face then. She had a slightly small mouth, with a small nose and a heart small heart shaped face. Everything about this girl seemed small to me.

She was beautiful, I noted blankly. Meeting her eyes I felt myself freeze.

My whole world seemed to become blurry; nothing else mattered to me in that moment. Not my awful life, not my pack, not my fucked up problems, not even myself. And then it snapped back into focus on this girl as I looked into her deep turquoise eyes. I knew in that instant that everything had changed, that this girl was my life, that I would do anything to protect her. Gravity had changed and instead of holding me to the ground it was holding me to this slight, beautiful girl. I could feel my face falling in awe at this perfect creature before me.

And then my brain caught up with me.

"Shit." I heard Jared hiss quietly, obviously catching on to my expression.

The fuck?

No no no no no no no no. NO!

Yes. She's ours. My wolf growled happily, eying her like fresh meat.

I was pissed now. No way was this fucking girl ruining my already fucked over life. No way was she controlling me. This shit wasn't fair. What the fuck happened to choosing who you love? Well fuck this, this girl isn't ruling me, she isn't my life, she isn't anything, she's nothing to me, and it's staying that way.

Before any one could say shit I ran. Running from the girl with the beautiful eyes, running from the pack and running from my problems. A shock of pain surged through me as I ran, and I couldn't tell if it was from me denying the change or something else entirely, but I didn't care and I didn't stop to find out. All I knew was that I was getting the fuck out of dodge, away from anything remotely related to this newly acquired shit storm I call my life.

The change took over as soon as I entered the forest. It ripped through me violently, and soon I was on all four paws running as fast as I could in the opposite direction. I didn't care what the wolf was telling me, I didn't care about instincts, I didn't want her, I didn't want an imprints life. I couldn't be like Jared and Sam or even Quill. Hell Jacob was in even better shape than I was.

I couldn't take care of her, I couldn't love her. There's a reason I didn't deserve an imprint.

I realized I wasn't the only one phased as soon as I heard the distinct cackling of one bitchie female wolf.

'So it's infected you now too? I have to say Pauly, I never expected you to imprint.' -Leah

'Fuck you Leah, go be a bitch somewhere else.'

'Why should I when all the entertainments right here? Watching you suffer is almost as fun as ABC family on weekday nights. So dramatic.' –Leah

'Yeah you want fucking drama? I'll never hit a woman, but considering your nothing but a bitch it doesn't fucking count. Don't test me, I'm not in the fucking mood.'

'Touchy touchy. Don't be such an ass, I was just kidding.' –Leah

'Fuck you, I don't give a shit. Phase and leave me the fuck alone.'

She didn't say anything else but I felt the connection shiver slightly and knew she did as I asked. The last thing I needed was bitch-about-my-love-triangle-Leah. Yeah no fucking thank you.

Closing my mind off to anything else I ran through the forest, pushing thoughts of imprints and packs and blue eyed angels away from my thoughts, for at least a little while. A vicious howl ripped out of my throat uncontrollably, echoing around the forest eerily.

A distant thought ran through my mind before I cut myself off completely and gave myself over to my instincts.

She's yours too now.

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