Hey guys back again with a new chapter. I decided to continue this because of the response this story got. This chapter goes out to TheProphet1 as an early birthday present. So now on to disclaimer and warnings.

~Warnings~

1.) Fem! Ciel

2.) Self harm.

Disclamer I in no way shape or from own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler. I only own the plot for this fanfiction.

Ciel looked at Sebastian with wide eyes. The confusion and shock from his words were clear in her face. "y-You care about me? Why?" She asks him wanting to know why when for so long no one has really cared about her. At least in her opinion.

Sebastian sighed and looked at her taking her hand in his own. "Ciel I've always cared about you. I have since the day you summoned me." He said not wanting to push his luck by saying he loved her. He knew that he was pushing his luck just by calling her by her first name.

Ciel didn't know what to say. If she had thought someone had cared about her maybe she wouldn't have done this in the first place. But then again she doubted his words wondering if he was just saying this to try to stop her from doing it again.

He sighed and looked at her. "You doubt me don't you?" He asks and then sighs shaking his head when he sees her nod. "Ciel Phantomhive the feelings I have for you go past caring and I will do everything in my power to get you to stop harming yourself in this way." He said to her and then kissed the back of her hand.

She blushed faintly when he did this. It would have been a brighter blush but she had lost a lot of blood from her ordeal. She took his hand and held it in her own clinging to it like it was her lifeline. Well in her mind it was these were the hands that had saved her so many times before when it wouldn't have matter but tonight if he hadn't of come she would have been dead.

Sebastian gave her hand a gentle squeeze and then looked into her mismatched eyes, the ones that he loved so much. He sighed and looked at her with a soft caring look, a look that was never seen on Sebastian's face unless he was around a cat. "Ciel I have to ask you this. Why are you doing this?" He said wondering if he was the cause of Ciel's self harming.

Ciel bit her lip and sighed looking away. She couldn't lie to Sebastian but yet she didn't want to tell him that he was part of the reason why she did this. "Because of a lot of things Sebastian..." She replied resorting to the simple way of answering his question without going into detail the reasons. She looked at him hoping that he wouldn't ress for more details but part of her knew that he would.

He sighed and shook his head. "Ciel I can't help you until you give me something specific as to the reason why." He told her truthfully wanting more then anything to help the young women in front of him get rid of the horrible thoughts that must be plaguing her mind.

She sighed in defeat and looked into Sebastian's red eyes. "The reasons are because of different things. How it's my fault that my parents were killed and that Madame Red was killed by that reaper...But there are other things." She admitted and then looked away wondering if she should tell him that some of the things that he had done had caused her to do this as well.

Sebastian nodded and looked at her. "Well Ciel you can tell me anything about it. I won't judge you and my opinion of you won't change. I promise." He said and then squeezed her hand again.

Ciel bites her lip and looks down. "The other reason is...you Sebastian...You're part of the reason why I do this.